Good goat times today. Back to the goat place to recharge the soul batteries.
A dark and grey morning. Sporadic little rainfalls, but not too bad. Temperatures inching upwards of 10C/41F. Gets cold when you’re sitting around outside for hours. Might need to bring out the sweater soon.
Jeanette is on vacation, so I had to hold down teh fort today. A pretty quiet day with the girls. We did have some visitors, including some kids in the pen with the goats, but not for too long and they were very chill.
When I got there in the morning, Bella was in the new little goat house. But Sky was actually inside the big main house, with Luna. So that’s pretty good. It does seem like Sky and Luna are spending more and more time together. With tension, sure. Sky still not at ease when the others are too close. But I do see them together more. And I do think it’s easier when I’m not around so they don’t have to compete for attention and treats. Nice that Sky could be inside like that.
Not super surprising that the big girls end up wanting to use the new little house too, but if it can hel Sky be up there and be in the main house, then that’s pretty good.
And now I need some soup to warm up.
2/11 2026
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Sky and Luna together. They came down to the fence to greet me. Bella doesn’t like when it’s muddy out. She waited up by the house. But again, Sky and Luna more together.

2/11 2026
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Sky in the little house in the goat pen. She went in there a couple of times on her own, without me prompting her. That was good to see. She did also go down under the podium a couple of times. I don’t think we’ll be able to make it just her house. I wish it could be moved just a little bit more away from the hatch and main entrance of the goat house. But the vegetation blocks that. But hopefully she can get to use it as much as possible, and when the others use it there will be space opening up in the main house.

2/11 2026
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I like this song. Never heard of the band before.

2/11 2026
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Got another new thing for the goats, here modeled by Luna. Its half of the door that used to be inside the goat house. Some might remember we had a door that was split in half, so you could open the top and or the bottom part. Well at some point the bottom part fell off, so there was only a top part. Eventually I asked Jeanette if e couldn’t remove the top part. It made not sense to have a top part wen we don’t have birds flying around in there. Without the bottom part the goats could just walk through. And inevitably I ended up smacking my head against the top half because I couldn’t tell if it was open or closed. So we took the top half down too, and it’s been standing in the storage room since. When we got the new house I found that putting that door down in front of it worked like a good ‘porch’, a platform in front. So I put it there last week. But today I moved it, because having it in front of the little house meant that Bella wanted to sit there a lot. And having Bella sitting in front of the little house would just make it less likely that Sky would go to it. So now the platform/porch has been move here, on this side. Next to the two boards that came from my old book shelf. I have noticed several times recently when I have arrived in the morning, Sky has been standing on those boards, up by the others. So now there’s more to stand on. Both Luna and Sky got on it for a while today. Always good to have thinsg to stand on, when you’re a goat.
So that was a long boring story just to say, new platform.

2/11 2026
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Quiet day today.
Well, other than the neighbours drilling so hard my whole apartment was shaking. I hope they’re done now.
Other than that, quiet. Had stuff on the computer that I needed o work on. And of course, had time that I needed to waste. That’s kind of a speciality of mine.
Hope all you Americans have a nice voting day. I would like to think today will be the first step towards a better world. Obviously I don’t believe it, but I ‘d like to.
I just hope when AI destroys humanity, they will leave the animals alone. Let the animals inherit the earth.
Anyway. I resisted buying junk food today. Instead I had rice in coconut oils with Pringles. Scooping up rice with a Pringles chip is kind of nice. Not healthy. But probably not as bad as pizza/fries/cake. I used to eat Pringles and rice a lot, I sort of had a craving for it. But I think that’s out of my system now. ‘
Ta Ta Tuesday.
3/11 2026
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I never got to play Skyrim, but seeing the teaser trailer for Sentinel still give mes me some goosey bumpies. The Elder Scrolls still has a bit of my heart. Funny when I only really played Oblivion. But I played Oblivion absolute to death. All the DLC and expansions. One of my best gaming memories. Getting lost in that world. And having a powerful computer that could run that beautiful beast.
I only ever got a minute or two in Morrowind and in Skyrim. I wish I could play them. I wish I could play the Fallout games. I wish I wish. Yeah, gaming is a wound now. A thing I had to bandage and forget, let it heal out of sight. All my life, since my dad and I picked up that used Commodore 64 when I was a kid. Gaming was a huge part of my life. There were periods when it was almost all of my life. And then it got cut off. And if I think about it, it just makes me sad. So I try not to think about it. Kind of like goats of the past. Not that I want to forget them. But I could easily make myself very sad very fast by letting some of them back in my head. It’s easier to deal with the days if you can think about what you have, not what you have lost.
Anyway. I hope Sentinel will be good and that people will enjoy it. Will there by horse armour?
NEEEERD
3/11 2026
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Congratulations to my fellow voting fraudsters, looks like we might have pulled off an impressive steal.
I can’t remember the last time I got up and scrolled through r/news and didn’t want to just jump out the window in despair.
I am sure everything will go to shit soon enough, but it was nice to have five minutes of hope.
RIP all the cheeseburgers

