{"id":1016,"date":"2008-12-15T00:50:10","date_gmt":"2008-12-14T22:50:10","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/plume.dk\/blog\/?p=1016"},"modified":"2008-12-15T00:53:59","modified_gmt":"2008-12-14T22:53:59","slug":"cripple-and-the-sugarfish","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/plume.dk\/blog\/?p=1016","title":{"rendered":"Cripple And The Sugarfish"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Ir hasn&#8217;t been the best day today.<\/p>\n<p> I seem to have two kinds of days. The good and the bad. <\/p>\n<p>The good where I get up in the morning and feel okay. I get out to shop or visit animals. I do stuff and get through the day without problems.<\/p>\n<p>Or the bad where I can hardly get out of bed. I am sad and depressed and feel hopeless. I picture myself dying. I usually end up back in bed, either napping or simply sleeping the whole day away. Because the bed is the only place I feel comfortable and safe. The day seems to last forever and I can barely get through it.<\/p>\n<p>Today is one of those days. I have slept most of it away. Now I must stay up late in the hopes of at least getting a little sleep tonight. Depressed at the poorness of my eyesight. Crying at <a HREF=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=TbCIQ-SKhKE\">Antony<\/a> and the <a HREF=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=loNU4fVpO8E\">Johnsons<\/a>. Terribly unhappy with everything about myself.<\/p>\n<p>That is how my life seems to be. Split into these two kinds of days. I&#8217;m not really sure what brings on either of the two. Or if it&#8217;s just random. But I don&#8217;t seem to be in control of it.<\/p>\n<p>Not that it all matters so much. We&#8217;ll all be the same in the end.<\/p>\n<p>We don&#8217;t want it all to be a downer though. So let&#8217;s finish off with some pictures from yesterday&#8217;s playground feeding.<\/p>\n<p><a HREF=\"http:\/\/plume.dk\/pics\/displayimage.php?pos=-5354\"><img WIDTH=400 HEIGHT=300 SRC=\"..\/pictures\/thumbs\/2008\/081213_magnethebuck_th.jpg\" ALT=\"magnethe buck\"\/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Magnethe and the buck saying hello.<\/p>\n<p><a HREF=\"http:\/\/plume.dk\/pics\/displayimage.php?pos=-5353\"><img WIDTH=400 HEIGHT=300 SRC=\"..\/pictures\/thumbs\/2008\/081213_sheep_th.jpg\" ALT=\"sheep\"\/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>The black sheep. She seemed a lot more confident than I remembered her. Up and baahing for food and not shying away from touch at all. <\/p>\n<p><a HREF=\"http:\/\/plume.dk\/pics\/displayimage.php?pos=-5356\"><img WIDTH=400 HEIGHT=300 SRC=\"..\/pictures\/thumbs\/2008\/081213_vanilje_th.jpg\" ALT=\"vanilje\"\/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>And never forgetting Vanilje.<\/p>\n<p><a HREF=\"http:\/\/plume.dk\/pics\/displayimage.php?pos=-5355\"><img WIDTH=400 HEIGHT=300 SRC=\"..\/pictures\/thumbs\/2008\/081213_nina1_th.jpg\" ALT=\"nina\"\/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Nina on the couch with the scruffy-looking Nerf herder. Don&#8217;t forget <a HREF=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=BI9WVatxvhI\">the video<\/a>.<\/p>\n<p><a HREF=\"http:\/\/plume.dk\/pics\/displayimage.php?pos=-5357\"><img WIDTH=400 HEIGHT=300 SRC=\"..\/pictures\/thumbs\/2008\/081213_nina2_th.jpg\" ALT=\"nina\"\/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Spotting something through the window. I like when she walks behind my head like that. At one point she stuck out one leg and put her paw on my shoulder. It was cute. She was all like &#8220;Let me just lean on you and rest for a second before I walk on&#8221;. <\/p>\n<p>Where would we be without animals?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Ir hasn&#8217;t been the best day today. I seem to have two kinds of days. The good and the bad. The good where I get up in the morning and feel okay. I get out to shop or visit animals. I do stuff and get through the day without problems. Or the bad where I [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/plume.dk\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1016"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/plume.dk\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/plume.dk\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/plume.dk\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/plume.dk\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1016"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/plume.dk\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1016\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/plume.dk\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1016"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/plume.dk\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1016"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/plume.dk\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1016"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}