{"id":867,"date":"2008-06-03T23:11:04","date_gmt":"2008-06-03T21:11:04","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/plume.dk\/blog\/?p=867"},"modified":"2008-06-03T23:13:32","modified_gmt":"2008-06-03T21:13:32","slug":"videotape","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/plume.dk\/blog\/?p=867","title":{"rendered":"Videotape"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>The worst pain had gone away. But then I sat down to process my videos from the last day with Mads. And it all came back to the surface. I miss him so much.<\/p>\n<p><a HREF=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=ZONzzO7Ugtg\">http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=ZONzzO7Ugtg<\/a>. The last day. It hurts to watch, but it&#8217;s also beautiful. If I could I would always want to be there. Sitting in the grass with Mads. It&#8217;s a 10 minute video with nothing really happening. Just me and Mads.<\/p>\n<p>I went to the playground today. The second time since Mads left, not counting the feeding on Saturday. It&#8217;s not the same. I feel bad saying that, because I do love the other goats. But I just miss him so much. It&#8217;s not the same without him. I don&#8217;t know if it ever will be.<\/p>\n<p><i><a HREF=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=-kCKob1YKOU\">videotape<\/a><br \/>\nWhen I&#8217;m at the pearly gates<br \/>\nThis will be on my videotape, my videotape<br \/>\nMephistopheles is just beneath<br \/>\nand he&#8217;s reaching up to grab me<\/p>\n<p>This is one for the good days<br \/>\nand i have it all here<br \/>\nIn red, blue, green<br \/>\nRed, blue, green<\/p>\n<p>You are my center<br \/>\nWhen i spin away<br \/>\nOut of control on videotape<br \/>\nOn videotape<br \/>\nOn videotape<br \/>\nOn videotape<\/p>\n<p>This is my way of saying goodbye<br \/>\nBecause I can&#8217;t do it face to face<br \/>\nI&#8217;m talking to you after it&#8217;s too late<br \/>\nFrom my videotape<\/p>\n<p>No matter what happens now<br \/>\nI won&#8217;t be afraid<br \/>\nBecause I know today has been the most perfect day I&#8217;ve ever seen.<br \/>\n<\/i><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>The worst pain had gone away. But then I sat down to process my videos from the last day with Mads. And it all came back to the surface. I miss him so much. http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=ZONzzO7Ugtg. The last day. It hurts to watch, but it&#8217;s also beautiful. If I could I would always want to be [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/plume.dk\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/867"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/plume.dk\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/plume.dk\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/plume.dk\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/plume.dk\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=867"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/plume.dk\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/867\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/plume.dk\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=867"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/plume.dk\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=867"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/plume.dk\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=867"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}