And now we play the waiting game.
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..oh the waiting game sucks, let’s play hungry hungry goats!
15/6 2026
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Okay, got the ventilator looked at.
It took a little longer than expected. The ventilator tech guy had said he would come around 11, maybe sooner if possible. Ten to eleven he called and said that the job he was on had taken longer than expected and he asked if he could come tomorrow instead. I hemmed and hawed a little and told him that I’d really like to get it looked at today. Didn’t really want another day of nervous waiting. He said okay, he’d be there around 12.15 then. And around 12.45 ish he arrived. Haha. Well, that was fine, I understand with service people like that you can’t always get an exact time, and I used the wait to get some important computer stuff done.
And then he got to work, he brought a bunch of equipment and he measured their flow levels and unscrewed covers and all sort of fancy stuff. He told me that their output was within the normal range, but that he would try to help me so they weren’t so invase. He got some noise plugs that he put into the vent system. And he went up on the roof to see if there was anything he could adjust up there with the air intake. And I guess he called the main office and got permission to adjust some things. He was really nice and friendly and helpful, all in all.
And with all he did, the system seems considerably quieter and the gust of wind is not so powerful. The proper amount of suction? (You’re welcome, fellow Craig Ferguson fans). Well, it’s still quite a bit stronger than in the old apartment. I am honestly not sure if the level it’s at now is comfortable enough for me. Or if I still want to put some cloth over it. I am very sensitive to the cold and the breeze. I’ll have to see how I feel. But it’s definitely better, and he did as much as he could. I’m just happy it got done today and now I can put that all behind me.
That’s a relief.
I’m going to relax for the rest of the day. I didn’t have a good night last night. Threw up quite violently. Fun!
I’ll sit back and enjoy the gently breeze.
15/6 2026
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Got an hour fifty on the bike today. So I got that going for me. Trying to right the course again, after some unealthy days. I fall so easily, and so hard, back into bad habits.
A tough one today. Very tired and hurting head, legs felt weak. It was a struggle, but I did it, so that’s good. And tomatoes waiting for me. Do the right thing. Why do bad things hae to taste so good?
So far the adjusted ventilator is working out pretty well. It’s definitely an improvement. Still not completely sure if I want to cloth it up. We have hot days coming, it’s not bad to have some airflow when it’s really hot out. And in.
Got myself a pulse oxi meter device thing. Measuring oxygen in the blood. Results so far seem to indicate that I have enough blood in my oxygen. No wait, the other way around. So that’s good. I’ll have to try to remember to measure it if I should have another blackout. Maybe I’m over them now, yes maybe.
One day a day, this is way.
16/6 2026
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Relax.’

16/6 2026
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goatlog

17/6 2026
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Got two hours on the bike today. So I got that going for me. It was a struggle again, tired and hurty legs and all that. But I prevailed. Piece of cake. No, I better not.
I really want to order pizza. But I’m going to have tomatoes. That’s like partly pizza, almost. It’s all in the mind’s eye.
Onwards and funards.
17/6 2026
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DATA1

