Pace

June 29th, 2025

Well, well, well, well. Good goat times today. And good HUMAN times. Yes, as some of you are aware, today was a big day at the goat grounds. We had a visitor from Australia.
The lovely @Lisa Edwards came to visit! Eight years after visiting us the last time. A visit every eight years is about what I can cope with! But things sure are different now. Different goats. Different place. Less Lasse. But Lisa is still lovely, and it was good to see her again. It is a very rare occasion that I meet people from Facebook. But it is lovely when people want to see the goats.
It was a lightly rainy morning but then the sun came out and we had some really weather for a while, summery for Denmark. Not much by Australian standards of course.
And later on came the rain. Hard rain. I think Lisa wished she’d brought an umbrella, it was raining and thundering when she left.
She got to meet Jeanette too. That was lovely. Jeanette took Lisa down to the bunny house, so she could meet our bunnies. That’s not my domain, so i stayed with the goats.
And Lisa got to hang out with the furs and the feathers. First a good long time with Bella and Luna. They really enjoyed being scratched. Lisa has the nails for the job!
And later I preoccupied the big girls so Lisa could have time with Sky. I really miss being able to be just one group. Sigh. Lisa got to see Sky having a bit of a rough time when it started raining too. Bella and Luna chasing her out.
We did our best to make sure Sky could be inside with us as the rain came down.
Really nice to spend time with a good Facebook friend. I was of course extremely awkward, I can’t really socialize properly with humans. I was mostly just answering questions. But I did my best, and knowing that Lisa knew my deal and had met me before took the worst pressure off. Hey, it’s her own fault if she wants to come back, I told myself!
And it is nice. It’s not often you get visitors from Australia. Hope we didn’t disappoint. Wish Mia had been here for a reunion..
Now Lisa’s off to see Joan, one of my oldest, possibly the oldest, internet friend I am still in touch with and one of the best people I know, with a wonderful family. I am sure Lisa will get much better human interaction there, but probably less goat cuddles.
See you when you come back, Lisa!
I will have some pictures later, and when it gets done there will be some video on the goat page eventually.
Good times. Now, soup.
23/6 2025

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Two great ladies! Jeanette meeting Lisa. I told Jeanette in the moring that we’d be getting a visitor from Australia, which naturally surprised and amused her.

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Luna coming out to say hello to Lisa. She was standing inside bleating for a while. Luna, i mean. Not Lisa. I think Luna was a little unsure about the visitor, also the light rain and wet ground. But once those good scratching nails went to work, it was all good.

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Bella getting loving from Lisa. “Queen B” she was dubbed. She loved Lisa’s nails scratching.

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Sky’s turn to get some loving from our visitor. You know Sky loves being scratched. Bottom right you have Bella entering the frame and showing her disdain for other goats getting attention.

23/6 2025

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Getting ready to head to bed soon. It’s been a big day for me. And I didn’t get enough sleep last night.
Not because I was worrying about Lisa’s visit. No, I had toilet problems. No not tummy ones. Plumber ones. I was getting ready to go to sleep last night, and as I pressed the flusher on the toilet, it wouldn’t press down, it didn’t flush properly. I was immediately in panic mode. Oh no. Is this like an emergency where I need to call the out-of-hours phone line for my housing association? Should I wait till tomorrow and call the super? Is my toilet broken? Are gallons of water just flushing through. Am i going to have to stay home etomorrow to wait for the super? Imagine how lame that would have sounded. “Sorry I can’t go to the difficult human meeting because my toilet broke”. Well, my first instinct was putting toilet cleaner in the toilet and cleaning it. Mostly i think because it was pretty grimy and needed cleaning and if I had to call the super it would be kind of embarrasing. I don’t know if there was some blockage or the flusher buttong was jammed or it was a fluke or whatever, I don’t know if what I did had any effect or it was just random. But I tried again 5 minutes later and now it flushed. I thought i heard a drip, a single periodic drip, in it, so I monitored it for a bit, did some more cleaning. And it seemed to be back to normal.
So I got to bed later than planned and was pretty worked up so it took a while to get anysleep.
Toilet seems to be fine now, but I guess i should be prepared that something could happen again. Because everything just keeps going great. At least the package I was waiting for arrived, and not too long after I got home from the succesful visit from Lisa. So that was something at least.
And now I’m on the internet writing about my toilet. Living the jetset life, no wonder people hanging on to my every word. Wait are you solving crosswords on your phone? Are you even listening to me? We’re going to have a serious talk about our relationship, mister! No YOU’RE HIGH STRUNG. That’s it, you’re sleeping on the couch tonight.
Please remember to leave a review for my one-man performance of the full cast version of Not Going In Sane Tonight.
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23/6 2025