4/11 2026
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Well so much for No Nut November I guess
/Gary Whitta on bsky
4/11 2026
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I think all the republicans who closed their eyes and pretended Trump was on the ballot just completely missed it. Should have probably kept their eyes open when aiming.
4/11 2026
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Got an hour twenty on the bike today. So I got that going for me.
A bit of a struggle today, both on and off the bike. I got out of breath quickly and my legs were tired. Bit at least I gotter done.
And I almost didn’t get going at all. Kind of a weird days with ups and downs. I had planned to get up early and do some stuff before exercising. Had a bad night though and ended up staying in bed. Don’t know when I would have gotten up if it wasn’t for the fact that construction got really loud outside. They start work at 7 am sharp. And their machines often driving in before that even.
So I got woked out of bed. And then I saw the woke news from America. And I got almost, dare I say it, happy. And I decided that I was just going to sit all day and read news and what people were saying because it was so nice. And then, because I’m dumb, I decided I should celebrate with pizza. And then I got tired and leaned over in my comfy chair and started dozing off. I set the alarm on my computer to three hours. Intending to sleep the day away and get pizza.
Woke up after 30 minutes and somehow managed to get a hold of myself and get out of the chair and get on the bike. So I got my exercise instead of pizza after all. Prety good. And there’s still time to enjoy reading chatter about the smurf wave.
4/11 2026
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I looked on Youtube and unfortunately no one has put together a supercut of Craig Ferguson starting his talkshow with “It’s a great day for America” over and over. Shame. It would have been a good day to post something like that.
I know it doesn’t change everything. I know everything isn’t suddenly super. But after drowning in a river of shit for so long, it’s nice to look out over a calm, blue ocean for a minute.
I hope this is something America can build on. A foundation for something new and better? Yeah, I know it’s still a torn country. A whole lot of people will think THIS is the river of shit. And the baby in briefs in chief will do his best to stomp everything.
But I hope the “new” people can build something up. Gay, muslim, female, poc. A diverse future? It’s crazy that there are people who think that’s a threat. Let them eat cheeseburgers.
4/11 2026
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🎶
We don’t really want a monster taking over
Tiptoe ’round, tie him down
We don’t want the loonies taking over
Tiptoe ’round, tie him down
🎵

4/11 2026
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Hold on, let’s see who wins the FIFA midterms before we celebrate.
4/11 2026
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Good goat times today. Good to get back to the goat world, and away from the human world for a bit.
Cold morning, though. Just around freezing. Frost on the walk there, for the first time. And I got my sweater and neck roller thing (I can still never remember what it’s called) on for the first time this season.
It’s hard to find a good balance. I get sweaty on the long. But then I get too cold when sitting down for hours. Could have used gloves today. I really prefer when it’s too hot to when it’s too cold. And it’s just going to get colder for a while. Five months until it starts getting better.
But the goats are great. Jeanette back from vacation. Getting the campfire going, making popcorn with the visiting kids. Lots of kids in the pen too. Most of them well behaved. There was one who needed some ‘instructing’ on how to behave around the goats. But it was all god, lots of happy kids.
Had Bella and Luna isolated down in the big pen for a while. Trying to get Sky to take some ownership of the new house. I think it will be hard as long as it’s placed so near the other entrances to the main house. She will always withdraw some when the bigger girls get too near. Apparently Jeanette found her sitting under the podium when she got there this morning, which isn’t great when it’s cold like this. But we’ll have to see how it goes. We might try moving the house, but there isn’t a lot of good space for it where it’s at a proper distance but still close enough so she feels part of the group. Goat politics are complicated too!
But soup politics are easy, and it’s going to be a big wave now.
5/11 2026
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Sky in the hizzhouse. Or, the herzzhouse.

5/11 2026
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Bella and Luna down in the pen. They weren’t too happy with being locked down there. I don’t know if it was that or the frost, but they were pretty subdued in the morning. They got more animated when I let them back in the house pen.

