Good goat times today. A beautiful, sunny day. But freezing cold. Still, it’s good to see the sun.
I think Luna was in heat today. She was snorting and grunting. It always cracks me up when she gets like that. I don’t think i’ve ever seen Bella or Sky like that. I still think there may be a little buck in Luna, just a little.
We went out into the back area, behind the chicken coop. The goats aren’t usually allowed to go there, but I let them through the gate and as Jeanette said we “did some sightseeing”. Because the goats don’t get to go there usually, it’s pretty untouched. No fresh greens of course, but lots of leaves on the ground and branches and stuff. The goats enjoyed foraging through all that.
And I went over to the chicken’s caged yard. Got my first real good close look at the newfeathers. Out in the light. There’s a couple of little white ones. Jeanette has mentioned that one of them is really fast and really scared, she almost escaped once when she got out and ran and tryied to squeeze through a fence. She JUST couldn’t make it through the fence and Jeanette got her, otherwise she may have never been caught.
There’s a couple of the new ones that I think looks a lot like Red Sonja. That might get complicated if they’re ever all allowed to go out together. But hopefully I’d still be able to recognise Sonja, if nothing else than by her behaviour. It’s been a while since she’s hung out with the goats, though.
But a lovely time with the goats, and now I’m ready to warm up with some soup.
20/1 2025
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The sun rising over the Sky.

20/1 2025
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Today is a great day. As I am sure you’re all aware and in agreement. Because today is my brother’s birthday. And that’s all that’s worth noting about today. Happy birthday, Peter.
Unfortunately they news aren’t so good. He was doing better after having his right hip replaced. But he’s in the hospital now. The nurse who came to check on him found him sluggish and hard to get through to and get to move around. Not sure of the details. But eventually he was admitted to the hospital. Apparently there was an infection in the wound. I am not sure if that’s what caused his unresponsiveness. But they’re cleaning that out and hopefully he will be better soon. They’re trying to find a physical therapist or place for him to get him with rehabilitation after the surgery.
So that’s not exactly how you want to be spending your birthday. But as long as he gets better, many more days to make up for it.
20/1 2025
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20/1 2025
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Congratulations, you finally made America gross again.
20/1 2025
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It’s a new day, it’s a new dawn. Full of beauty and full of horror. I will try to look at the beauty. And appreciate those who fight the horror.

21/1 2025
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goatlog

21/1 2025
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Got an hour forty on the bike today. Good to sweat out some frustrations. And cheese.
Unfortunately I still have cheese. I’m going to use the last to make two grilled cheese sandwiches today and then I’m going to try my darndest to get back on track with proper eating along with the exercising. Because yeah I am still struggling. When my mental health is failing then I just binge on anything unhealthy within arms length. That’s why I can’t be allowed to have anything unhealthy in the house.
I just need more soup. Maybe a parental lock on the fridge.
21/1 2025
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It must be such a relief to be able to just openly do nazi salutes in public now, no longer having to hide it.
Like gay or trans people being able to be their genuine selves without fear of repercussion or malice. I mean, in theory. Some day, right?
But don’t worry, TikTok is unbanned, your eggs will be cheap and the trains will run on time.
21/1 2025
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How about them goats. Yeah.

21/1 2025
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Maybe the fact that I live in a country where our government is now preparing the population for what to stock up on in case you know, in case civilzation collapses. Maybe that clouds my judgment.
It’s only a few years ago that I’d have laughed if you said Denmark would be in a war, at least a war on the homefront. I can’t laugh at that anymore. Would it be Russia attacking NATO? Would it be America trying to take Greenland? I don’t know. Seeing what has happened to America and seeing Don’s kids coming to Greenland to rile up people and seeing Elon coming to Europe and meddling in the big nation’s poltiics, it’s not something you can just shrug off. It’s not nothing.
I don’t know if Americans can really appreciate what it’s like to have the leader of the greatest country on Earth being ready to use military force against your country.
I don’t think Elon is an actual nazi. I don’t think Trump is Hitler. But that doesn’t mean they can’t do tremendous damage to the world. To people.
I have trans friends, I have friends with medical needs. Friends who are suffering and scared. I know what Elon’s salute signalled to them. I know what it signals to certain segments of society. Not just in America, but in Europe, and other places. I think a super genius should be smart enough to realise that.
Most of all I don’t think someone should be able to buy their way to such power in such a way as it has happened.
Even if I give him the benefit of the doubt and say he was just sending his heart out to his people. I wish they would have a heart for the people suffering and in need.
If the world is burning, making salutes will just stoke the fire, not put it out.
It pains me to see christians wanting to check passports before deciding if people are worthy of compassion and help. It pains me to see people blame Biden for inflation when there’s the same inflation in my paradise. We top the happiest people lists, but i can tell you everyone here is complainign about inflation and shrinkflation and gas prices. It pains me to see the glee of victors, not glee over the victory but glee over the suffering of the losers. It pains me to be on a social media platform that instructs you to not discriminate against republicans but to go ahead and call trans people mentally ill and women objects. To hear the owner of the site say corporations need more masculine energy when the vast majority of people in charge are men. Change the name of twitter to x, change the gulf of mexico. Jesus christ the stupidity. And that’s just the distraction from the real damage.
Blablablablablabalbalbalblbldfldfgb
Most of all I am just struggling. In my life, my family, the world. I honestly didn’t think I’d live to see 2025, and I honestly don’t want to see the future of this world. I have always had a dark and depressed mind, and it is breaking, I don’t know how long it can keep breaking before it shuts down. Maybe that’s why I am searching for books where things aren’t as they seem. I need this world to not be as it seems. I need someone to unplug the matrix, wake me from the coma, tell me you’re all aliens and this is just an experiment. I need a gateway to another reality, a closet to Narnia, I need a ripple in time, i need to ride a comet into the milkyway.
I need some fkn sleep.
I need to focus on the good things I do have, and ignore the bad. I don’t have any genes to carry on, when I am gone you’re all on your own. I need to appreciate what I have and hope everything else sorts itself out. There probably won’t be war in Denmark, so I’ll probably be fine.
Anyway. Sorry for the ramble. No one should listen to me. I am ignorant and naive. But I do have cute goat posts, so I hope I can get back to focusing on that. For those who still like them. Thank you everyone who is here so I don’t have to be alone with my thoughts.
Tomorrow is another day, if experience has taught us anything.
21/1 2025
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*startles awake in bed*
I had the most horrible nightmare that I was being whiny and hysterical and rambling on the internet.
“Don’t worry dear, it was just a bad dream”
*turns over slowly and sees Elon Musk sitting next to me in the double bed*
*startles awake screaming in bed*
22/1 2025
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Tbh I’m still shocked Felicity cut her hair.
22/1 2025
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The newfeathers in their caged area. I think it’s Red Sonja in the bottom right, but I am not completely sure.