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I did get goat loving yesterday too, it wasn’t all for Lisa.

24/6 2025

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Got an hour forty on the bike today. Legs felt good. Arms felt good. Not sure if I’ve done something different, but my muscles felt stronger than usual, so that was nice. I should probably get better at dosing the workouts so i don’t overwork my muscles. But I’m doing my best.
Aftewards I continued the apartment cleaning. Working on the bookshelves. Got 3 sacks of Dvds ready to go. Unfortunately DVDs are next to worthless these days, as far as I can see even charity shops don’t want them anymore. I have some great stuff, I wouldn’t rule out the idea that I could make a little money selling it. But the amount would not make up for the effort and the dealing with people and stuff. So, I’m going to haul it downstairs to the pickup point and if someone wants old DVDs it will be their lucky day, otherwise it will be hauled to trash.
It’s a bummer thoughl. So much great stuff. Complete collections of all the old Star Trek shows. Complete series of Buffy and Angel. Complete Friends. A beautiful complete Seinfeld box that has a big book thing included. All the old seasons of the simpsons. Futurama. South Park. Alien movies set. Star Wars movies. Monty Python. Red Dwarf. That 70s Show. Scrubs. Bunch of classic Dr Who. Lots of single movies. Complete series of Bottom. Casper & Mandril Aftalen. Black Adder. And much more. A lot of it still in original shrinkwrap because I bought it and put it on the shelf and didn’t get to it before I switched to digital. I have most of all this stuff as digital files on my hard drives, so it’s not like i’m losing a lot of content really. But so much money spent on this. And some beautiful sets among it too. And so much history.
Got through some old books too. My old Ultima books. That’s painful. I really want to read those, and you cannot get that as audio. The old cluebooks to the games were full of story and lore. And books about the history of the games and the making of them and the company behind them. I should have read all that before I lost my sight..
And my old Star Wars guidbook. One of my oldest Star Wars keepsakes. It’s like an encyclopedia and I used to just read through the entries and marvel at the planets and alien species and characters. Much of the info sourced from books or other stuff that I hadn’t read yet, so it was full of magic to me.
Okay, I’ll cut the nostalgia ramble there.
As I said, three sacks of DVDs to carry down. And that’s only about a third of the stuff on the shelves. So it will still take time to get through it all. Sort through it to make sure there’s nothing I want to keep. That big complete special edition Lost box.. it’s so beautiful. I have all the episodes on my computer.. but I don’t know if I have the heart to throw that out. That’s one thing that could be worth a little money. But then on the other hand since no one uses DVD anymore, maybe not.
Sigh.
Maybe I should have asked Lisa if she wanted the Gollum figure from the lotr se box when she was there.
24/6 2025

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Here’s Sky yesterday, sheltered from the rain. I pulled the sliding door out a little to give more cover.
I’m editing footage from Lisa’s visit right now, and it’s sad to see Sky being chased out in the rain. But of course you can’t help rooting for her and being happy when she gets inside. And i know it’s less complicated when I’m not there, then things are more relaxed. But still. i wish she had it easier. i do my best to give her as much happy time as possible.