17/6 2026
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Good goat times today. Not without challenges though. First off I didn’t sleep well so I was very tired. And my legs were worn down. I have been working hard on the bike, but normally the walk to the goats is easy. Today my legs felt like spaghetti. I don’t know if I haven’t stretched enough or it’s just that I have been working so hard. But it was a bit of a staggering zombie walk to the playground.
Then I get there and something seemed wrong with Bella. Normally she’s the first at the gate to greet me, and treats. But she didn’t get up when I got there today, she sat in the goat house entrance. And when I came up to her and gave her som treats, she seemed like she couldn’t eat them, she tried but they just popped out of her mouth again.
So I was prettyworried about her. But thankfully it didn’t take too long before she was back to her old self. Maybe she was just really tired in the morning or something. She did start walking around, eating treats, she ate her breakfast. After a while she seemed completely normal again, so I don’t think there’s anything with her. I’ll try to keep an eye on her.
She got so much back to her bossy self that se ended up injuring me in fact. I was sitting on teh bench with Luna on one side and Bella on the other. And then Bella lunged to headbutt Luna. She didn’t hit me with the horns, but she barged into me and pushed me so I knocked my leg against the edge of the bench. I got a sharp corner jabbed right into a muscle on the side of my leg. I knew that would trouble. It didn’t hurt too much at first, but I felt it had hit the muscle and I figured it would get worse. And sure enough, now that I am at home it’s hurting pretty bad when I move the leg. Especially when I lift it. I may be forced to take a day or two off from the biking. Nothing serious, but right in the muscle. Not sure how long that takes to heal.
Yeah, nothing but trouble those goats! Other than all that I did have a lovely time. A hot day, a bit of a humid heat with a lot of sunshine. We had sweet visitors too, as we often do. Poor Sky got some verbal knows. One girl said “She’s got such a big butt!”. Oh dear. And they started talking about how she must be pregnant. Sheesh, Sky just can’t catch a break. Either they call her a baby or they say she has a baby in the belly. Either she’s too small or too big! Stop body shaming her! Haha. I may be to blame with all the treats and snacks I sneak her..
We were all pretty tired as the sun shone on. Normally it’s the goats zoming out in the sun, but today I was too. When I get really tired I do this old-folksy kind of thing were my head starts dropping and then I catch myself and raise, and then it goes on like that. Head hoes down, head goes up. Head goes down, head goes up. Normally I do that at the computer if I haven’t had enough sleep. But today I did it at the goat place. I wonder if anyone saw me. I was very close to just laying back and taking a nap. I may have dozed off a few times, when my head was going down. Maybe I should have gone over to the hammock.
I am quite tired and hurty now. I’m going to enjoy myself some soup, with a side of ibuprofen. I’ll have to see how the leg feels tomorrow.
18/6 2026
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Sure, Bella. When you want a treat you’re all lovey and not ramming my muscles to oblvion.

18/6 2026
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In the danger zone.

18/6 2026
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I got a phone call while I was with teh goats today. It went something like “… Hello. This is automated call from Paypal. To confirm ( something something) your bitcoin purchase”.
So, I guess I’m a bitcoin millionaire now! Welcome to Lasse 2.0, the cryptobro rebirth. Can I tell you about my portfolio and expected yearly dividends?!
18/6 2026
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Triple goat score.

