Rabid

February 9th, 2025

J DVa-nce says Denmark isn’t being a good ally. That’s pretty forking rich, coming from an administration that has threatened us with military force. Keep your allies close and your enemies closer…
It’s not so long ago that I went down the rabbit hole of the internet looking at historical things and wondering how those things could happen throughout human history and thinking that surely the things that have happened in the past could not happen again. I couldn’t even understand why a country would want to invade others, want to take over others. Why would you want that. Now Denmark is a tiny country, we could never take over anything. But even if we were a giant country I wouldn’t want us to take oer other countries. Why would I want more territory? I feel Embarrassed about Denmark’s past as a colonising country, about our relations with our territories away from home. Honestly if Greenland or the Faroe Islands wamted they independence I’d be all for that, although I know it’s a much more complicated issue than my little naive emotional childlike self can really comprehend. The point is, why would you want to take territory. it’s not a computer game where you have to conquer the map to win. If you’re having a hard time making the country you have work properly why would you want to complicate it by adding more territory. Do you think that’s what Jesus would want you to be doing? Taking over territory by force, military or economic. You think that’s in line with the teachings of christ? I just don’t get it.
And now.. we have the greatest country on Earth wanting to take over Canada, wanting to take territory from Denmark, wanting to let Russia have Ukraine, or parts of it at least. Renaming gulfs of stupidity. Rewriting the map to glorify yourself. The meek shall inherit the Earth my ash.
Sorry. I didn’t mean to end the week with another insane political ramble. But i didn’t expect to see the vice president of America shirttalking my country as I was preparing for bed. But here we are.
2/2 2025

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Good goat times today. Freezing cold. But at least it was dry. The sun trying, mostly failing, to break through the cloud coverage.
The big girls were in a playful mood today. Bella and Luna running around like crazy for a while. They were butting heads and then Luna sprinted away and Bella followed and then it went from there. I went down into the big pen and ran around with them for a while .Great fun and good way to stay warm. It’s been a long time since they have been this active. Nice to see.
Now I think it’s time for soup I think.
3/2 2025

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Bella and Luna, taking a snack break.

3/2 2025

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Visited the feathers today too. This picture really shows how two of the newfeathers look a lot like Red Sonja. I’m guessing it’s Sonja on the rightmost, the biggest one. But I am not sure. And if they were all out running around together I’d have no chance of seeing who’s who. I may have to get a collar for Red Sonja too….
Although it’s been a while since she was out of the caged area. I miss having her around.

3/2 2025

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Enjoying Cujo so far. It hits the spots that I love from Stephen King, settings and characters are great, the plot slowly unfolding. Remains to be seen if the plot goes off the rails, as it sometimes does in King books. To be clear, I don’t mind when the plot goes off the rail a lot of the time.
However.
It pains me a little to read the sweetness of the lovely dog Cujo and knowing it’s going to go bad. He already has got rabies and it’s starting to affect him and it’s honestly kind of painful, probably more painful than a lot of horrible fates of human characters in King books. Don’t hurt the doggie! He’s a good doggie! Aww.
I know it’s just a book, but maybe I should put it in the freezer. Wait, can an MP3 player survive in a freezer? I guess it’s a moo point.
You’re welcome, Friends fans.
3/2 2025

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Closed the gate so Sky could have some peace with her box of hay. It’s funny, no matter how much hay they have inside, if I bring out that box for Sky, the two others will want to go for it too. You have a whole buffet inside! Sheesh.

4/2 2025

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Got an hour forty on the bike today. Plugging away. Then I did a little cleaning in the kitchen, which was sorely needed. When you can’t see the filth, it’s easy to ignore.
Hard to ignore all the news coming through, all the filth. It’s wearing me down and it feels like there’s no hope for humanity, tra la la. Sing along. We’re alllll fkked tra la la.
Alrightey then. One day a day.
4/2 2025

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I think Bella wants to go back to the fenced off area behind the chicken coop. Maybe I should take them on another trip in there some time.

4/2 2025

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goatlog

5/2 2025

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An anthem for the times

5/2 2025

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Not a good day for the headspace. But hey shake it off shake it off shake it off, oh now I’m dizzy.
Stop the world, I want to get drunk.
5/2 2025

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Good goat times today. A gorgeous sunny day. But freeezing cold in the morning. It did warm up a little later on in the sunshine. Always good to see that great balls of fire.
Bella and Luna did a little funny running again, good to see them so animated. Luna especially, she’s like a little dancer when she’s butting heads with Bella and then sprinting off.
We had our regular visitors from the neighbour school today. With Svend, Cecilie and Beren. They all love seeing the goats. Although Svend puts up some big theatrical EWW when he sees goat poop. He likes making statements. “That’s goat poop. That’s diiisgusting”. But he stays and pets the goats.
Came home and did and hour and change on the bike. Tired legs now. I earned myself some soup.
6/2 2025

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Sunshine on Sky.