24/6 2025

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Do you think in the Bat world there’s like one mysterious bat that dresses up like a human and fights crime as Manbat ?
WELL WHY NOT
24/6 2025

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goatlog

25/6 2025

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Videos from Lisa’s visit going up on the goat page today. One up already, a couple more to come later in the day. So stay tuned to that goat page if you want to see me dealing with a genu-ine Austra-lian!
25/6 2025

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I mentioned that one of the things I found in the old mystery boxes during cleaning was the flyer from the store where I bought my first PC back in the 90s.
I thought maybe I’d take a photo of it, just for fun. So you can see how computers were sold in 1994 in Denmark.
But then I did a search on the reddit, and it turns out someone had uploaded the exact flyer on r/Denmark. This is it. The very one I found in the box. Look at those price bombs! Haha.
Huge nostalgia from that flyer.
So I know the PC I got was the 486 DX2 50mhz.
Listed at 9,995 Danish kroners. According to an online inflation calculator that would be almost 18,000 kroners today. Which is 2800 usd. I have no idea how I afforded that back. Did I pay for it myself? Honestly, I don’t remember. Did my parents buy it for me? Did they pay some of it. It’s not like we were a rich family, it seems like a pretty expensive purchase. I was 15-16.
But hey. I sure am glad I got it. That 486 goodness. Playing Doom in fullscreen, something my other PC owning friends could only dream of.
Warehouse Data. i believe they went bankrupt in the early 2000s.

25/6 2025

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Well, I tried something new today.
Fried balls.
Okay, fried flourballs.
Recently a couple of times I have seen mentions of fried dumplings. And it intrigued me. Now I know my flourballs aren’t exactly the same as the American dumplings, and I think the fried dumplings thing is a dish that includes other stuff, like meat or vegetables or other things. But it got in my head and I wanted to try to fry up some flourballs.
So I did. I just boiled some flourballs and then fried them in coconut oil.
That was. Alright. Interesting. Definitely needs more stuff to be an actual meal. And I’m sure it’s not too healthy. But fun to try. I think I’ll stick to flourballs in my soup.
25/6 2025

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Good goat times today. A lovely warm day with lots of sunshine. No Australians hanging around, but lots of kids in the pen. Pancakes cooking on the campfire. Lots of cuddles for the goats. Beren came and got her happy goat time. Just a lovely simple summery goat day. Feels good.
Now it’s time to cook up some soup and enjoy that. I will.
26/6 2025

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Thank you to Lisa for the new hat! Represeting Australia. Maybe I should solicit hats from all over the world and wear a new hat every day, like the guy from 30 Rock. But ah, I love my Twin Peaks hat too much for that. But I do have a nice little collection already.

26/6 2025

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Always good to be surrounded by goats.

26/6 2025

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Got a Protein & Pepsi delivery today. With added electrolytes. i try to drink enough water, but information pointed to maybe it being benificial to have added electrolytes. I do believe electrolytes are minichips that Microsoft use to control your body, and adding them to your water will turn you into Ironman. Look, I did my own research so don’t come at me.
Anyway, I got electrolytical tablets. I’ll see if i feel like they do any me any good. I take so many vitamins and supplements and things, I need to buy a second cupboard just to store them. But hey, physically I’m probably healthier now than I have been most of my life. Not that that’s saying a lot. I may just be the chicken who’s had its head cut off but hasn’t realised it yet. Who knows.

27/6 2025

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Update about my dad. Turns out he’s not having the bypass operation, he’s getting a pacemaker. I can’t quite figure out if that’s a change of plans or if that was always the plan and we just had a miscommunication.
But that’s where we are. He’s having it done Thuersday next week.
I am not sure how to feel about it. Getting a pacemaker put in seems like a safer and less invasive operation. But the things you all were saying with experiences of bypasses had me sort of hoping for some real improvements to my dad’s health from it. And I don’t think a pacemaker would give so much. It’s more for safety and to prevent bad heart things happened? Which is obviously the most important thing, I want him to be safe and healthy. I was hoping for him to get stronger too, though.
But we’ll see. I just want him to get the procedure done without problems and then hopefully he will have a better functioning heart. No complications, please. I believe he’ll be coming home the same day.
So send him all the good vibes on Thursday.
27/6 2025

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Don’t mess with Queen B and the Luna tick.