18/6 2026
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Oh no!
My door is saying LOW BATTERY.
I have dreaded this moment. But now it’s here. I have to change batteries on my electronic lock.
Helle has told me that it’s very easy. And Peter, who helped me when I was moving in, showed me how to unlock the battery compartment. You have to use a tool, I think it’s called a umbraco key. And you have to unscrew it. So I have to find that tool and try to get it open and get the batteries changed. I mean, it really shouldn’t be a problem. But with my blindness and anxiety, I just can’t help worry that I’ll mess it up. And get locked in or out or something will explode. Sigh.
I guess I’ll try to change the batteries tomorrow. I’m not going anywhere during the weekend. So if I try tomorrow, then I have some time for ap anic call to Helle if I mess it up. Maybe she’d be willing to come help. But I shouldn’t need that, it should be fine. Really.
You know me, I have to worry.
Since I’m complaining already, let’s get to other things that are bothering me now.
My leg is hurting quite a bit. It’s fine when I sit still, but when I lift it, it hurts. Maybe I could have biked today, but I’m giving it a rest. Probably tomorrow too. Shouldn’t take too long before it’s fine, so I’ll give it that rest.
I’ll take it easy for now.
Also, a complaint about the post. They tried to delivery a package yesterday when I was out goating. I wasn’t there to receive it so it gets taken to the local package shop. That’s fine, that’s how it always goes. But this time they send me an email with a link with a QR code that i have to show in the shop, or use their ap. They have never done that before. What am I supposed to do without a smartphone? I can’t use the ap, I can’t show the QR code. Now, the page with the QR code also says a number code. So hopefully I can tell that code to the shop people and they can type it in and give me the package. Otherwise I’m stuck. I hate this dystopian future. Requiring smart devices to pick up packages, why? There has never been a problems before picking up packages with just the tracking number. They have put lots of functionality into the app, there’s stuff with the mail you can’t do without the app. But picking up packages is the most basic functionality, you shouldn’t require a phone for that.
I just hope it won’t be a problem picking it up without the QR code. Now I have to stress about that.
I hate QR codes in general. Poison for people without smarpthones, and obfuscating links and just generally dumb.
Okay, I think that’s all the complaints I have for now. Hopefully the battery change will go okay, hopefully the package can be picked up, hopefully my leg will heal quick.
First world problems, I know.
19/6 2026
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I don’t know if anyone other than Keiko has wondered about the sound sometimes in the background of the goat videos. I think this is the one? Kids love those swings.
19/6 2026
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Look, I’m not claiming to be a genius.
I am not claiming to be a capable person. I am not claiming that I am able to function in modern society. I’m not claiming to not ruin everything I come near.
BUT I MANAGED TO CHANGE THE BATTERIES IN MY ELECTRONIC DOOR LOCK.
How you like me now, beaches.
Ahem. Okay. Tone it down.
Haha. Well, I am relieved that it is done. It was super, super easy. Thankfully. But you know me, I have to worry about everything all the time.
Helle had told me how easy it was, and she had offered to come help me if I needed. As always she is amazing person, and getting to know her is one of the best things that has happened to me in later years, it has helped me so much.
But I’m glad I got it done. I was worried about the umbaco key and the tiny screw, I was parnoid I’d drop it and it would be gone forever among my not very well fitting floorboards (did I ever complain about that? The inspector gave the floor an A+ rating, but it is not great. There are gaps between planks and it’s uneven and stuff. I just don’t care to complain about it). Anyhoo, turns out the screw can’t come all the way loose, so you can’t even drop it. And it unscrewed super easily, the lid came off without a problem. And it was just a matter of changing the 4 standard AA batteries, I bought the replacement batteries last year already, paranoid about being ready when my lock ran out of power. It’s been one of my fears with this whole electronic lock system. Now that I have done the first replacement I feel a lot better about.
As so many things that I worry so much about, it turned out to be nothing to worry about.
My leg is still hurting quite a bit, so I’m still taking it easy. And it’s super hot. It’s getting up around 27C/80F these couple of days, and for Denmark that is scorching summe weather. And it’s the first time I have really experienced that in my new apartment, where the isolation is much better. It gets really hot in here. Did I mention that I put cloth over the ventilator again? The adjustment by the tech guy helped a lot, but I get so cold when there’s a breeze. So I put some cloth on it again to lessen the breeze. I should have waited! Yes, I am always constantly too cold or too hot. I am never like a bear’s porridge, I am never just right. But it’s ok. I prefer being too hot than too cold. Right now I have my balcony door open. Hearing the bird repellent tape fluttering in the wind. Did I mention that? I put up bird streamers of reflective bird repellent tape and spikes on the balcony railings. We have a real problem with pidgeons in the neighbourhood. It was something that I never experienced when I lived on the ground floor. But on the 6th floor you sure feel it. They make so much noise and they shit so much. People do lots of things to try to stop them. Some people just plain put netting over their whole balcony. Put spikes on the railings. We have a falconeer who comes with a falcon to try to scare them or catch the! We have nests on the roof that we hope for predator birds to move into to keep the pidgeons away. I sprayed out cinnamon water because people recommended that would keep them away. That didn’t work at all for me. I’ll see if the spikes and bird tape does anything. I don’t actually use my balcony for sitting out there, it’s too small. So for me it’s not the biggest problem. But it’s not nice have it filled with shit, and the noise gets annoying.
Anyway. That was a tangent. The main point is that I am happy I got the lock changed.
Oh and I have tried taking pictures of the postal package QR code on my digital camera. I don’t know if the package people can scan a QR code off of the screen on a digital camera, but I guess it’s something to try if they can’t just take the code verbally when I try to pick up the packae. We’ll see.
Happy weekend you all everybuddies. I hope you’re doing well. Thank you for listneing to me complain, if you do. I appreciate my support system, near and far.
20/6 2026
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It’s been a hot day.
Too hot.
Not for me. I’ve been guzzling iced Pepsi like nobody’s busines.s
But too hot for my computer. It has a tendency to overheat. Previously it has happened when I have had too many things running, stressing it with intensive programs. Today it happened twice while I didn’t have too much going on. It was just too hot in the room, I guess.
One of them was a little scary, the pc turned off and there was electric sounds and it tried coming back and it went out and then my tv shut off too. I think I may have overloaded the electric plug. yikes.
After 30 seconds or so, it turned on again and my TV too. But I was a little concerned I had blown the whole circuit up.
I could really use a new computer. This one is getting too old and it struggles with video editing and stuff. I worry there’s going to come a day when it won’t turn on again.
I ought to buy a new on. And I ought to buy it before this one blows up, because getting a new one would be much harder if I don’t have this one to do the shopping on. How many hot days like this will this pc survive?
Sigh.
I have both balcony doors open now, something I usually don’t do. And my fan going.
I just. Really don’t want to spend that kind of money. And deal with new things. Windows 11. Change. I hate change.
And computers have gotten so expensive now because AI is gobbling up all the ram. And inflation. I would probably end up having to spend a couple of thousands of dollars. I really don’t to have to do that.
I also need that new TV still, sine this one is still having problems showing white colours especially at the op, and it seriously impacts my limited vision.
But I guess I will just ignore all that and hope it doesn’t blow up and live with not being able to see the top of my screen properly. Hooray everything is fine with my head in the sand.
Worry whirry worry.
Well it’s 11 pm now and it’s decently cool. So my computer probably won’t blow up tonight.
Please donate berries to my goberryme so I can exchange them for a new computer and tv. What is the berry conersion rate tese days?
Sorry. More blood moaning. I am quite the fun friend. The Lasse you wish you hadn’t started a conversation with at a party.
I also ate too much today while not exercising because of my dud leg.
Okay, I’ll shut up. Looking forward to going to bed. i need some dreams.
20/6 2026
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After all that complaining let’s me end the day with a sweet Sky hug.

