Year

January 4th, 2026

Good goat times today. Good to get out again.
I missed all last week because of holidays and feeling bad days. I have missed too many days lately.
But good to be back. Frost on the ground, but a good deal of sun in the sky. And my three little goat buddies, the best company there is. A quiet day with them, no visitors while I was there. Jeanette on vacation. So we just hung out. Lots of treats and scratches.
It will be nice to get back to a proper routine with them. Just gotta get mew year’s over with, and then it’s year of the goat. Which is every year, for me.
And now it’s time for some soup. Maybe I’ll have some of the bread fairy’s bread with it.
29/12 2025

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Three goats enjoying the sunshine, even though it’s cold.

29/12 2025

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Here come the sun

29/12 2025

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When they met it was MURDER!
.. of crows, that is.
The crows were out greeting me when I got there this morning. Been a while since I heard a real big gathering of the feathers.
29/12 2025

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Hey everybuddies. Got an update from Jeanette about Lily and Nuller. Look, they have a new friend! A little girl called Klokkeblomst (Tinker Bell). How sweet. Now they are a trio again, after Sassy’s passing. She looks like a little sweetheart. While Nuller is looking like the big boy he was always destined to be. I think he outgrew little mama Lily pretty early on. Good to see them again.

30/12 2025

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Oh, Facebook. Honey. Don’t do this to yourself.
30/12 2025

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Last day of the year. Nine hours to go right now.
I’m just going to have a quiet night in. As I always do. I’ll just be sitting here and hoping nothing explodes. I don’t like this day. I worry about the goats. And the world.
I’ll write more later. The recap of my year will be about 815 pages.
I did get a little exercise today. I got a hint that I Should check my mailbox in the morning. I’ll tell you later what I found. But I took the chance to walk up and down the 6 flights of stairs. Going up takes a lot more energy! But that counts as exercise, right?
Have a safe day and night everyone.
Talk laterz, gaterz.
31/12 2025

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Hey hey! Thank you so much Helle Hansen for the lovely card and the goodies and so so so much more. Thank you for everything. You have been a lifesaver. Godt nytår!

31/12 2025

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Butt what?
31/12 2025

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Well, it’s been a year. It sure has. It sure has. More than ever, it’s been a year.
The whole world has gone crazy. But what else is new. Every yeah for the last almost decade or so we’ve ended every year with some variation of “it’s been the worst year ever, it can only get better next year” and then it got worse. Is next year going to be worse? Who the fork knows, probably.
But I’m not too concerned with the real world. It’s not something I have a lot of desire to be a part of. It is not my world anymore.
But I wish you all luck in fixing it! Who knows, maybe it’s possible. I feel like we’ve passed the tipping point and there’s no longer hope of a good future. But then I am always fatalistic. I hope I’m wrong, I hope we can make it better at some point.
And I hope I can keep contributing a little bit of positivity with the goat posts. It always makes me happy when people on the goat page say I have helped them or given them something to smile about or whatever. I know that from myself, podcasters or youtubers or whatever who do things they don’t themselves think is something that important, but it just means a lot to have something to look forward to in your day, something to smile about, some community to feel a part of. Or whatever. I guess that’s something to strive for. Keep throwing pebbles and hope the ripples of positivty spread to enough people.
I’m not drunk, I swear. I only drink Pepsi, even on New Year’s eve.
Anyway. It has indeed been a year. Probably the craziest in my life since.. I don’t know when. Since the diabetes stuff quieted down. The biggest and most important change in decades? Maybe. There have been a couple of big goat moves in those years and those impated my life. But on the home front it has been a long long time since something this major happened.
It’s funny looking back at my personal headlines this year.
And I can do that, because I keep a history. Some of you may remember that I actually have a website with a blog. I used to do actual blogging. Now I just use the blog as a Facebook archive. Which can be handy if I want to remember something or look back on it. But looking back at the headlines, the first half of the year there’s pretty much nothing going on. Some health concerns about my brother and parents. They have had their issues, my brothers two hip surgeries and complications, my mother with pneumonia and breathing problems, and of course dad’s pacemaker and progressing alzheimers. Those were the challenges of the first half of the year, but for me personally there was pretty much nothing.
And then in June it was breaking news with the termination of my lease due April next year. And then from July it was suddenly all a whole lot and very important. Getting in touch with Helle. Meetings about the rehousing. And I thought then that would be it until next year, that I would be moving at the last moment in April. Then the tooth pains took over, ending with having a tooth pulled. And then suddenly it was back to the apartment situation, with two offers in one week. And well you know how it all went. I picked one, got it, and then it was all the moving and stuff. No reason to go over it all in detail again. It’s kind of crazy to think that now.. I’m on the other side of all that. Presumably. I still have some unpacking and organising to finish. But in most aspects I am.. home.
I had known for years that it was coming, that I would have to move at some point. But I didn’t think I could do it.
I am still so relieved and thankful that it went like it did. I was so scared of it, I was convinced it was something I could not get through, something I could not face. But it all worked out in the best possible way, I think. And as always, I have to say a million billion thank yous to Helle. I don’t know how things would have gone if I hadn’t reached out to her and if she hadn’t been so willing to help me. I don’t know if I could have done it without her, but I know it would have been tremendously harder. Even the times she wasn’t actively helping, it was just a huge mental help to know she was on my side.
The moving experience itself was actually almost kind of nice. It’s almost a fond memory now. Going back and forth with a shopping kart. It was almost.. fun? Not that I want to do it again. But yeah, I saved so much time, so much money and so many worries.
Not everything here is perfect, but I’m so happy I got here and I sure hope it will be a long long time before I have to deal with anything like this again.
Hopefully next year will be a less complicated one. I know there are things ahead that will be difficult. For me, and for the world. But one day a day.
Thank you everyone so much for helping me along with this too. It’s priceless, to not ever have to feel like I’m completely alone. Daily support and well wishes, it truly means the world to me and makes a huge difference. I have a fatalistic mind that always trends towards sadness and self-pity. But I try to knock sense into myself and be aware and grateful for how blessed I am in many ways. I may not be ‘normal’ or have a ‘normal’ life in some ways. But it could be so damn much worse.
And now. I’m going to actually shut up. There’s about an hour left of the year here. Constant fireworks outside. I do not like this night, but it’s just something to get through.
Hope you all have a happy and safe new year’s eve. And may good things come to you in the new year. I may not have much hope for the world, but that doesn’t mean I’m not hoping for good things for you all.
HAPPY NEW YEAR
31/12 2025