27/6 2025

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Thank you everyone again, for all the kindness and support. Hopefully the pacemaker will be a good thing. Certainly let’s scary than bypass. Here’s to hoping for good results. And may good thing happen to all of you and your loved ones. My family owes you all a berryfall of glittersnow and rainbowfarts. May the wind always be in your back, so the rainbowfarts stay with you.
Love you loves.
27/6 2025

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Another hour fortyfive under the bike belt. Wasn’t feeling too great this morning, legs kind of week. I got a doc appointment soon so I’m going to get some blood pressure readings before hand. My blood pressure was too high this morning. It’s been a long time since i measured it last time, and then it was perfect. So that kind of sucks.
Measured it after exercising and it was back to good. So hopefully I just had a bad night or something.
And then some more apartment cleaning. Organising the stuff on the book shelves to get ready to haul it off. A steady stream of “aww”s as I uncovered more old stuff that I hate to get rid of, that I had big plans for, that I wasted money on. My Don Rosa Hall of Fame books. The huge Complete Calvin & Hobbes set. The old Ultima games. A Storm trooper action figure still in in the back. I bought that on amazon ages ago to try to recapture some slight slice of childhood nostalgia. Still can’t believe I sold my whole Star Wars action figure collection for 300 kroners. Even with inflation that’s next to nothing.
Anyway. So much great stuff that’s now obsolete. But I’ll be happy to shed the weight. It’s nice to see the shelves little by little getting emptier. When my move is forced through, I hope to get rid of some of my furniture to. I honestly don’t really want those bookshelves anymore. But we’ll see how that works out. I just want a simple space with as little clutter aspossible. Long way to go still.
Thankfully a short way to soup pot, so I’ll brave that journey now.
28/6 2025

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I can’t believe June is almost over. I just wanted a happy, simple, sunny summer. That’s not exactly how it’s gone, or will go. Too many worries with family and living situation, and then the complications of the goat hierarchy. I just wanted to sit in the sunshine with the goats and not have to worry.
Ah well. Life what happens while you’re busy counting goat berries.
I sure am tired though. Of the world and of everything. I just want to be a goat hermit.
28/6 2025

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I love this video. Sif was such a sweet dog.
Unfortunately I lost touch with Bodil during all the commotion and upeaval of moving away from the playground. That’s a big regret. I tried looking her up a while ago, but didn’t find anything useful. And she was an elderly lady already here, 15ish years ago. I would like to think she’s still okay, but realistically I don’t know what the chances of that are. Hope she’s okay if she’s still out there, she was a good friend, one of the first and few in real life I found through the goats.
And I love seeing the baby goaties carefully investigating the strange new creature.
28/6 2025

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goatlog

29/6 2025

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Queen B of the bench.

29/6 2025

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Treating Sky.

29/6 2025

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No reply from the rehousing consultant yet. Slightly worried. When I sent that application for glasse to Jeanette to print, she told me that the mail had gone to her spam folder. I’m worried my mail to the consultant could have gone in her spam. Or maybe she’s on vacation, or maybe just busy. Or maybe she doesn’t keep up with mail. Well. I will give it a few more days. Then I guess i will try resending it from another email account. And if I don’t get anything back then I’ll have to try calling. I would really prefer not making the initial contact over the phone. I would really prefer that she could read about special situation first, because i’m not good on the phone.
But we’ll see. See see, come see come saw.
Extremely loud hiphop music and people cheeering and blowing whistles right outside my apartment right now. It’s been noisy all day in the neighbourhbood. i think I read today is a Somali national day or something? We do have a lot of refugees and immigrants in my neighbourhood, maybe it is connected to that. Sounds like they back their loudspeakers right up against my window just now. But hey, at least the dozing bulls are sleeping. Let them lie.
Icy Pepsi will chill me.
29/6 2025

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That’s all for now.


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Ball Rolling

June 22nd, 2025

Good goat times today. A lovely summer day. Overcast in the morning, but the sun got stronger and stronger. Temps rising upwards of 22C/71F which is hot for Denmark. Very enjoyable goating.
We got a new piece of furniture in the goat pen today. I will show you with pics later. Don’t get too excited, though. The goat demolition crew had it wrecked in half an hour. Jeanette came bringing in her trailer, and later she took most of it away in same trailer. Oh boy. Haha. Fun while it lasted, though.
Sweet visitors too. They spent more time with the feathers than with the furs, but it’s always nice to have little peoples in the pen.
And lots of fun and snacks with the goats. Luna managed to ditch he collar twice. But i got it back on her. Still no idea where that first collar she had every ended up. Maybe the fox ran off with it.
Now it’s about time for some soup.
16/6 2025

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Look, our new piece of furniture! We’re going to get so much joy out of that, for the next half our then we’ll break it! Yes, as I said in the post, it did not last long, Jeanette had to haul it out in pieces. But I’ll show you more later.