20/6 2026
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goatlog

21/6 2026
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It is mercifully a little cooler today. My computer hasn’t blown up yet. Although I hae been trying not to strain it too much, done multiple reboots because keeping it running for a long time without restarting seems to make things worse.
But hey, so far so good. I do have my balcony doors open and the fan going.
My leg is doing better. I probably would have been fine exercising today. But I’m giving it another day, I think it’ll be fully back to normal tomorrow.
It has been nice taking some days to relax. Unfortunately I have also, again, eaten very unhealthily. So now I am feeling bloated and kind of depressed and disappointed in myself about that. But hey. Tomorrow it’s back to the good hard work and healthy living. Thats’ for sure. You can put that in the bank and cash it.
Enjoying my iced Pepsi. Mmm, cold caffeine.
Oh, funny thing about my electronic door lock. It’s of the brand Yale and the voice is a sort of posh British lady. Yes, I have a very fancy lock. La dee dah.
Now if you’ll excuse me, I have to go see a man about a Pepsi.
21/6 2026
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Triple goat night.

21/6 2026
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That’s all for now.

Good goat times today. Lovely day with the girls. A cool day, some scattered raindrops. But more sunshine. And just good goating around. Now that I can lock the gate between the pens it’s easier for me to get some time with Sky. Lots and snacks and cuddles for everyone. All their fun games. Luna running back and forth and jumping on the platform as I sidestep in front of it. Bella sliding down the ramp, as she does a lot now that she has realised I’ll give her a treat for it.
Good for the soul to be in that space.
8/6 2026
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Triple goat bonus score.

8/6 2026
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President Baby is cranky, I think he needs a nap.
Kind of ironic how he DOESN’T have teh guts to meet the press.
Etc.
Fkn embarrASSment.
8/6 2026
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It’s so nice to be able to sit with Sky and just be the two of us for a bit.

8/6 2026
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And some time with Bella. She’s a sweet girl too, but you have do know how to handle her. You are not going to put your arms around her for a hug, she will not have that. And she has spots where she absolutely loves being scratched, but then there are other spots where she will just run away if you try. She is the biggest and strongest, but she can also be the most timid around humans, especially ones she’s not familiar with.

8/6 2026
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And then there’s Luna. She can be almost aggressively affectionate. if I didn’t stop her, she would probably lick my nose down to a stub. If I put my arm on her back she’ll often move as close as she can so she’s right up against me and being hugged. She’s not a little baby anymore, but she’s still the brat of the bunch and a whole lot of fun.