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So here it is, merry 2026.
No incidents so far.
I turned off the lights at midnight and watched some fireworks. It certainly is a better view from the 6th floor than from ground floor. Although with my lack of sight, it’s not like I could get the full effect. And I just… really hate fireworks. I don’t trust humans to have explosives. If it was up to me they would be totally banned. Have some designated spots where professionals can fire them off, if you need to enjoy some explosions. But for me, no thank you.
I like the quiet on New Year morning, everyone sleeping it off. It’s almost 4 pm now, fireworks going again. If it was just one night then it would bother me less. But a month and more, bit much.
But enough about that. I think I’m going to start the year with some soup. Set the tone for the year.
Hope you’re all into the new year without problems. May it be a good one. It could happen.
1/1 2026

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Do you have frozen berries? You may want to consider thermal underwear!
Sorry.

1/1 2026

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First day of 2026 done. Okay, okay. I’m not going to keep counting days.
Almost two months done in the new apartment. Okay okay, I’ll stop counting months.
I’m running out of fingers anyway.
Just planning to take it easy for the rest of the week. And then next week I’ll try to start working hard to get in a better place, physically and mentally. Not in a super great place right now. Well, the apartment is good. But the body and brain has been better. I think the replacement brain I got will work out fine. It’s Normal. ABBY NORM
okay okay.
So, one day a day. I don’t have any plans or ambitions for the year. That may sound bad, but it’s really not. I didn’t have any plans for last year and look how that went. Lots of stuff happening. And I may not have had ambitions but I ended up facing a whole lof of fears and doing a whole lot of things that were difficult. Don’t know if I exactly conquered anything, but I faced them head on and with help and determination I got through some stuff and bla bla.
There’s a very good chance that there will be very difficult things happening this year, for me and for the world. We’ll worry about that when we get there.
I hope you will all have the strength, help and luck to overcome whatever hardships you may face this year.
Whatever happens, the rock in space will keep rotating. Try to enjoy the ride.
1/1 2026

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Eight years. Sigh.
Also time to diet again again.
2/1 2026

