I try not to think of it. But it keeps sneaking in. And I cry. I replay the last moments. And it hurts. <\/p>\n
I still can’t believe he’s gone. It is hard to understand.<\/p>\n
I didn’t go to the playground today. Didn’t feel up to it. Tomorrow there are electricians coming by to read the meters. Don’t know when they’ll be here. I will stay home and wait and feel sorry for myself. That is always a good thing to do. Then I will go back to the playground on Friday I guess. It’s going to be so weird to not have Mads greet me. I do love Magnethe very much. And Vanilje. And I adore the kids. But I had a very close bond with Mads. I don’t know if I’ll ever have something like that again. Nothing will ever compare to him.<\/p>\n
Life goes on, though. I will be okay, I promise. Thank you all for your support and sympathy. It means the world to me. I don’t deserve it. But Mads does. It makes me happy that I have been able to share him with you all. That his memory will live on. I know he will still bring a smile to my face, when I think of him. Just have to get through the tears first.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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