8/6 2026
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Well, well, well. The housing association replied already. They are sending a repairman over tomorrow morning to look at my ventilation system. So things suddenly went fast!
I should have contacted them ages ago.
But we’ll see what happens tomorrow. At least with such short notice I don’t have so much time to worry. Of course I am already worrying. Having people in my apartment is just.. difficult for me.
But I’m glad it will be looked at now. I really hope there’s a problem that can be fixed immediately. Even if he says “yeah that’s just how it’s going to be, live with it” then at least that would close the case and I can do what I must to deal with it. My worst fear is if it’s some big issue that will take more time and more visits to deal with. Let’s hope not.
I just want it done. And for tomorrow to go smoothly.
8/6 2026
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Alrightey then. Got my ventilation looked at by the housing association. And it went okay.
The guy came at 8.45, so that was nice I didn’t have to wait around and worry for too long. Although I was up around 5.30 and nervously trying to get things ready.
But as always, the worry was worse than the actual thing. And the repairman was nice.
I am not sure if I am actually going to get any results out of it, though. He looked at it all and asked questions and noted stuff down. He has to talk to a colleague about it, and it may be forwarded to an electrician. So I will have to wait and see. It didn’t sound like he necessarily felt it was really a problem. He wasn’t sure how quiet it was actually supposed to be. I feel like it’s sucking air way too powerfully. But ok, I’ll have to wait and see what they say. And even if they say they won’t do anything about it, at least I have had it looked at.
If they don’t do anything about it, I will cover it with cloth again to make iess intrusive while keeping some airflow. That should work okay.
At least I can check that off the list, for now.
9/6 2026
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Got an hour fiftyfive on the bike today. So I got that going for me. I’m glad the hous association guy came so early, so he didn’t get in the way of my exercise schedule.
Legs stronger today, after a couple of days break. Although goat days aren’t really breaks as I do all the walking, and chasing goats. But it’s easier on the legs than the hard biking.
I’ll have myself a nice plate of tomatoes today. And more Pepsi. I lost a bit more weight after getting the caffeine back. Coincidence? I don’t know. But I’ll keep sipping that sweet poison for the next couple of weeks as I try to do my final push.
9/6 2026
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For the Keiko level subscribers.
I just caught the end of a berryfall from Luna. Berries rolling down the ramp! Unfortunately Bella did not play ball and send more downstream.
9/6 2026
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goatlog

10/6 2026
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Got an hour fifty on the bike today. So I got that going for me. Tired legs, as they usually are when I do two days in a row. But it felt good. And I dropped more weight. Drinking the Pepsi really seems to make a difference. It’s not a scientific study or anything. But for me there seems to be cause and effect. Not like the Pepsi makes me lose weight just by itself. But all that caffeine must help me burn the fat when I work hard. And I have worked very hard. Got my lowest recorded weight since.. well, since last June. Over the year after that I gradually put on weight again, and especially after my birthday it got pretty bad. I think I put almost 20 pounds on over that year. Those are gone again. That’s really satisfying. I’m still going to try to lose a bit more, and then I’ll have to try not to put it all back on when I ease up on things.
But hey, I can pat myself on the back a little for accomplishing this. For someone who has struggled with his weight all his life, it feels good to lose it. Hah, maybe that’s why I often end up putting it back on. It’s so I can get the rush of losing it again! Well, it would probably be smarter to find some stability, instead of gaining and losing weight over and over. A lot of it is tied to my mental state though, and that’s.. a complicated beast. Caffeine can’t burn the depression from my mind.
But way to go, today. I have my next doctor checkup in a few weeks, and this time the blood sugar should be just fine. Hopefully my potassium levels are okay too. As directed by the doctor, I stopped taking the potassium supplements about a month ago. So we’ll see if the levels are good on their own now.
Now it’s tomato time.
10/6 2026
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Luna also enjoys the tomato diet!
She’s the least adventurous eater of the three, often not interested in unfamiliar things. But part of it is because she’s always with Bella, and Bella is so dominant. A lot of goats want to sniff and nibble at new stuff before they’ll start to eat. And Luna just doesn’t get time for that. She start investigating, but before she can get to the part where she actually takes a bit, Bella will push her out of the way and start eating.
But in this photo I had them separated, so Luna could take her time, and once she got going she loved the mater.

10/6 2026
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Good goat times today. Sweet day with the gang. The sun trying to break thrugh the clouds, and often succeeding for some nice spells. Wouldn’t mind if it warmed up a bit again soon, though.
Lots of visitors, Jeanette already had the campfire going hen I got there. A sweet little girl came over to me and the goats on the platform. And just as she got there Bella did one of her belly slides down the ramp. Which sent the girl into a massive giggle fit, which was pretty cute. Another girl came over and started going up the ramp and sliding down over and over, I guess she got the idea from Bella.
And there was a girl who wanted to have a closer look at Bella, who just happened to have her rear facing towards the girl. She lifted her hand and pointed right at Bella’s butt and laughed. Everyone had a jolly amusing time it seems.
And when all the kids left I got to sit down and relax in the sunshine with the goats. Pretty pretty good.
And now it’s time for some soup, I won’t say no to that.
11/6 2026
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Bella, as the blue sky started to take hold.