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Ooh. Did you know that the entire series of Earth2 is on youtube?
Okay, it’s not the best quality. I’m still tempted to sit down and watch the whole thing.
It’s one of my earliest memories of the kind of shows I love most, the somewhat serialized mysteryboxy show. And sci-fi.
It may have been my introduction to Tim Curry too. I probably had seen him before this, but this might have been the first time he really stood out to me. His character was super interesting, even if he was only in I think 3 episodes.
And it must have been the first time I saw Clancy Brown. Always loved him.
And I thought Rebecca Gayheart was sooo fine.
May also have been the first time I clutched my head and screamed at the screen WHAT THAT CANT BE THE ENDING. Because it got cancelled on a cliffhanger. And that was back when I didn’t really know how the TV business worked and you didn’t have access to constant information about everything all of the time. So I didn’t understand why they would choose to end the show on a giant cliffhanger. Not realising that wasn’t THEIR choice.
I miss those kinds of shows. The 20+ episode seasons. If they rebooted that show today it would be like 8 episodes and then a couple of years before you found out if it was cancelled or coming back. To be fair it would probably also be a lot better of a show. Because strictly speaking Earth2 wasn’t a great show. Apparently Steven Spielberg was involved but had his name taken off it after watching it? Haha. But I miss when TV shows had all those episodes to slowly evolve. And you had all that time to get to know the world and the characters and the story. Those 12 seasons of Buffy and Angel would probably be 20 episodes if it was made today. I grew up feeling like the Buffyerse was there all my life.
Alright, I’ll shut up. But if you want to watch some good old 90s scifi mysterybox, then Earth 2 is on the youtube.

2/1 2026

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Forecast says temperatures below freezing day and night for the next week SO THATS JUST GREAT.
Booking my flight to Hawaii now. Anyone have a coupon code for Oceanic Airlines?
2/1 2026

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You win some, you lose some.
Not a great day today. I got up around 8.30. And I got back in bed around 8.40.
Crushing depression. I don’t know if people who haven’t experienced that kind of depression know how physical it can feel. Like a heavy blanket weighting you down.
Anyway. I did not want to be in this world. So the only other place to be was dreamland, and I went back to bed for some 4ish hours.
Not a smart thing to do. But sleeping feels good. So good, so good.
The day hasn’t been a complete loss. I was planning to get up early and do exercises. The eearly part didn’t work out, but I managed to force myself on the bike. Got about an hour, so I’ll count that as a win. Even if the performance wasn’t great. But I very nearly did nothing at all, so doing something is good. Still in the phase of trying to get back into a routine. So doing _something_ was important. Just gotta stick with it.
Not feeling too good physically and mentally. But hopefully it will pick up when I get back to regular hoating and exercising. That’s the plan.
I’m out of ice cream and chocolate. Got a few protein bars left. I’ll try my best to not buy more. Eat more veggis and fruits, add some protein powder. Try to get that 5-2 diet going.
One day a day. Hope you’re all doing alright out there. Only 3 days into the year, still plenty of time to make it bang.
3/1 2026

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Thank you everyone for the encouraging words on the last post.
Feeling somewhat better, to a point. Glad I made myself do the exercising, makes me feel like the day wasn’t a complete waste. Now I have to get my sleep rhythm back after sleeping way too much.
In other news, I’m definitely not commenting about Veneuela.
Okay, I don’t know enough about the whole situation anyway to make informed comments. I am well aware that my feelings are deeply coloured by my opinion on.. some parties involved.
It just seems deeply baffling to me. The world in general, I mean.
I wish they would get going already and invent a way for us to get rid of our bodies and just put our brains in jars and let us live in a virtual reality representation of a time when we were happier. That sounds like the plot of a 90s scifi movie, and that is also the reality I would like to be put into thank you. The 90s were the besties.
Hope you’re all having a good weekend. I think I’m going to go to youtube and watch Jerry Stiller and Julia Louis Dreyfus outtakes. That always makes me laugh.
3/1 2026

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HE’S MAKING A MOCKERY OF THE FIFA PEACE PRIZE!!!
3/1 2026

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Not a great day today. Not surprisingly. Slept way too much yesterday, so I couldn’t sleep properly last night so I want to sleep now during the day but I can’t sleep too much or I won’t be able to sleep tonight and..
Not a good cycle.
And the depression is pretty strong still.
But it’s alright. Tomorrow we start getting back to the routines, just gotta find my way back to that. No problemo.
Too cold though. I saw someone say it’s going to be down to -15C/5F at night now. I don’t think it will be quite that cold right here in my area. But it’s getting down there.
But enough complaining. It will be good to get back on the right track. Goating, souping, exercising.
It’s all going to be great.
And America is definitely not going to kidnap Danish leaders and just ‘run’ Greenland for the minerals and stuff. That’ll never happen.
Alright. Take a chill pill, Lassedude. And turn up the heater.
4/1 2026

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That’s all for now.


