Had a little moodswing. Yesterday was not a good day. It started with me waking up too early because of something smacking in the wind outside. Some door or something. The neighbours. So I said to myself I said “I can’t get up yet, too early”. And then a little later I said to myself I said “I don’t want to get up yet”. And then a little later I said to myself I said “I am worthless and there is no point in ever getting up”. A typical downwards mindspiral. I ended up staying in bed till somewhere around 4. When my dad popped in with some newspapers and stuff. Good thing he came around, or I might never have gotten out of bed.<\/p>\n
But it was just a tired and depressed day. And then followed by a restless night because I had slept so much during the daytime. Leading to a tired morning this morning. But luckily I managed to get myself out of bed when my alarm went off. I went and did some shopping. It helps to get out, even for something trivial like that. Makes me feel more connected to the world. Instead of to my bed.<\/p>\n
So feeling better today. I spent some time picking pictures for the new playground exhibition. My first selection comes to 125 pictures exactly. I was supposed to keep it under 50.. I’ll see if I can whittle it down some.<\/p>\n
Also got the formal invitation for soup. On Sunday. Mama’s chicken soup. Except I don’t think they could get a soup hen, so she’s making it with a duck instead. I’m sure it will still be great. Soup for dinner, that makes me happy.<\/p>\n