5/11 2026
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Triple goat score. Reunited after the separation.

5/11 2026
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Cold day, but quite lovely when the sun was out.

5/11 2026
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Fired up my oven today, for he first time in months. I have ben ordering much junk food that I stopped using my own oven. Made my own fries today. Made too many, but still better than all the junk I would have gotten if I ordered in. So that’s something.
In other news, I watched the sixth and final episode of Small Prophets. I really love it. Can’t wait for season 2, in five years or whenever. Sigh. Do Americans watch British shows at all? I highly recommend it. And just to show that it’s not just me, here’s a quote from the avclub website about it:
“Apple TV’s Small Prophets is one of the strangest—and strangely sweet—shows on television. A story about loneliness, unresolved grief, and magic both literal and figurative, it’s a warm, low-stakes exploration of many timeless truths of the human condition.”
There. Good stuff.
Also still loving Cupertino. Exploring lots of modern tech issues via lawyer show. Great. By the way, just saw that big tech lost a trillion on the stock market after the midterm results. Funny that. I guess being valuable will be harder when you don’t have an administration that LITERALLY just says “regulat yourselves”. Sure, you can trust big tech. Why would billionaires do bad things, just g’head.
Also started watching Nocturne. I liked the first two episode. It feels a little By The Numbers of serial killers and complicated cops, but it sure is intense and gripping.
The new season of Scrubs is hitting all the riht notes for me too. I was so happy to see the Janitor. And more of Dr Cox. Just give me all the memberberries. Oh, berries! Hah.
Also listening to the new album by my old classmate Tina Dico. It’s getting really good reviews and I’m liking it. I prefer things a little less polished these days, but she’s always been a great songwriter.
Not enjoying the new Eels record as much as I’d hoped. It’s okay. But. I love Eels, so I want to love it more. Maybe with more listens.
Also struggling a little bit with The Talisman, the Stephen King i’m reading. I enjoyed the beginning a lot. But then Wolf was introduced and it started to drag a little for me. But still, it’s not a bad journey to be dragged along on.
End transmission.
6/11 2026
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Good news for the goats yesterday. I found peanuts. I was running out and the only store where I can get them didn’t have them the last time I was there. I thought maybe it was the end of peanut treats.
It’s easy enough finding peanuts of course, but they’re all made for human snacks. It’s hard to find the complete in shells ones. Bought three big packs, so that should last a few months.
I love listening to the goats crunching peanuts.
In other news, my adblocker is failing which means almost literally every other post on facebook is an ad. I don’t get it. It makes scrolling the feed pretty unbearable. Top tip: Never click on a facebook ad, it’s the perfect way to get viruses and scams. Meta famously doesn’t care to clean them up.
6/11 2026
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Stephen Miller? Wow. They’re not sending their best people…
It’s a comforting thought that an American president will always have the best interest of all American citizen’s at heart, not matter how elections go. Definitely not going to be a selfish prick who just wants to burn everything down to punish the world. Nope.
It’s going to be harder and harder to tell the differences between snl skits and reality.
6/11 2026
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Bleh. Depression heightened today. Probably because I didn’t sleep well last night.
I was experimenting with my meds (as smart people do) and had a couple of nights where I slept better and I was all hoping I had found a fix for my problems. And then a bad night and now it’s like being bad at the default of everything goes wrong.
And then I ordered pizza to comfort myself, and the place rejected my order. They are kind of flakey.
Getting some from another place though. Because I have healthy coping mechanisms.
ANYWAY.
Don’t tell them about hte cake.
Cool.
The upstairs neighbours are noisy. Why are people always noisier in weekends? I feel like that was the case at the old apartment too. Is it just because they’re more home? I don’t know. I wish I could live in a little sound proof box at the bottom of the sea. I have thought this through and there are no flaws to the logic.
Got a grocery delivery today too. Got myself three different packs of “snack carrots”. Smaller than regular ones. I like carrots, but the big ones are tiresome if you have to peel them or wash them and stuff. I’m wondering if I can just have packs of the smaller “snack” carrots around and munch on those instead of unhealthier things. An experiment.
Not for today, obviously.
So here we are, all us functioning adults. High five.
7/11 2026
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A Luna hug to clear the mind.

