Standing On The Shoulders Of Giants

August 19th, 2007

I am the king of all I see
my kingdom for a voice

Today I was crippled. Emotionally. Unable to leave my bed for half the day. Feeling like everything was going to make me cry. Thinking about how to best kill myself. In other words, a cheery day for sure.

I’m feeling better now. Although not in the mood to write. A long shower helped. Tomorrow I’m going to TMU and after that I’m going to see the goats. That will make me happy.

everybody hit the ground
everybody hit the ground

PS. King of Birds.


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A Fridge Too Far

August 18th, 2007

It’s been a rather cold day today. I even had to dig out my heavy blanket. And wear socks. Maybe summer is winding down. I would not mind. Let’s have some snow already!

Other than that there is not a lot to tell about today. I have been relaxing and doing very little. I feel a little guilty that my appartment is still so messy. I must pull myself together and get everything in its right place. Tomorrow, maybe. Possibly. It could happen!

We will not discuss the football.

Listening to my music puts a joy in my heart. It is R.E.M. at the moment, and it is beautiful. Live music is like candy in audio form.

I said: we will NOT discuss the football. Okay?

I made mashed potatoes today. From powder. Sometimes I prefer the powdery stuff to the real deal. Sometimes not. I’m a complicated banana. I realized that I didn’t have any measuring devices. I needed 5 deciliters of water and so I had to get my brain going. Eventually I found a plastic cup that holds 50 centiliters of water. So then I had to do some complicated mathematical equations. After which I realized that 50 centiliters is in fact the same as 5 deciliters. Isn’t it? Well the mashypotatoos turned out okay so I can’t have gotten it all wrong.

And my fridge is full of bottles of various liquids. I love cold drinks and I love having my own fridge that I can fill without having to leave space for all the horrible stuff my mum always gets. I love not having to fear that something ends up smelling of onions just from being put in the fridge. I love not having to worry about whether the knife will leave a taste of onion on the bread when I butter it. And don’t tell me I’m crazy, it has happened. I have had to throw out perfectly good sandwiches because somehow, from somewhere, a taste of onion crept in. I love having a kitchen where I don’t have to worry about there being or having been onions anywhere. It is a freedom I have longed for.

But for the last damn time, WE ARE NOT DISCUSSING THE FOOTBALL.

Okay?!


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