Nope. Sleeping on it did not work.<\/p>\n
My windows seems to be stuck in a repair loop. I will probably have to do a full reinstall. It’s not the end of the world. I will just lose months and months of work. It’s only a couple of days ago that I smiled at myself and thought “I should make backups soon”. And then I decided it could wait a while. It’s not the end of the world. It’s not the end of the world. It’s not the end of the world. <\/p>\n
On a brighter note, my diarrhea seems to be gone. And I seem to have found a good way to swallow my new meds. With a sip of cola instead of water. Go figure. It says on the package that it’s best to take them with a meal. Well, cola is a sort of meal…<\/p>\n
Fed the animals today. Very good. It made me want to lock myself in with the goats and stay up there all day though. That place is much nicer than the real world.<\/p>\n
I feel like going to bed again. Sleeping. But it’s barely noon. I know that taking a nap will just make it impossible to sleep tonight, I will toss and turn and feel horrible again. But still, the bed calls.<\/p>\n
I know it’s stupid to let a little thing like a computer failure get me down. I just feel despondent. What is the point. Why oh why etcetera.<\/p>\n
At least I forgot to look for razorblades. I wonder what a gun costs? I have a fair bit of cash stacked away, I oughta be able to afford one. And I don’t have a criminal record. I wonder what kind of background checks they do, will they be able to see that I’m on anti-depressants. I guess they oughta. Wouldn’t be smart to sell guns to depressed people. Wouldn’t be smart at all.<\/p>\n
But how am I then supposed to defend myself against terrorism and al-qaeda? What the government can torture people but I can’t defend myself against the bears?<\/p>\n
Don’t worry, just a little pity party and whining. I will be fine. I’ll go eat an early dinner and watch simpsons and drink three kinds of soda and then see if I can avoid sleeping. It’s not the end of the world. I have this old computer, there’s soccer on the telly tonight and I’m sure there’s a sale on dynamite somewhere.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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