7/11 2026
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8/11 2026
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Got an hour twentyfive on the bike today. So I got that going for me.
Trying trying trying. Tired today, but I got it done. And then stretches and exercises fro the back, down on the floor. I know I need to go to the doctor. I just don’t want to. Sigh. Sometimes physical pain is easier to bear than mental anguish.
Not always, though.
One day a day.
Hopefully I’ll hear back about the MRI and EEG soon now. Tomorrow is two weeks since the EEG. So they’re supposed to be calling me soon. So we can find out what will happen going forward.
Tra la la. Is it weird that I picture myself as Bugs Bunny when I’m gnawing on a snack carrot? What’s up, duck?
8/11 2026
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Triple goat score.

8/11 2026
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Rumour has it the elongated muskrat is in Denmark. I keep telling them. BUILD THE WALL. We can’t let those types in.
8/11 2026
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Still haven’t found any portals in anyone’s closets. But on the bright side, I look smashing in dresing gowns.
8/11 2026
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That’s all for now.

Oh hio.
Got did the sleeping EEG today.
It went… okay. I guess. I had a hard time with the sleeping part. I kept stressing in my head. “You have to fall asleep”. “Why aren’t you falling asleep?”. “What if you can’t fall asleep?”. Etc. I didn’t really feel like I got any real deep sleep. A couple of times I felt like I dozed off a little, but not really sleeping much. When I told the doc he just laughed and said nah. Apparently I got some time in stage 2? I don’t know, I still feel I barely slept if at all, but if they’re happy with what they got then that’s what matters.
At least it’s done now.
When they “woke me up” they had me do the same blinking/lights and hyperventilation stuff that I did at the first EEG. I still really don’t like the hyperventilation. Three minute. It’s rough. The student helper doc said “your fingers may tingle a little”. Yeah, more like they buzzed numbly for 6-8 minutes. I think my face buzzed less than the first time I did it at least.
Anyway. It wasn’t fun. Triggering a lot of anxiety. But it was fine. And if the sleep I did was good enough, then I guess I can count it as successful. We’ll see if I get any useful answers out of it. Sure would be nice! They’re going to send the results to the neuro clinic and then they should get in touch with me and tell me what’s what after the MRI and EEGs. I guess it’ll probably be a couple of weeks.
Thanks again to my mother for coming with and helping me find my way. She had plan to do her knitting while she waited. But there wasn’t a chair outside the room, so she ended up sitting on a chair inside the room with me. And they turned off the light. Must have been boring for her!
But she even paid for taxi rides back and forth, which made it a lot easier. I am thankful for the help.
And I barely had problems with the revolving door.
Gonna grab me a big pot of noodles now and try to relax.
26/10 2026
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Hey wait, I got a new complaint.
Well, an old one really. My ventilator again.
Remember how much frustration it used to cause me? I’ve had it covered since then, not completely blocked but severely dampened.
Well yesterday it started getting louder and louder. My coverage failing. I didn’t ahve the energy to deal with it. I went to bed. With my earplugs that I always use because of all the noises all around, I didn’t hear the ventilator.
When I got up today I heard it through earplugs. It felt louder and more powerful than ever before.
Sheesh, that thing is annoying.
I took my coverage completely off to look at it. To my surprise I found I could turn it now. It’s a round one. Back when Helle and others were trying to help me with it, I think she said that other people could adjust theirs by turning it. But none of us could manage to turn mine, it seemed completely stuck as it was. But now I could turn it. Weird. Unfortunately it doesn’t seem to actually have much effect to turn it. It’s not like I can set it to a really low setting. Maybe helps a little, but not enough. Weird.
I don’t have the capacity to deal with it right now. I stuff cloth in it to help dampen it a bit. I guess I will cover it up again, maybe completely since we’re heading into the real cold season.
But then a plot twist. I got a message from the housing assoc. Informing my block that there is a problem with the ventilation system and they have called a service guy to get it fixed as soon as possible. Okay. So I guess it wasn’t just my coverage failing? Something with the system too. I don’t know. There was a storm yesterday, maybe something got knocked off on the roof.
I wish the message said whether “as soon as possible” means later today, or this week or whenever. They still haven’t managed to fix my access to the water/electricity/heating measuring system, after 3½ months..
Anyway, I guess I’ll wait a day or two and see if they get it fixed, if it gets better, or if I still have to cover it all up.
I’m just tired. of everything.
Yesterday I knocked my remote on the floor and broke it. That might not seem like a big deal. But I need the remote to change the TV to the computer input to use my computer. I don’t even know if there are buttons to operate the TV physically on the TV, I have never used them. I mean, there must be right?
Thankfully I had a replacement remote that I got a few years ago in anticipation of such a problem. A generic remote replacement. And thankfully it works. It’s not as good, but I can do the basic TV functions.
Just feels like there’s constant sht.
I was planning to get up bright and early at 7.30 today. Got up around 10 instead. Ah well. Not good constant sleep, more like waking up and dozing off again. But it’s nice to get some sleep. At some point I need to get a proper sleep study done. Not a sleeping EEG like yesterday that monitors my brain. But one that monitors my sleep. Because I need help with that.
And I need help with my back.
And with my ventilator.
And with everything else. I feel like I’m barely coping.
I’m having pizza today. Because I want to. Hopefully I can get exercise in tomorrow. If I can get out of bed.
Tra la.
I wish that damn ventilator would shut up. It’s like having a motorboat in your house, that constant noise. And not the fun kind of motorboating.
27/10 2026
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To lighten things up, here’s a joke from my fave podcast today:
Oh you don’t like ghosts fucking owls?
Boo fucking hoo!27/10 2026
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Well, it’s a great day to be a Billy Corgan fan!
At least this might take the attention away from the music he has released the last decade or so….
27/10 2026
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I don’t know what Crystal Pepsi is, but I want some.
27/10 2026
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28/10 2026
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Got an hour fifteen on the bike today. So I got that going for me.
Yeah, managed to get up at 7.30 am. And managed to get on the bike. So that’s good, I should manage that more often.
I’m trying.
And guess what. Right now my ventilator isn’t sucking. I mean, it isn’t making a ton of noise. It’s pretty much completely silent.
When I got up this morning it was silent. Then after a while it started making noise again. Nto as bad as the last few days, but still noisy. Then it got silent. Now it’s been silent for hours. Wouldn’t it be nice if it stayed silent? Wouldn’t it, though?
I messed around with it a bit and even though it wasn’t making all the noise, there was still more air goign through it than I like. So I stuffed cloths in it. cut the airflow down a lot. But I didn’t have to tape it all up and stuff. I wish it would stay at this level, but I barely dare hope. It’s probably going to go motorboating again sooner or later. We’ll see.
For now it’s a win, and the exercise and getting up too. So that’s a decent day so far.
Take the W.
28/10 2026
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Olive oil soap bar? Okay. I guess I’m ready to go in the oven. Just stick an apple in my mouth.
28/10 2026
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Used to be you’d hear the stories about ex nazis etc fleeing to Argentina.
Now you hear about disgraced politicians fleeing to America. Funny that. Not haha funny, but you know.
A sanctuary for the depraved. I could go for cheesecake, tho.
28/10 2026
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Alright, alright. Let’s have some goat content. Triple goat score.

