I got up early this morning. And watched the Lost season finale. Normally I would have gone all week and gotten excited and barely been able to wait for it. But I have been thinking of Mads instead, obviously. It wasn’t till last night that it occured to me that it was finale time. Afterwards [...]

While I try not to slip away into dementia, here are pictures from Mads’ last day. I hope they will make you smile, after all is said and done. He was a beautiful, wonderful goat. I hope the sun is shining where he is now. That the grass is tall and green. And when it [...]

I try not to think of it. But it keeps sneaking in. And I cry. I replay the last moments. And it hurts. I still can’t believe he’s gone. It is hard to understand. I didn’t go to the playground today. Didn’t feel up to it. Tomorrow there are electricians coming by to read the [...]

It’s over. The vet came today and put Mads to sleep. He’s gone. I feel like I have been run over by a truck. I got a good hour and half in the sunshine with him today. I’m glad the sun was shining. We were sitting in the juicy grass. Per had told me that [...]

Nothing new to report. It was a rainy day today. After many sunny days. No weather for old Plumes and goats. I did manage to lure them outside though. Even Mads. He was doing pretty well today I think. Walking a lot more than he has been recently. So that was nice. Also nice was [...]