{"id":1873,"date":"2020-02-09T22:13:28","date_gmt":"2020-02-09T21:13:28","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/plume.dk\/blog\/?p=1873"},"modified":"2020-02-09T22:13:28","modified_gmt":"2020-02-09T21:13:28","slug":"in-the-dark-depth","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/plume.dk\/blog\/?p=1873","title":{"rendered":"In The Dark Depth"},"content":{"rendered":"

Today will be a good day. Happy Mio Monday everyone.
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\n3\/2 2020<\/a>
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\nAuch. Burned my throat. Drank some apple cider vinegar. I usually don’t have problems with that. Drink a little from a glass, flush it down with water. Felt stronger than it usually is. Maybe it was because I shook the bottle more than I usually do beforehand? Now i have a sore throat. Oh well. Did manage to do a little exercise. I would have gone longer if I hadn’t fel like I had to throw up from the acv, is what I’m telling myself.
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\nNuller and Milo. Us boys gotta stick together.
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\nPutting morally bankrupt people in charge of the world is really working out great.
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\nLet me tell you a fairy tale.
\nBut then also let me force you to live by the tules of the fairy tale, let me infuse your laws and policies with the laws of the fairy tale, and let me convince your kids that they’re goign to die in a firey torture pit if they don’t follow the laws.
\nAnd for bonus points, let people in other parts of the world have their own fairy tales so we can go to war and kill each other over the fairy tales.
\nWhat could go wrong?
\nOnce upon a time, we’re all fucked.
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\nSave me, Lily
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\nToday will be a good day. HappY Yogi Day everyone.
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\nToday will be a good day. Happy Hump Day everyone.
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\n5\/2 2020<\/a>
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\nTook antoher 30hourish sleepathon. Sweet dreams. Also laid around and thought nostalgic thoughts. Like diving into moments from the past.
\nDo you ever feel like the world passed you by? I mean, I’m not super old. But i saw times change from cassette tapes to CDs to DVDs to Blurays to the cloud. The world simple and small to giant and connected. Phones plugged into the wall. I don’t like what the world has turned into and where it’s going. I’m not saying everything was better ni the past, I’m just saying it feels like that. Do you ever wish you could have a do-over and try to get it right instead of messing everything? Have you ever danced with the devil in the pale moonlight?
\nThere’s just not much point to my existence. With the blindness and phobia and loneliness and anxiety, it is only ever going to get worse because even if there was a path to somewhere better I’d never dare to take it. I’m only ever going to get blinder and sadder, it would be easier to just skip skip skip to the end. Do you ever feel like you’re just done? Yesterday’s iPhone model, no longer needed in the world? Would you like to save 10% off your long distance phone bill? Can you believe it’s not butter? I just want to play Commodore 64 games and read Fighting Fantasy books and listen to Gish and eat spaghetti with red sausages. It’s funny I have a recurring huge craving for sausages, be it with spaghetti as I always ate as a kid or in hot dogs or just on their own with ketchuop and mustard while watching Barcelona games at midnight. You couldn’t pay me enough to eat a sausage to day, they’re so gross. But I still miss them. It’s weird how you can miss things that are horrible. Like it makes no sense to miss Commodore 64 games, most of them are pretty bad and basic, but I’d still rather play them than any modern games. I look at the old Larry or King’s Quest games and they are super basical and the graphics are so simple, like line art. But they still look beautiful to me. Much better than the later games in the series when they started getting disney quality painted graphics.
\nAnyway. Where was I? Oh yeah. Nowhere.
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\nhey, goatlog
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