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Bread

December 28th, 2025

Didn’t get the day I was planning for today.
I had hoped that I would be feeling well enough for some good goat time today.
But in the morning I was still feeling very.. off. Kind of dizzy and detached, eyes blurred and just not feeling myself.
Still a bit sore, but less painful at least. Right side of my face still feels lit got run overy by a reindeer.
So I messaged Jeanette and told her to take good care of the girls for me. Hopefully I can get some goat time in before new year’s. But I’m going to take it slow and aim for getting back to some normalcy in January. No rushing.
I did have to get out of the house today. I had a package that needed picking up or it would get sent back. And since the optomolomologist, the glasses shop, is almost next door to the parcel store, I decided to take my broken glasses down there. I was lucky enough that they had a pair of frames identical to my broken ones. Which meant they could put the lenses into those, didn’t have to send anything off to get repaired or ordered in new frames. I was worried I’d end up losing my glasses over the holidays. But thankfully I went home with a fixed pair, so that was good. Getting ran over by reindeer isn’t covered by warranty, so I had to pay for it. But since it’s the most cheapest pair of frames available.
So, that as good. Got my glasses, got my package. Also made call to my former internet provider. My internet at the old place was officially cut off on December 20th (because I took too long cancelling). And I just got a bill for a full month ranging from December 15th to January 16th. So I wanted to call in and ask if I really had to pay for a month’s worth of internet to cover 4 active days in an apartment I haven’t had access to for the duration.
Well, I do have pay for those 4 days, that’s fair enough I guess. I should be getting a refund back next month for the rest of the period. The way their system works they couldn’t just charge me for 4 days I guess.
Anyway. I adulted and called and at least I did the thing. So that’s fine.
Now I’m going to have me some soup. And try to charge up some energy for christmas.
It would be nice if I could get back to feeling like myself again. Maybe my real self is lost forever.
Maybe it’s just christmas depression.
One day a day. And soup now.
Happy Monday everyone. Hope you’re doing well. If I win the award for Biggset Pain In the Ash for 2025 I won’t blame anyone who voted for me. Sheesh, always with this guy..
22/12 2025

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Hey hey, thank you so much to Beverly Fish and Debbie Wilkins for the lovely cards! Merry holidays to you both, thank you helping break in my new mailbox!

22/12 2025

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I also had floweres delivered to my parents today. Like I am thankful for all of Helle’s help the last few months, I am so very thankful for all my parents’ help throughout the years. So I thought that since I’m in the habit of sending flowers and chocolate now, I should make sure to send some to my parents. I appreciate all they do for me.
Unfortunately my dad had another fall, in the bathroom this time. But it sounds like this one was not a serious one at least. I think their home aid had to help him up, my mother has mobility issues so it would be hard for her to get him up off the floor. I’m not sure if the aide was there while it happened or not.
But poor dad. It’s been a rough time for him. Physical pain along with the alzheimer’s proceeding. I wish flowers and chocolate could help with that, but life’s not that easy.
Hope we’ll have a merry little christmas at least.
22/12 2025

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It’s the day before the big day, at least it is in Denmark.
Just taking it breezy. Starting to get back to normal, I suppose. Most of my muscles aren’t aching anymore. My neck is a bit stiff, and the right side of my face still a bit smashed. But not too bad.
Am however still feeling somewhat disconnected and dizzy. And depressed. The depression is feeling quite strong.
But we carry onwards. It’s been such a hectict few months. No wonder everything is spinning.
I hope there will be no last minute surprises from the year.
The dangerous part of the horror movie when you think the villain is dead.
I’m sure it’s fine. Going to grab somethng to eat, maybel ook up the Snowman cartoon on the youtube.
Hope you’re all having a jolly time.
23/12 2025

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Hey hey! Thank you so much Deborah Ladd for the wonderful card and the sweet goat cutouts! Always such sweet creations! Merry seasonal greeting!

