It’s funny how things change. Sometimes fast. Sometimes slow. Sometimes so fast you don’t notice it. Sometimes so slowly you don’t notice it.<\/p>\n
Yesterday I felt fine. Today I stayed in bed till 1 am. Instead of going to see my therapist I stayed in bed and thought about dying. Maybe something changed during the night. Maybe it’s all due to those two missing pills.<\/p>\n
When I was a kid I read a million books. I would go through them like a hot knife through butter. Now I have to work for it. Every night when I finish reading, before I go to sleep, I look at the bookmark and see how far I’ve come. And I will think things like “oh you’re almost halfway through, you’re doing well”. Which is odd because I do enjoy reading the book and it’s not like it’s something I want to get over with. But a fresh new book seems like a mountain to climb, whereas when I was a kid it was just a plain field to run across.<\/p>\n
I sometimes wonder why it’s called “falling in love”. Love never seemed easy to me. Not something you just trip over. Falling for someone. The fallen.<\/p>\n
It’s late. I have to go to bed. I have to try to go to work tomorrow. Otherwise I might keep falling. You never know where I’ll end up.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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