I am not feeling too well. Hmm. Deja Vue? I hope I don’t sound like a broken record. I hope I don’t sound like a Britney Spears record either. And I hope I don’t sound like a hyena.

Seeing the doc on Friday. Will be upping my med dose, no doubt. If that doesn’t work then I don’t know what to do. I’m feeling out of my head. Like somebody opened up my skull and poured bleach in there and now my brain is swimming around.

The more I sleep, the more tired I am. I cannot stop drinking. I am sweating under the heavy blanket and freezing under the thin. My eyes will not focus. I am a hypochondriac but I am not feeling sick. I am reading Dawson’s Creek fanfic and drinking apple juice.

My computer is acting weird. Maybe I have been hacked. Maybe they are reading over my shoulder right now. Logging my keystrokes.

I am not being paranoid, but do you hear the bombers?!

Tired like only a Monday could be. Very, very tired.

Good times at the playground though. Inspired by Luis’ mention of the old videos of the goat kids on my back, I decided to try and see if I could get Vanilje to climb me. I leaned over invitingly…

And she did. Well, she’s too big to actually get all the way up and stand on my back. But she did try. And she did try to eat my hair too. Maybe she mistook it for a haystack, I would not blame her.

Also a bunch of kids came around, from a school or daycare I think.

The had brought spaghetti for the goats. Not boiled, of course. But hard spaghetti. Making lovely crunchy sounds.

When kids come to feed the goats they usually want to feed Vanilje most of the time, because she is the little, cute one. Guess who doesn’t like that plan?

It always leads to a funny, frantic scene. As Vanilje runs up to get some food, then Magnethe comes running to chase her away so she can get something and then Mads comes to chase both of them away because he wants it all for himself. And then on the other side of the fence the kids are running around, taking new positions so they can still feed Vanilje or Magnethe. So all in all there is a whole lot of running around. It’s fun to watch, I can tell you.

Sille was watching from the other side. Looks like she’s ready to come back inside. Waiting at the gate.

And there is Mads’ eye. I like goat eyes. I know they freak some people out. But once you get used to them then they are lovely. Or maybe it’s just me being goat crazy and all.

“Akismet has caught 412 spam for you since you first installed it.”

412 spam comments. I have had it installed for one day. Really, if you have a WordPress blog and you’re plagued by spam, make sure to install the Akistmet plugin. It rulers.

And wow now sleep please yes.