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…and here we are an hour later. That was a nice bench we got to use for 20ish minutes. Thats it, Blla. You’re going on a diet.

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…and that was what was left of the new bench by the end o the day. The rest went back on Jeanette’s trailer and carted off, so as to not be a danger to anyone. And also Bella totally isn’t to blame according to 100% of the goats surveyd for this post.

16/6 2025

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Got an hour fortyfivesies on the bikaroony today. Pretty good groove. I was a little late, no no big apartment cleaning, but i did just spend 10 mintues grabbings some stuff that needs to be taken down to the trash. Better to take it little by little, at least as long as i have the time to do so.
Othet han that just trundling along. Trying to avoid reality. But it’s like a slow motion car crash. You can see it coming and coming and coming right at you, but there’s not enough time to steer away even though there is all the time.
ADDENDUM: oh and good news about my brother. Still doing well after the surgery, and he got a spot at the rehabilitation place he stayed at last time. Everyone is happy about that, it was his big wish. So they’ll be taking care of him and helping him recover for at least 5 weeks, I think. And hopefully he will be over all the pain and problems then.
17/6 2025

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I am normally a big opponent of all the remakes and reboots and all that, but I just watched the new trailer for Naked Gun and.. I may like this. Trailer had me laughing. Liam Neeson is looking perfect. I love that kind of humour. They might pull it off. And no Shirley, I’m not kidding.
17/6 2025

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“Social media now main source of news in US, research suggests”
No wonder things are going great, the future is bright!
Wait, let me just do my own research. Yes yes, unicorns still fart rainbows.
Thank you for getting your news from LNN.
17/6 2025

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goatlog

18/6 2025

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Defrosted my freezer today. That’s not a euphemism. I say it every time, but it feels so good whn those big flakes of ice start peeling off. Mmm. I wish I could do that to my brain. Just scale off the flakes of trauma and anxiety. Wouldn’t that be nice.
i had a really great dream last night. It was very Lynchian. Unfortunately I don’t really remember it anymore, just vague details. A train in the darkness. A world that wasn’t what it seemed. Humans that weren’t really humans. I should have written it all down when I woke up. and then sent it to Mark Frost so he could use it in Twin Peaks The Next Generation.
18/6 2025

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Think Sky thoughts.

18/6 2025

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I read that America is closing the national LGBTQ+ youth suicide lifeline.
Imagine not wanting to protect kids from suicide? I just. Pro life amirite? I can’t even imagine wanting to not prevent suicide in young people. If you told me they were closing a lifeline for nazi youths i would also be outragae. I don’t want nazi kids to kill themselves. I want them to grow up and learn their mistakes. If you honestly truly think being trans is a mental illness, are you saying you want mentally ill kids to kill themselves instead of getting them the help they need?
There’s still a general hotline, and hopefully that will still help. But if i was a trans or gay or whatever kid, I know damn well what message i’d take from this.
But hey, once they’re of the womb we don’t give a shit about their lives.
Bla bla bla I need to go the ruck to bed. I can’t take this world anymore.

*this post has not been fact checked, it’s midnight and my eyesight is shot and I hope I’m getting all the details wrong in my rage, goodnight america whatever you are
18/6 2025