6/2 2025

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Bella, always the tireddest goat. You can see the picked clean corpse of the christmas tree in the background of the top pic.almost

6/2 2025

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I just want to fold myself into a tiny square and stuff me in an envelope and mail me to a far off place
7/2 2025

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Woke up feeling kind of blah. Stuffed nose and hoarse voice. But not too bad, i think it’s just aftereffects of being out in the freezing cold, it happened last week to and I was fine.
Mentally not doing so great. But hey oh it’s off to eternal darkness of the soul we go.
My brother is back home from the hospital. I think he’s doing well, but my dad was a little worried about him and actually spent the night in his apartment, keeping an eye on him I guess. But I think he’s ok. Mom sounds ok too. Dad was complaining he had to make new holes in his belt because he’s been losing weight. I told him maybe he should go to the doctor and have a chat about that, because losing weight isn’t necessarily a good thing. If you’re not trying hard to do it, like I am currently.
I finished watching The Hobbit trilogy. In my head I was composing a long post about my feelings about it, but I think I’ll spare you all that and just say that while it has a lot of flaws, I did mostly enjoy it. Love the world, loved McKellen’s Gandalf, a thrill to see Serkis as Gollum, the dragon stuff was great. Definitely lot of stuff that could or should be cut out, but I still admire Peter Jackson’s Middle Earth works. A good fantasy time. There, that was me being concise.
7/2 2025

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Think goat thoughts.

7/2 2025

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Got an hour forty on the bike today. Vroom vroom. Freezing cold outside, but working up a sweat in here. Going to cook up a pot of soup soon. These are the days of our Lasse’s lives.
8/2 2025

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One detail about The Hobbit that I neglected to mention is that I don’t think I’ve actually ever read the book. But my mother read it to me when I was a kid. The thing that stayed with me the most from it was the part where they enter Mirkwood and they’re told they have to stay on the path or they’ll never find their way back to it. I don’t know why that stuck with me so hard, but all these years later I still remember the feeling of dread when they got off the path, and wondering if they would ever find the path again, if they would be okay.
Maybe it’s a metaphor for finding your way in life, if you lose your path maybe you are lost forever.
Or maybe Tolkien was just a great writer.
I am thankful for the memory of having it read to me in any case.
I also remember playing the text adventure version of The Hobbit on our Commodore 64. It must have been one of the first text adventures Ie ver played, a genre that I fell deeply in love with. Because it was like being part of a book. I know Nintendo and Sega consoles were great, but I’m glad I grew up with an actual computer with a keyboard so I could experience text adventures. The Hobbit adventure was a pretty revolutionary one, it did things that few adventures, even much later released ones, ever did. Like having characters move around independently. Gandalf would just show up and you could say things to him or give him things, and he’d wander off. It was pretty enthralling getting to step into Middle Earth and being part of the tale. I never did get close to completing it, but it remains a fond memory of my early computing days, the fascination of the endless potential of text adventures because you were using that most powerful computers of all, your brain. No matter how many bits your computer had, the graphics could never be as good as those that were created in your mind by reading text,
I miss text adventures. I have tried looking them up, you can play some online. You might even be able to play The Hobbit online. But, even those that can display white text on black background so I can actually read it, it’s just too hard on my eyes an the fonts are often bad and it just doesn’t work. Maybe some day they’ll make audio texrt adventures, like audiobooks.
Siri, Say Kentilla.
Alright, that’s all. Here and back again.
8/2 2025

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Time to grab some protein skyr. The skyr’s the limit, amirite?
Well am I? I’m not breaking eye contact until you answer me.
8/2 2025

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goatlog

9/2 2025

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Don’t you hate when you accidentally light a stick of dynamite instead of your cigar?
9/2 2025

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Celebrated Super Bowl by watching the new documentary Schmeichel, about our great national hero Peter Schmeichel, star of the real sportsballs game, soccerballs.
i still get the chills when I watch footage from Denmark winning the 1992 European Championship. I imagine most American couldn’t really understand what it was like. Are Americans ever underdogs? There was no way that Denmark should have been able to win that championship, and a whole country exploding in euphoria was a great thing. It’s not like sports are that important. But still. When I look back at my life, 92 stands out as my favourite year.
It’s a different game these days. A different world. I miss 1992. Conveniently ignoring all the problems I and the world had. Who cares, we won the championship.
Anyway. Good luck to the sportsteam in the footballwithoutfeetsports game. I know you can do it! You’re definitely going to win, and also it was so unfair that you lost, and how about those half time nipples and those commercials sure made me want to buy the products. I am comfortably distracted from the dumpster fire around me, huzza huzza huzza.
9/2 2025

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That’s all for now.