28/10 2026
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Wow. Watching episode 5 of Small Prophets, and somehow Danish women’s handball is entering the storyline. Of a British show that’s got nothing to do with sports. Did not see that coming.
I really, really. Really. Love this show. It’s giving me tears and laughs. I am so glad I started watching it. only 6 episodes, though. I think I read there will be a season 2. Who knows when that’s coming. Not soon enough, mate. Not soon enough.
28/10 2026
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Good goat times today. Good to get back. A beautiful sunny day, and a very cold morning. But the sun warmed things up as we went on.
The big deal today was that the new little goat house is up. Next to the meain goat house entrance and the hatch now there’s a little goat house. I think it’s very nice. The hope is of course that it can be Sky’s place. But that’s going to be a challenge.
Apparently the big girls have already tried making it their own. Jeanette told me that when she came the other day in the morning Luna was sitting in there like she owned it.
We’re doing our best to get Sky comfortable with it and make it feel liek it’s her domain. Giving her the breakfast in there for example. We’ll just have to see how it goes. An extr goat space is always good. It would be nice if she could sit in there when it rains, instead of going down under the podiums. Or if one of the others go in there then maybe that can give her space in the main house a little easier. Let’s hope.
We had our regular visitors, sweet kids and adults. I exchanged a few words with Preben, which is always nice. And I heard a couple of women talking down by the fence and one of them repeatedly talked about how goats were her favourite animal, so naturally I like her. And Jeanette lit up the campfire, nice on a chill day like today. Mud on the ground from overnight rain, but a beautiful sunshine.
Always good to be out with the goats, and now I’m going to take ownership over a pot of soup.
29/10 2026
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Sky having breakfast in the new goat house. I took Bella and Luna down in the pen to have their breakfast there, to make sure Sky had house to herself. We’re trying to make it so it’s HER house, but I think it will be difficult. Hooves crossed though.

29/10 2026
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More Sky in the new house.

29/10 2026
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And another one. Sitting down with Sky to try to reinforce that the house is her space. Trying at least.