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Good goat times today. Good to get away from the human world and into the goatspace. I feel so much better there.
There were some nice humans in the goatspace, though. Jeanette, of course. And visitors. When I got there in the morning a group of regulars were at the fence. One of the ladies, really nice lady, told me that she had just asked their children “What do the goats say?” when I had come around the corner and the goats ahd started hollering after me. So that was good timing.
Later on more regulars. Beren came in and got her quality goat time. Luna was sitting on the shelf-platform in the goat house and I had to help Beren find her, because she couldn’t see her in there. Her adutl, who I’ve said basic hellos to before, told me that Beren can’t see in the dark and has tunnel vision. And yeah I told him i could relate, with my problems. So we had a little chat, very nice. “She sure loves the goats, though” I said. And he said she loves all animals, she’s always saying how she loves animals. She’s just so sweet.
Jeanette and the visitors made pancakes at the campfire and everyone seemed to be having a lovely day. A little colder than lately, and a strong wind. But still a good deal of sunshine and quite lovely.
Got home and did an hour on the bike. Tough on the legs, but I got some do did. And now it’s time to get some soup done did. Done diddly doodly. If you’re hearing Ned Flanders in your head, then you’re alright by me.
19/6 2025

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Here’s Luna on the platform inside. She seems to really be liking it after Jeanette got it fixed to the wall. She goes in there a lot to sit when the sun is beaming outside.

19/6 2025

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SkyLove

19/6 2025

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Did you hear something? I swear I heard a bag of treats being opened.

20/6 2025

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News about my dad. He got results from his exams, and it turns out there’s a heart issue. He couldn’t quite explain the exact details to me. I think he said his heart was fine but it wasn’t getting the blood out well enough. Anyway, the point is that he will be having bypass surgery. Presumably in the next 2-3 weeks. So that’s a little scary, but hopefully it will go well. And hopefully that will help him with the problems he’s been having. He’s been very tired and weak and problems walking and things like that. It would be really great if he could get stronger after this. Crossing all my fingers for that.
20/6 2025

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Thank you everyone for the encouraging words about my dad. I really hope the bypass operation will improve his health. Thank you for sharing your experiences. Hope it will be done soon and sucesfully.
Then I just need to find someone to give mea brain and some courage and then we’ll be on our merry way down the yellow brick road. Wait, it’s not winter. Why is there yellow snow?!
20/6 2025

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Got an hour fortyfive on the bike today. Tired legs. Tired head. Too much depression and sadness and frustration. Spent all day yesterday waiting for an expensive package, it never came and tracking is all wonky so now I have that to worry about. Not that it’s important. But it just feels like everything keeps messing. And I have to get the email to the rehoming consultant written today or tomorrow. And there’s other stuff. And not to mention the world in general. And I feel like i can barely go on. Sorry for the dramatics. If you have sufferend from depression, i’m sorry, and you know how powerful and irrational it can be.
But hey I got biked done. So that’s a thing i did. And i did some more aprtment cleaning. Got the final mystery box opened up. Lots of stuff to go in the trash. Mostly old school papers. Old exams, old essays. Old newspaper cuttings from our class in the news, yes we made the news. I should have read it through before tossing it in the bag, now I don’t even remember why we were in the news. Honestly if I still was able to read stuff I would have spent days just sitting and looking through all the old stuff. So much old fascinating stuff from my childhood. Even if there’s no point to it anymore, it still would have been a nostalgia rush to just look at it closely. Ah well. Oh found the flyer from the place where I bought my first PC. i remember that flyer. Remember getthing that PC. After being a Commodore kid with a C64 and an Amiga 500. I upgraded to a real. With the help of Stefan and Morten, the PC kids of the class. Stefan went with me when we got the PC, and then he helped set it up. it had a giant hard drive, 250 megabytes holleeee shirt. It literally took like an hour+ to format and initialise it, so we set it to do that and then went for a walk down to the neighbourhood kiosk, probably bought candy or something. Came back and installed DOS 6.2.2 from his stack of floppies. And Norton Commander. Man, I want to get rid of Windows and just use NC again. I can still see that blue double paned filemanager in my head. That PC served me well for many years. I guess until my family got our first internet age PC. I remember we brought that home in a big box, but the store had forgot to put the CD with the internet software into the box, so we had to wait another couple of days before we could finally experience this brand new thing called internet.
Okay I’ll shut up. But living in the past is so much nicer than the present.
Apart from soup. Present soup is good. I’ll present myself with some of that now.
21/6 2025

