Oh dear. I overslept. For the visitation. And I’d like to say it wasn’t on purpose. But I’m sure I could have prevented it if I really wanted to. I just shouldn’t have gone back to bed…<\/p>\n
I don’t want to be a bad person. I don’t want to blow him off like that. I don’t want to be selfish. But I feel it tearing inside, the wish to get better against the wish to be left alone. I am a little worried that all I desire lately is to stay in bed and dream. A sinking feeling. I am worried that I’m going to dig my hole so deep that I can’t get up again. Saw off the branch I’m sitting on. And other metaphors. I worry myself, sometimes, lately too much.<\/p>\n
Tomorrow I’m going to go see the goats. Definitely. Need to see some goats. It is of the outmost importance.<\/p>\n
Maybe that will do the trick.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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