{"id":1182,"date":"2009-09-03T19:55:39","date_gmt":"2009-09-03T18:55:39","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/plume.dk\/blog\/?p=1182"},"modified":"2009-09-03T19:55:39","modified_gmt":"2009-09-03T18:55:39","slug":"the-end-is-the-beginning-is-the-end","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/plume.dk\/blog\/?p=1182","title":{"rendered":"The End Is The Beginning Is The End"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m afraid it&#8217;s almost time to say goodbye. My eyesight is failing. The central part of my left eye is a dark cloud now. I can barely see the text on the computer now.  I have some decent peripheral vision, but that doesn&#8217;t help me use the computer. It&#8217;s very hard now.<\/p>\n<p>I will try to keep blogging, more or less, as long as I can. But it seems to be going fast now. This morning I could still read the computer fairly well. Only parts of my central vision were cloudy, now tonight it&#8217;s almost all of it. I imagine that it will only be a few days now before I have to give up.<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s still an open question whether the screen reader from the sight central people will be able to help me use the computer. I don&#8217;t know how well it will work with the blog. Perhaps I will still be able to come on and write a little every now and then. I don&#8217;t know. <\/p>\n<p>While I still have the chance I&#8217;d like to thank everyone who has been with me over the years. Everyone who has read and commented. You have meant a great deal to my mental health. Through all the ups and downs I have found love and support from a lot of swell people. Thank you every one.<\/p>\n<p>I hope plume.dk will stay up without problems. If more webhost issues arise then I might not be able to fix them, though. I will do my best to keep it running though. Not so long I started a little project (djaliplume.blogspot.com) aiming to collect all my old entries from diaryland and this blog. And maybe livejournal too. All my writings in one stable blog where they&#8217;d be unlikely to disappear. So they&#8217;d still be there even after I&#8217;m long gone. Not that I have written anything terribly important. But still, it&#8217;s 10 years of my life. I&#8217;d like to be remembered. Even if it&#8217;s just by a couple of people. Even if it&#8217;s just by a random google search every now and then. But alas, it was not to be. We&#8217;re talking thousands of entries. And too little time left. It doesn&#8217;t all matter so much. At least I have made some connections with people around the world. 10 years ago I never imagined that would happen.<\/p>\n<p>This isn&#8217;t goodbye, but in case I don&#8217;t get the chance to go on my own terms, I just wanted to make sure I&#8217;d said how much I have appreciated y&#8217;all. <\/p>\n<p>Yesterday I went to the hospital for the checkup. And as I guessed they still can&#8217;t say much or do much. They can&#8217;t really see any changes and they can&#8217;t do more than they already are. My left eye is ending up like my right one and there&#8217;s not much to do about it. I guess all that&#8217;s left to hang a little hope on is the removal of the oil, when the time comes. Maybe that will somehow make some difference. But not really much hope of that. Now it&#8217;s more a matter of dealing with the new way of life that I will have to lead.<\/p>\n<p>I had my first foot therapy today. It went very well. Now I have a break in my schedule. But there will be much more to deal with soon of course. Mainly with the sight central and blind society of course. And going back o the hospital in a couple of weeks. I&#8217;m pretty much done using the computer for fun, but I&#8217;ll have lots to do at least. <\/p>\n<p>See you all again soon, I hope. Take care out there.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m afraid it&#8217;s almost time to say goodbye. My eyesight is failing. The central part of my left eye is a dark cloud now. I can barely see the text on the computer now. I have some decent peripheral vision, but that doesn&#8217;t help me use the computer. It&#8217;s very hard now. 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