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One of the things I found in the last mystery box of old stuff was my old Mexico ’86 sticker album.
We’re talking soccerballsports again.
Man, that tournament was something special. The Danish team was.. maybe the best it’s every been? Certainly in ‘modern’ times. Coined the phrase Danish Dynamite. Laudrup and Elkjær. Dazzling the world with beautiful balls. That was a special time. We won our first 3 games. Trashing Uruguay 6-1. Then famously, because of the huge time difference, I feel asleep when Denmark was leading 1-0 against Spain in the next round. And woke up to find we had lost 5-1. But that was still a formative memory for me, the first time i really followed the Danish national team i think. We were good in the Euros in 84, but i have no memories of that, so it must have been before I watched. in 1986 i was 8. So that makes sense.
But that sticker album. Do kids still have sticker albums? It was huge thing with pictures of every player from every country. but you had to buy packs of the stickers. And you’d get so many repeats. Trying to complete every country, spending tons of money on those packs. Haha. I can’t remember if you got chewing gum in the packs. I remember when Batman The Movie was released I would buy packs of gum with stickers from the movie, but I don’t know if there was an album for that or if it was just stickers from the movies. I still remember chewing all that gum and the screenshots from the movies, I was obsessed with that movie. Played the Batman The Movie The Computer Game on both C64 and Amiga.
Sorry brain tangent.
Anyway, not much left to the story. Just that i loved that Mexico ’86 album a lot. Eventually we took advantage of the offer somewhere in the back where you could actually write to the company and buy the stickers you didn’t have. Would have been sooo much cheaper to just order all the stickers in one go, instead of buying packs with constant repeats. But that would have been a lot less fun. I was so proud though when I had the album complete, sticks with pictures of every single player from every single country. And scribbling in the results of every single game in the tables. Who even won that tournament… was it. It was Argentina, right? That was the one with Maradona’s ‘hand of god’.
Yeah, just looked it up. Argentina beat Germany in the final. Germany that we had beat in the group stage. Man. Before football became an ahtletic dispensary system for gamblign and betting and sportswashing. I miss that sport. That team. Being a kid trying to stay up late enough to watch games from what may as well have been aanother planet, so far way that it was incomprehensible. Olé olé.
I better post this before I get started rambling about 1992 again…
Sorry, ballhaters!
21/6 2025

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Red Sonja again. It’s funny, she clearly knows that human hands are treat dispenser. She’ll stare at my hands her head follows them around if i move my hands. Like when I want to get the goats to look at the camera so I move my hands to get them to focus the right place. Same for Sonja.

21/6 2025

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goatlog

22/6 2025

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Passing laws to force the ten commandments being put in every classroom, while shitting all over the commandments in everyday life. Such an American thing to do.
Sorry if you’re one of the good ones.
But let’s get that World War III started, while SkyNet sits and twiddles its thumbs and lets us do the hard work.
Look, I don’t know why they designed SkyNet to have thumbs? I’m pretty sure it’s canon though. Somewhere in the old Terminator Testament.
Two corinthians, three world wars and a memecoin in a pear tree.
Blablabla Sunday’s going great so far.
22/6 2025

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Okay. It’s done. I have sent the email to the rehousing consultant. It’s just a basic introduction to get the ball rolling. But at least i have taken the first step. Despite every bone in my body screaming to take no steps, to hide away and hope it all works out somehow by itself. Sigh. I really just don’t want to face it and deal with it. But I know I have to, and the quicker i get to it, the better a chance of finding a good new place. Theoretically they could get me a new place in a week. I’m sure that won’t happen, and I wouldn’t be able to deal with that. I really would prefer it to wait until summer is over. Or next year. I have to be out by April, i wouldn’t mind waiting till February. But we’ll see how it goes.
This is one of the most important things that will happen, presumable of all my life. I have only live one place, this place, since i moved away from home in 2007. Been here 18 years. Honestly scared shtless of the change. So much worry and anxiety and depression over this. But hey ho here we go. Let’s hope it goes okay.
22/6 2025

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Thanks everyone for all the encouragements. Let’s get some goat energy. Arranging things so Sky can have her share.

22/6 2025

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Luna hugs. When I put my arm out wide she’ll often just step into the hug like this, always makes me happy.

22/6 2025

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Luna looking good in green.

22/6 2025

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That’s all for now.


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