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My life is a constant struggle between the need to exercise and the desire to eat pizza. Plus goats and dreams.
\n29\/5 2017<\/a>
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\nAre we not intertwined?
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\nToday will be a good day. Let it be.
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\nGood goat times today. I missed the sun, though. It was overcast all day. At least it stayed dry, and wasn’t too cold. There was some kind of hullabaloo going on in the area around the playground. Sounded almost like a carnival, there was some guy on a megaphone. And lots of kids walking around. Maybe it was the yearly exercise day for the schools? I don’t know. But lots of commotion and the goats very a little on edge. Unsettled. They can be quite sensitive to changes in the surroundings. But they calmed down soon enough and we spent some good lazy time together. I captured several nice yawns on camera, that’s always good. I love a good goat yawn.
\nCuriously, it seems like Mio has gotten tired of tomatoes. Maybe she got used to the imported winter ones. Now tomato season is in full bloom but she barely wants one, today she didn’t want any. Strange. Mia is happy to take up the slack, though. And she’s having an easier time eating the Danish summer ones, because they’re softer. Maybe they’re too ripe for Mio now. Peculiar. Her appetite in general is still as voracious as it ever was. Snarfing down all the treats I care to hand out, including some banana and cucumber leftovers. Go figure!
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\n“I’m just one of the horses, tra la la”.
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\nWho need faith in mankind, I got goats. *rocks back and forth* i got goats.
\nugly cries into pizza can you make me feel good
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\nCan’t we just all get a long… broom that we can hit dumb people over the head with?
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\nI get knocked down but I get u… eh.
\nGoing to bed. I’ll put on the nonstop Christmas music mix to entertain you all while I’m gone. Mistletoe optional.
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\nToday will be a good day. Do your best with your own piece of the puzzle, you can’t control the bigger picture.
\n30\/5 2017<\/a>
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\nDon’t move, I don’t think they’ve seen you.
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\nAs far as I know, Fidget Spinner is the name of Woody Harrelson’s character in the Han Solo movie.
\n30\/5 2017<\/a>
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\nDone for today. Walking that tightrope between insanity and the alternative. Time to take a dive into the otherworld.
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\nToday will be a good day. Happy hump day, guys.
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\n31\/5 2017<\/a>
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\nLooks like it’s going to be one of those days where I can’t world.
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\nI just made a Friday post on my goat page, I know it’s happened to everyone. I’m such a clich\u00e9. I told you I couldn’t World today.
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\nAll the things you can’t live without
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\nIf you love goats, or other animals, just keep in mind that they’re quite dependent on the climate. Also on there not being coal in the rivers and not being shot in the face while hibernating.
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\nToday will be a goat day.
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\n1\/6 2017<\/a>
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\nGood goat times today. Lovely and sunny, though a bit of a cold wind on the walk there. The temperatures have fallen below 20C\/70F again. But as long as the sun shines it’s still pretty nice.
\nBad news, though. They boarded up the passageway I made. So now the goat pen and horse pasture is separated again. I think, at least. When I got there today the goats were actually out in the pasture. Whoever let them out in the morning wasn’t there when I got there. I’m wondering if they just let the goats out in the horse pasture. Or if they let them out in the pen and they were able to go to the pasture. The board they put up is positioned a little oddly, I’m wondering if perhaps the goats are able to pass through from the pen to the pasture but not the other way around. Hmm. Well, A38 can still pass both ways haha. Sometimes it pays to be a shortie. I guess it’s nice for her that she can have all that goat pen to herself with no menace from the big bully girls. But I’m annoyed. Humans suck. There are some other concerns too. I think I’ll have to try to talk to Finbarr, the guy who runs the place. I hate talking to humans. I spend most of my waking time trying to avoid it.
\nAnyway, the goating was still good. Lots of relaxing in the sunshine. Had some especially sweet and tender moments with Mio, resting her head in my lap as she slightly dozed off. Blissing in the sun. Just gotta try to keep my mind focused on the good things.
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\nA beautiful day in the goathood.
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\nHeading to bed. Not feeling so good. Kind of having a crisis of faith, in humanity and in myself. The kind where you sit with your head in your hands and cry. I don’t like this world, I don’t really want to be a part of it anymore. I wish I could take my goats and fly away in a soap bubble.
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\nToday will be a good day. I believe it, I really do. I felt awful yesterday. Like “can’t go on” awful. But then, there’s a freedom in feeling you’ve hit rock bottom. Things can only get better then. If nothing matters anymore then you’re free to do what you want without pressure. Might as well do something good.
\nWell, we’ll see what happens. I have been thinking about some things. Some things I want to change. Even contacted my doctor about getting back on anti depressants. We’ll see. For now I’m going to go exercise, because that’s one of the things that will make me feel better.
\nAnd thank you all for the support and sweet comments on last night’s post. It’s a blessing knowing you all got my back. Helps me keep going. Hope everyone else facing hard times will find their way too. Love you loves. Catch up when the exercise is done.
\n2\/6 2017<\/a>
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\nAhh, the sweet scent of electrical fire.
\n*record scratch* wait, what?
\nWhoopsie. I knocked my glass of iced drink over while exercising. Annoying, but no big deal I figured. Until I smelled the smoke and heard an electric crackling over my MP3 player. Had to get off and unplug everything in a hurry, haha. I had knocked the liquid right into my extension cord with multiple sockets. Yikes. No fire, but it sure smelled like it. Oh well. At least the exercise was good and I have leftover pizza. Always look on the bright side.
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\nHorse parade.
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\nNew idea for a TV show. A combination of the movie Junior and the book\/show The Handmaid’s Tale. You know, men being the handmaids because they can get pregnant, via science. Hopefully we can get Schwarzenegger and DeVito to star.
\nIt needs a little work.
\nThis has been a Friday night post brought to you by pizza and electrical fire smoke. Keep thinking happy thoughts.
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\nThings I’m greatful for
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\nAdore turned 19 yesterday. My favourite record of all time. Maybe now more for it’s meaning and importance in my life than for the music. But I still love it. To crestfallen pieces. Many nights in my bed in the dark, watching the tree outside my window move in the night while listening to it.’
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