29/10 2026
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While I was sitting with Sky and the new house, the big girls were down in the pen. Every time I turned around I’d see Luna there perched on the log staring up at. So unfair when someone else is getting all the attention! Laying on the guilt trip.

29/10 2026
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Keep that sun coming.

29/10 2026
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Aw no. Rest in peace Patrick Stewart. One of the greats. Absolutely brilliant. TNG was my first Star Trek and Picard was my captain. I can barely remember a time before Patrick Stewart.
So sad.
29/10 2026
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Everything’s great. Other than the pain, teh sadness, the tirednes, the depression, the world in general, Patrick Stewart’s death. Other than that, everything’s fine.
Working on my costume for Halloween. I’m not sure I can still fit into this Zombie Duck costume, but I’ll try.
I just saw on the facebox that our housing assoc is apparently asking people to register their addresses if they are willing and available to hand out candy to trick or treaters. Which is on the one hand pretty cool and useful, and on the other hand kind of sad and telling of the times.
But for me personally with my issues, I would appreciate not having kids ringing my doorbell. I don’t particularly remember that being an issue at the old apartment. And now in a building that requires key or access code to get in, you’d think it even less so. But I guess I’ll find out.
I don’t have any candy to hand out anyway. Do you think I’ll get egged if I pass out flourballs?
30/10 2026
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By the way, if you’re keeping score. My ventilator has been quiet since the big uproar. More quiet than I have ever experienced it before, I think. So I guess they fixed whatever was going no with it.
Last I checked there was still too much air going through it than I can handle. I am sensitive to having a constant draft blown right into the place where I sit for 90% of my waking day. And right next to to the bed where I sleep. So I do have cloths stuffed in there to block a lot of the air flow. But it’s nice that it doesn’t sound like a T-Rex roaring right next to my face.
30/10 2026
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Triple goat score.

31/10 2026
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Happy Halloween everybuddies.
This year I’m going as a Sexy Trainwreck. CHOO CHOO BOOM
31/10 2026
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1/11 2026
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Got an hour twenty on the bike today. So I got that going for me.
I’m trying. To do better. It’s still a struggle. The pain and depression and tiredness is grinding me down. It’s frustrating when you know what you need to do, but you keep falling short anyway. That devil on my shoulder telling me there’s no point, why bother, everything always gets worse anyway, you probably won’t be here long anyway, the whole world is going down the drain. Just sink back and do the things that make you feel better in the short term.
And then you do and it makes things worse and you feel worse and the cycle repeats. Doen’t help that it’s getting colder and darker.
But today the cycle biked at least. I’m trying.
And did some stretches and exercises on the floor. Trying not to stress my back too much, but I have to strrengthen too.
At least my shoulder is doing pretty well now. I was able to do the hard rod manipulation. So I hope that will stay stable.
One day a day.
1/11 2026
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Still bums me out that we lost all but one of the logs. A goat can still stand on one log, but it’s a lot more fun with several logs to jump around on. And all so some trespassers could make a fire. Humans, pfft.

1/11 2026
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It appears to be November 1st, somehow.
That must mean i have lived in this place for a year.
Thereabouts. When did I move in? Probably not the 1st. Looking back on the official records, I think I moved in oficially on the 10th. Got the keys on the 3rd. But still. Let’s say it’s been a year.
There are things about the new apartment that have bothered and annoyed me. Things I don’t like. But it’s no doubt been a step up from the apartment. And mostly importantly, as I have talked about before, just the fact that I made the move and go through it and survived it, that’s the really big positive thing. I honestly did not think I could survive. Having that big giant threat of having to be rehomed crossed off the list of worries, that was such a relief. And I am thankful for that.
And thankful still for Helle’s immense help and that of a few other kind souls. Don’t know if I could have done it on my own, and I’m glad I didn’t have to find out.
Things are obviously very challenging right now, but those challenges are more about my body and mind, not my apartment.
So here we are. Here I am. Still here. Even if it feels like I’m falling apart at times.
Let’s hope I make it through winter.
Hey, thanks everybuddies for listening to me whine and caring and offering sympathy and support and advice. I know I terribly self-absorbed, sometimes to an unhealthy degree. But I really do appreciate having all your little voices in my head. You’re an important part of my day, every day. I am very grateful to everyone who has stuck by me. If you’re on the Lasse app then make sure to collect your complimentary emojis and download the ringtone. It comes as a realmedia file, you’re welcome.
1/11 2026
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That’s all for now.