11/6 2026
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Sweet SkyGirl. She got called “the baby” again. Short girl problems.

11/6 2026
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Featherbutts too. The Italian sisters.

11/6 2026
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Got an hour fortyfive on the bike today. So I got that going for me. Still working hard. Got a tomato delivery too, so I’ll be enjoying some nice fresh maters now.
And got a call from the electrician, he’s going to come on Monday and look at my ventilation issue. So hopefully that will be finished Monday, one way or another. I hope. I was supposed to help trim hooves at the playground on Monday, but they’ll have to do it without me.
Feeling tired now. But that’s okay. Time keeps timing out.
12/6 2026
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Talked with my mother today. Dad’s alzheimer is unfortunately getting worse. His memory is getting even worse. He’s having nightmares too. Last night I guess he woke up very confused and thought he was back in the neighbourhood where he grew up, and I think he had problems recognising mom and wanting to know where she was.
Very sad and scary.
They are starting to look into the possibility of retirement homes. If he was living on his own, he would have had to by now. I don’t think he could take care of himself anymore, I’m not sure how safe it is for him to go out by himself now either. But they’re looking into finding a place where it’s possible for both of them to move in, so they can stay together. Mom has mobility issues and other stuff, but she’s keeping things together. Must be a big strain on her.
I hope they can find a place where they can go together. Dad obviously needs a lot of care now. But I wouldn’t want him, or her, to be alone.
Sigh.
it’s a cruel disease, alzheimer’s.
I wish I could do something about it. Fix it. Or be a better support. I have all my own issues and problems, I wish I could be a better and more normal son.
I was supposed to go help with dad’s email yesterday actually, he got logged out and they couldn’t figure out how to fix it. Mom’s English isn’t good and dad’s obviously not so capable of the tech stuff. But they did managed to get him logged in with a code from sms, so that as good. Computer stuff I can usually fix. Everything else is.. a challenge.
It’s hard to see things get harder for them. And it feeds my depression. What’s the point of working to get better when you can’t save the ones you love and you know in the end we all end up the same. Why bother. And look at the world and everything that’s going, everything’s just so ugh. I often feel like I wasn’t meant for this world.
I know that’s not constructive.
Anyway. Thank you all for the support you always offer me and my family. And giving me the space to vent.
Hope ing for the best for as long as possible.
12/6 2026
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Thanks everyone again.
Heading to bed now, it’s a Morrissey lullaby kind of night.

13/6 2026
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Got an hour fiftyfive on the bike today. So I got that going for me. Sweating out some frustration and sadness. Feels good to burn it up.
It’s not going to be a super healthy day today, though. I am treating myself later. Yesterday’s tomato delivery also included licorice, chocolate and fudge. Whoops! Well, I have worked so hard and accomplished what I wanted largely, so I thought I deserved a treat. And there was a sale. So, tonight I’m going to spoil myself. And after that I’ll try another week of tomato diet and see how it goes. I feel like I may have reached my limit on the weight loss for this round, though. And that would be fine. I have done good, and well actually.
Looking forward to treats tonight.
Thank you again everyone for the comments yesterday. I appraciate it. I know many of you have been through similar or other tough things with your parents. I know many of you are older than I am (no offense!) and everyone has to face these things. Some aren’t even lucky enough to have their parents or good relationship with them. I appreciate having my parents and all they have done, and are doing, for me. It was not always an easy relationship. I mnetioned recently how I got access to my old diaryland online journal, and reading the oldest entries, the difference from then to now is staggering. I was not an easy child, or young man.
Anyway. Here is where we are, now. One day a day.
And tonight Ima have chocolate for the first time in I don’t know how long. Must be the first time this year certainly, maybe first time since I moved in here? I’m not even sure.
Fudge it!
13/6 2026
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Imagine being a real world trillionaire and not spending every day just going around being a superhero and helping people in need and buying school lunches for kids and restoring faith in humanity and just imagine you could spend a million dollars a day on improving humanity and saving the earth and adopting puppies and paying people to just play with them and you could go on for so long, I don’t even know how many millions are in a trillion but I bet you could go on for a long time just making people happy
and instead you sit in your money bin and make hate and pain.
Humans are weird.
This may be the chocolate talking, but if I were a trillkionaire I’d build actual pancake houses and then i’d let people eat them and then I’d build more pancake houses. How many pancake houses could you build for a trillion dollars, I don’t even know.
Why are the rich and powerful always such miserably knuts.
Anyway, I’m going to burp chocolate for an hou.
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Rude, Luna!