23/12 2025

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I may be an instigator, but she just makes me laugh when she gets like this.
23/12 2025

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Merry Christmas to everyone who celebrates today. And Merry Wednesday to everyone who don’t.
Not feeling super great, but hopefully today will be a good one. I’ll check in later and let the egg nog talk.
Have a good one!
24/12 2025

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Good christmastimes today.
Our traditional Christmas eve gettogether. My brother and my parents and I.
I’m not much for social occasions, but I always look forwward to our christmas together. It’s just nice.
And it was good this year too. Although it was hard to see dad in pain from his falls. He was asking for painkillers, but wasn’t allowed to have any yet. Mom keeps tabs on his meds and when he’s supposed to get them.
Even harder though, was the further decline in his memory. I know his short term memory is non existant at times. But it was startling today when I realised he thought this was our first time celebrating christmas together like this. His longterm memory has generally seemed less affected. But he could not remember that we get together like this every christmas. That was hard. He said this was something we should do every year.. and I had to gently tell him. That we do. Later on he again said something about it being the first time we were doing this.
He’s always very nice and understanding when you tell him that he has forgotten something. He is aware that he is forgetting a lot of things.
It’s hard to have to think that tomorrow morning he may not remember that we were together tonight…
And there’s nothing you can do to reverse it. You can just do your best to help him.
But we had a good evening. I got to watch my traditional Disney show. although this year I was watching it less and talking more with mom and dad. Which wasn’t a bad thing. We were talking about phone scammers among other things. That’s something I worry about of course. Dad seems to have a good understanding that he has to be careful and never give out important info on the phone. But I still worry if they should catch him when mom isn’t around, if he would remember that.
You hear it here on a weekly basis, new cases of old people being tricked into giving out credit card info and things like that.
But hopefully we won’t have to face that.
Dinner was great, I always love mom’s cooking. We did have a mishap when a pitcher of lemonade got tipped over on the table. I think I was the one tipping it over when moving a pot, in my blindness. I’m not even sure. But we got it wiped up, wasn’t too bad.
We had our traditional roast. I can have that once a year. And I just love the brun sovs og kartofler. Brown sauce and potatoes. It’s the most basic of basic things, almost parodically so. But I never ever have it, so for me it’s like a luxury meal. Childhood nostalgia. You can’t get that brown sauce in any of the take away restaurants. It’s not something you can get with junk food orders. I can’t really make it myself. I don’t even know how it’s made, I don’t know if there’s a proper English name for it. It’s just the most basic of basic, standard things. Gravy? Maybe. Anyway. I am almost tempted to ask if I can pay my mom to just make me potatoes and gravies and have someone deliver it to me. Better than spending money on ordering pizza!
And we had our traiditonal risalamande dessert. Daddy got the whole almond. I don’t know if mom fixed the contest or if he just genuinely was the one who happened to get it. But I know he deserved to get it. Hope there was some good chocolate prize for it. Maybe some of the chocolate from the flowers I got them.
And that’s about it for my christmas. No tree, no presents, no dancoing, no secret santa, no reindeer pooping on the lawn, no snow. But all the all the hardships me and the family have been through (and I know it’s peanuts compared to many others in the world), it just makes me appreciate a sweet little Christmas dinner even more.
I appreciate my family more than ever these days.
And a merry christmas to you all out there too. From my family and me. They know you all follow along my life, and they are thankful that people care about me. Oh and dad says thanks for the envelopes, I make sure to give all of them to him.
Thank you all. I hope you have lovely seasonal times with people you care about. Thats the REAL gift. That, and cash. It can be used to procure goods and services, you know.
Fa la la Lasse.
24/12 2025

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Merry Christmas to everyone celebrating today.
A quiet day for me. I am still not feeling super great. Some dizziness and soreness in my face and other niggles. But taking it easy and aiming to get through the holidays and try to get back to normalcy and routine.
Enjoy the day, if you do.

25/12 2025

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Nothing new to report today. Quiet day. Other than the fireworks outside.
Still not feeling great. I need to get proper sleep, my sleep schedule is a little whack right now. My own fault, sleeping in my chair, napping. I need to correct. Along with other things.
Right now just feels like running out hte clock on the year. It’s been a crazy year. Especially the last part. Next year will be easy and good, am I right? High five. You know it. You and me both, pal. And the rest of you. We’ll be diving head-first off the board and straight into a giant pool of success and happiness. No floaters in the pool. maybe just a few berries.
We’re going to be Duh Winning so much that Charlie Sheen is going to try to sue is. Maybe I should google him and make sure he’s still alive before posting this…
Remember when Charlie Sheen was the craziest thing in the world? ..and then the rest of the world sort of caught up with him and now it seems quaint because he at least could only ruin his OWN life. The craziness today can ruin everything and everyone.
But that doesn’t matter because we’re marching into the success ahead. Here we go. Better get those running shoes on, you don’t want to get left behind when we sprint towards excellence.
*Carlton dances off the side of your screen*.gif
26/12 2025