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Constructed Reality

February 2nd, 2025

Good goat times today. Dark and rainy day. Good thing i brought my raincoat. Rained all day, so it was a day to stay in with the furfries. Juggling the three goats in two compartments. Got them seperated for a lot of the time with Bella and Luna in the bedroom and Sky in the front room. And then I could take some turns sitting with each of them. Worked out pretty well. But i wouldn’t mind some unshine and spring soon.
Hopefully going out in the cold rain won’t bring back any lingering sickness. Feeling pretty fine right now, just tired. And ready to warm up with some soup.

27/1 2025

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With my favourite SkyGirl.

27/1 2025

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Gotta give time to the big girls too.

27/1 2025

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goatlog

28/1 2025

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There should be a running joke of Gandalf just calling everyone fools all the time.
Fetch me my mail, you fools!
Fool of a Baggins, fry me some eggs!
Close the door when you go to the bathroom, you fools!
Do not ever wash my hat, you fools!
And so on and so forth.
28/1 2025

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Got an hour twenty five on the bike today. Plugging along. I’m all out of cheese and banana chips. Putting all my effort into not buying more benny and jermaine’s iced creams. Trying my best. Have to get back in shape because I have a feeling these days we’ll all be having to get our loving on the run.
28/1 2025

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Barely a week in office and he’s already out golfing. Shocking, I know!
Well, when you got your billions from the memecoins there’s no need to pretend to be working.
I am sure he doesn’t give two shts about the politics. All the evil sht they’re doing now, I bet he barely knows what’s going on. As long as he gets his two scoops then he’ll let Elon and all the other roman saluters just do their thing. What does he care about trans people or abortions.Whatever sells bibles.
Actually, what is even the point of a government? Isn’t easier to just have one guy signing executive orders for everything. That’s a lot easier. And declare everything a national emergency so you can have emergency powers to do whatever you want.
I declare this turd a national emergency, ima wreck this toilet.
And don’t get me started on the tareefer madness.
Alright I’m done.

28/1 2025

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Razorsharp focus on goats, that’s me.

28/1 2025

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A lot of hay for a little Sky.

29/1 2025

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Well, in case you’re keeping count, another family member in the hospital now. My mother has been admitted. I talked with my dad, and this is of course one of the problems with the advancing alzheimer’s. He couldn’t remember exactly why my mother was in the hospital. She wad admitted this morning. I don’t think it’s anything very serious, but it’s obviously not good in any case. Dad promised to write down the details next time he talked to her, so I can get some more information too.
My brother is still in the hospital, but it sounds like he’s doing fine and he’s mostly staying there because his apartment is being renovated. So hopefully he will be home soon.
But yeah, two out of four in the hospital. Dad with his alzheimers me with my diabeetus. Good thing we have that Danish health care. Good thing we don’t live in a country without great health care but where the government is still trying to make it worse still.
Blabla.
But hopefully it’ll be okay.
29/1 2025

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Talked to my mom on the phone. she had problems breathing this morning. Turns out she had pneumonia. I am not quite sure if she’s getting over it or right in the middle of it. But that’s why she ended up in the hospital. She’s getting oxygen through the nose, she said when they try to turn it down then she starts having trouble breathing again. So she still need the oxygen. She’s hoping to get back home in a few days. Well taken care of, thank you Danish health care.
Oh and thank you everyone for the facebook cares. I appreciate you care about me and my family.
29/1 2025

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Good goat times today. Grey and dark day. But thankfully it kept dry, and temperatures just a notch over the coldness we’ve been having. So that’s something.
The major event of the day was the neighbour school kids bringing a christmas tree for the goats. Finally! I was beginning to think we weren’t going to get any trees this year. Jeanette hasn’t been able to ‘borrow’ any pine from her neighbour either. But finally today the goats got to snack on pine. Yum yum. Evergreen, until teh goats get at them
Then it was ome and an hour plus change on tthe bike. Starting to see the numbers on the scale come down a little, so that’s good. Work work work. And now for something competely different. It’s. Soup.
30/1 2025

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Three goats and a christmas tree.
Good to see Sky going at it with the big girls. She did withdraw after a bit, and I snapped off a few branches and brought them to her so she could get more pine. That eaerned me a cheer from one of the teachers with the kids who brought the tree. She appreciated that i was looking out for Sky.

30/1 2025

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Listneing to Moby Pod, Moby talking about his history with David Lynch. And Moby does an impression of David Lynch opening the door and going “Moby, I brought soup”
Awwww yeah.
30/1 2025

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Luna! Pull yourself together, girl.