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What’s Lasse watching/listening?
I have been watching 2 new televisual shows that I have really loved.
First is Widow’s Bay. I heard so much good about it that I figured I grudgingly had to look at it. I figured I’d put on one episode and not care. I ended up binging the 5 episodes that were out at the time. And I have watched everyone coming out since. It’s fanastic and I love it. It’s horror comedy, so if that sound appealing to you, I absolutely one hundred percent recommend it. It’s not sitcom laughtrack comedy, it’s more like absurd and weird funny. And just great writing and acting. I love it. One episode to go before the season is done. It has been renewed for a second season, and I’m not sure how I feel about that. I kind of wanted this to just be one finished story. But the writing has been so great, I am hopeful they can come up with a good second season too. In 5 years or whatever.
And the other one is Margo’s Got Money Troubles. I didn’t figure a show about Onlyfans and wrestling and motherhood would be my thing, but it’s lovely. Very sweet and touching and Nick Offerman is absolutely brilliant in it and I love him so much. I just watched the season finale, and yes it did make me cry a little because crying at tv finales is my thing now. It’s a little nsfw but I really liked it.
Two shows that I didn’t expect to watch and like, but I’m glad to have been watching them.
Also watched the first three episode of the new season of Rick & Morty, and so far I have liked all 3 episodes better than I think every episode from last season. So that’s nice. Not as good as the first seasons of course, but I’m enjoying this season so far.
Been listening to Bowie’s Hours and liking it a lot. Not quite as much as the pumping beats of Eearthling, but it’s very pleasant and more traditional songwriting and I like it.
On the book front I am currently going through Douglas Adams’ Dirk Gently series, almost done with the first one. I wanted to give this a reread, because the first time I read it was back when I was more or less a kid. I think I have told the story before about how my class teacher and school librarian got together and conspired to try to get me to read something else than ghost and vampire books, must have been around 12-13 years old at that point. And they told me to check out Hitchhiker’s Guide To The Galaxy. And I funnily enough thought it was an actual hitchhikign guide. I mean, I knew it was fictional, but I thought it was presented as an actual guide. And I never even opened the book I guess, because I didn’t find out until years later what it actually was.
Anyway, after loving the HHGTTG series so much, I wanted to read more Douglas Adams back then. So I tried Dirk Gently. But I found it a lot harder to get through. I think the more mundane, on the surface, setting and the college stuff, it was just not as gripping as the silly scifi romp. So while I liked it to a point, I didn’t love it.
So now as an older and wiser (fart) I wanted to try rereading them, and in English. And I’m really loving it. Again it took a little to get into it, but now I’m there. Typically funny and inventive from Adams. So I’m going to read the 2½ books in that series. And then I may watch the TV series they made with Elijah Wood, that seems like a thing to do
That’s all for today’s roundup, sorry for the usual waste of time. But you know how it is. Temperature controlled and fuzzy around the edges, with a sort of dip in the middle.
I may have had pizza today. After yesterday’s chocolate, licorice and fudge. Whoops. Tomorrow it’s back on the tomato diet.
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Don’t take any wooden nickels. Or golden coins.
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Nervous energy starting to build for the electrician visit tomorrow. Hopefully another case of the worry being worse than the actual thing. I just can’t help worrying. But hopefully it will go well. I would really like it to be finished now. Even if they do nothing about it. Putting cloth over it would be fine, I just don’t want to have it hanging over my head anymore. That ventilation sucks and blows and I’m tired of dealing with it.
And I have eaten way too unhealthily this weekend, I want to get back to the righteous past. More tomatoes coming up.
The future lies ahead, to tell the truth.
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That’s all for now.