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Got an hour or so on the bike today. Still far from back in shape. But the important part now is establishing the rhythm and keep going.
I had hoped to be further ahead in the progress by now, but the ‘incidents’ or whatever, and not feeling good, has held me back a bit.
But i’m trying, and I’ll get there.
Also got a Pepsi & Protein delivery today. No new pizza, waiting a bit before I try another.
I did also get some chocolate. And licorice. And ice cream. Whoops. Well, it’s fine. I’m hoping that will be the last time I order stuff like that (mhm). Just spoiling myself a little for New Year’s. And then! Then it’s health city and 2026 year of the succesfullness! Woo, here we go. Soon.
Together we can accomplish anything we want. Thank you for being my accomplices!
27/12 2025

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Huh. I got visited by the bread fairy tonight.
My doorbell rang around 10 pm.
Now, I must be honest. People unexpectedly ringing my doorbell is not something I like. And that late, especially not.
So I didn’t answer it. In fact I kind of froze. They didn’t ring it again, so I figured it couldn’t be something important. At the old place it happened a couple of times that kids rang the bell and ran. More than once I was sitting out in the bathroom, which is next to the front door and entrance hall, and I’d hear the bell ring and then kids laughing and running.
But I figured that’s a lot less likely to happen on the 6th floor in a building with locked main doors.
So I didn’t know what to think. Is the building on fire and they’re trying to warn people to get out? Are the upstairs neighbours going to have a Saturday night party and want to warn me about noise? Was it some drink guest to the next doors apartment who rang my bell by mistake?
Anyway, about an hour later I was going to the bathroom and I thought I’d just peek outside. And there was a big in front of my door.
Not a flaming turd, thankfully. A bag of bread.
I took it in, and there was a note. It went something like “we picked this up at the grocery story today, but we didn’t realise there was pig in it”.
It was a ‘lucky bag’ of bread stuff, probably the kind that was just about to expire and on sale to avoid food waste. And indeed there were some hot dogs, bread with sausages in them. The note went on to say “we don’t eat pig, so we thought we’d pass it on. Enjoy!”
It didn’t say who it was from, so I don’t know if it’s my neighbours on this floor, or another place in the building. Heck it could be in a different building I guess although that would be a little strange. But there are a lot of muslims living in this neighbourhood, so it might just have been someone looking for a name that didn’t sound muslim.
Since my facebook is public, who knows maybe they’ll see this. If you do, then thank you! Unfortunately I don’t eat sausages either. But there was some other stuff in the bag that I’ll try to get some use out of. It was a fairly good sized bag. I doubt anyone would go to the trouble to poison all that! Haha.
Well, thank you to the good bread fairy. Sorry I’m not the best of neighbours, if you are one.
27/12 2025

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28/12 2025

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28/12 2025

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When’s the Soup Fairy going to drop by, by the way?
28/12 2025

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Another week done. Seven weeks in the new apartment. I guess it’s time to stop counting. Now that I have almost been here a year!
Well, it’s safe to say that I am settled in. It’s no longer my new place, it’s just my place.
I still do need to do some unpacking and organising. But stince I’m used to living in a bit of a mess, that’s not the highest priority. Everything needed for daily function is done. I’ll need to do the rest at some point, but I’m not in a hurry.
I’m still not feeling great. My eyesight has been worse, there’s still some balance issue, my neck is stiff and sore, my depression is pretty high. I feel somewhat adrift.
I just want to get into the new year and into the routine of things and see if that corrects the apparent imbalance in my system. Or if I need to do more.
But it will be good to get back to regular goating and regular exercising and eating better. And hopefully lookin forward to not having a lot of big things to deal with. The list of Big Things related to the move has all been cleared. Now it’s just all the small things, ie Life.
One day a day. And stay grateful that the past few months have gone as awell as they have, even though they have been challenging. I am so much better off than I could have been. And don’t you forget it, buster!
More and more explosions outside, as the year winds down. I hate it. But what can you do. Getting cold too, freezing temperatures. Dark mornings. Winter is not my season anymore. But it will pass, as time does.
Bedtime soon. Take care out there. Hope the year ends safely for you all.
28/12 2025

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That’s all for now.


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