30/1 2025

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Boundaries, Luna! Boundaries!
31/1 2025

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Finally some better news. My mother is back home from the hospital. She still sounds a little rough, but she’s home and breathing. So that’s good. Happy she’s home, for my dad’s sake too. I was a little worried about him being on his own for so long, but hopefully it’s all good now. I think my brother is coming home soon too.
And can you believe January is on its last day? Feels like the whole year has been crammed into one month. But oh boy there’s 11 more of those suckers to go before the year is over. That’s a … that’s a fact.
31/1 2025

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Hey hey! Thank you so much Joan DesirĂ©e Thaisen Lowe for the beautiful card, and the beautiful words! You got me a little teary eyed. You are one of my closest friends, and I mean that in a geographical sense because you’re one of the few Danish friends I have haha. But also, because you’re one of the remaining ones from when I first got on the internets and started actually relating to human people again. You have always been special to me and I appreciate you, and I love your family too. I know, like mine, you have your struggles. Lots of love to you all. Thank you for everything.

31/1 2025

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A little book report. As you may, or may not, recall, I went looking for recommendations online for books where “things aren’t as they seem”. I’ve finished the first two that I found, and loved them both.
The first was Time Out Of Joint by Philip K Dick. Great exmple of a .. constructed reality. And I love that feeling of discovering that your world isn’t what you think. It reminds me of the feeling in a lucid dream, when you realise that you’re dreaming and that the world around you is fabricated by your mind. I find that endlessly fascinating.
The second book I loved even more. Piranesi by Susanne Clarke. Really loved that one. One of my favourite reads in a long long time. Gave me feelings like the first time I read Murakami, 1Q84. I highly recommend it if you like that sort of fantasy and mystery and gateways between realities, another thing I love and the dreamlike.
I so wish i could go to the labyrinth, the endless house and listen to the tides coming in. Beautiful, touching and wonderful experience. The narrator of the audiobook was fantastic as well. Not sure if I would have loved it as much if I’d read a physical copy, but that’s all theoretical.
I also feel it’s a good one for Twin Peaks fans. Not related to it, but there’s definitely a lodgey feeling to some of it.
After finishing those two I have started Cujo by Stephen King, because I still want to go through the old Kings I haven’t read. Pretty sure I never read Cujo, although it feels familiar because it’s so prevalent in pop culture. After that I’ll proceed with some of the other “tings aren’t as they seem” novels I found.
I sure wish this world wasn’t as it seems, or that that I could find the pathways to other realities. I sure wish.
At least I have books, those are sort of gateways to other realities. But like dreams, they don’t last. My only criticism of Piranesi is that I wish it would have gone on for longer.
31/1 2025

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Got an hour forty on the bike today. I am really back in the groove of exercising. Going well. I adjusted my intervals a bit. I was doing one minute intervals, one minute high intensity, one minute low. But the reality was that my high intensity intervals usually ended about 45 seconds because I could rarely go longer than that. So it ended up being 45 second high and then 1;15 low. So instead I switch to 45/45. 45 seconds of high intensity followed by 45 seconds recuperation. That seems to really work for me. Gets me to the edge of failure and then keeps going.
Fascinating, i know.
And on non biking days I have started using my dumbbells. They’re just two 5kg ones, and jud for 5-10 minutes. Nothing too hard. But just to get the pulse going and work on the muscles. Gotta increase the muscles to improve metabolism and the sugar burning.
Ok ok I’ll stop.
But the exercising is going well. Still working on the diet, trying to find a good balance. Keeping calories low enough to be in a deficit most days, but with room a pizza once a week and some nice things. Tthe last week I have lost some good weight, so that’s encouraging. If I can keep that working then I’m on the right track.
Today soup, tomorrow pizza. No B&J’s or banana chips. That’s the plan.
1/2 2025

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Looks like Sky is absolutely flabbergasted that I haven’t given her a treat yet.

1/2 2025

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goatlog

2/2 2025

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Got a protein & pepsi delivery today. And then a pizza delivery. Big PPP energy today.
And last night I dreamt I was in a constructed reality. I guess my subconscious reacted to my writing about constructed reality in books. It wasn’t a lucid dream, I didn’t know I was dreaming. In the dream I just slowly discovered that.. things weren’t as they semed. I don’t really remember the details but I think it was like aliens or some sht like that, and they were trying to get information from me so they had inserted me into some fabricated reality. Maybe it was the Matrix. Anyway, it was a pretty scary dream actually, close to a nightmare. But you know, I still enjoy a good nightmare. Well you know now if you didn’t already. As long as it’s not about goats in pain, then i enjoy a sad or scary dream.
Okay, back to the pizza. Mama didn’t raise no quitter.
2/2 2025

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Play stupid tariff games, win stupid tariff prizes.
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That’s all for now.


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