22/1 2025
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My Danish soccerballsport club has bought Beavers from America. I hope American Beavers will be very succesful in Denmark.
22/1 2025
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Good goat times today. I am glad I got out. I was not feeling good yesterday and I had sort of decided that I as probably just going to spend 15 hours in bed and sleep it all away. But I woke up around the time I’d usually start getting ready to goat, and I managed to talk myself out of bed and got going.
A snow day today. Not a huge amount, but enough to cover most surfaces. Temperatures right around freezing, and wet snow or sleet coming down. Not the most pleasant weather. But it’s always good to be with the goats. Mostly stayed inside today of course. And we had visitors. The regulars from the neighbour school. Always happy to see Beren coming up to us. “Can pet animals?” “Can hug Luna?”. She’s so sweet. She really seems to love the goats.
Jeanette got the campfire going and made pancakes with the kids. It’s nice when the real world is being nice.
Now, it’s a good winter’s day for some soup.
23/1 2025
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Obligatory snow pics.

23/1 2025
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We did have a little mishap today. Beren got bitten.
No, not by one of the goats. But by one of the other kids. I didn’t see it, but I heard the commotion. And Beren crying a lot. Aw, so sad. And then the adults dealing with it, explaining to the boy who did it that it was wrong and things like that. I don’t think she got really hurt, apparently he bit her in the arm, and they were wearing winter coats. But pretty sad hearing Beren cry likle that, she’s such a sweet girl. She’s probably the visitor who loves the goats the most, and the fact that she’s visually impaired obviously endears her to me. Always happy to see her.
In other news today, I came home after goating and did an hour on the bike. Really need to work off all the bloat. I have been spiralling. After the grilled cheese sandwiches two days ago I followed up with pizza yesterday. Stupid. I was so full I wasn’t even hungry, but I still craved it. It’s going to take a couple of months to work off the weight that I’m gaining from all the feelings I have eaten recently. It has not been the best of times and I have not had much willpower. But at least I’m exercising. And I’m out of cheese. Now I just have to make sure not to buy more cheese or Ben and bjs or banana chips or agh.
Staaarting.. NOW. Now. n n n now!
I did manage to say no when Jeanette came over and offered me a pancake. If I hadn’t been feeling so bloated I probably would have taken it, I love her campfire pancakes with strawberry jammmm
starting NOW.
23/1 2025
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Turns out the cost of eggs was your decency, a high price to pay indeed.
23/1 2025
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Diving into the breakfast bowls.

23/1 2025
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goatlog

24/1 2025
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Welp. I’m not feeling too great. Massive headache, my voice is getting a little hoars, my nose a little clogged. Other than the headache I’m feeling fine, but hopefully it’s just aftereffects of being out in the snow. And not the start of something worse. Probably just a little headcold.
In othernews, my brother seems to be doing okay again. He’s staying in the hospital, but it sounds like it’s mostly because he’s having work done in his apartment and so they’re letting him stay in the hpspital to keep an eye on him and letting apartment work get done. Two birds one stone. It’s sometimes a little hard to get details from my dad. as you can imagine. He just can’t remember a lot of things.
Thank you everyone for caring about my family.
24/1 2025
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Tired and achey. Depressed and sad over the world. Eating too much and bloated. Life of the party, as always.
But on the bright side, Norm Macdonald just appeared on my snl rewatch. So that’s something.
24/1 2025
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Sorry not sorry

25/1 2025
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I don’t just get greeted by goats in the morning. I often also have a choir of crows singing me along. A murder of them.
This was on Monday. I started filming just as their murder died down. If I had started filming 30 seconds earlier you would have really heard the loudness. In some goat videos you can hear them in the background too. Sounds like a million crows.
25/1 2025
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I’m feeling a lot better today. Almost no headache, I think my voice and nose are pretty much ok. Hopefully yesterday was just aftereffects of the cold.
I felt good enough today to get on the bike and do an hour fifteen. So that’s good. I thought I’d do a low intensity one, but I felt strong enough to really put some effort in. Had to tell myself to stop and get off the bike instead of going for longer. Don’t want to overdo it.
But it’s good to be back in regular exercise. My diet has really crashed this year. I have put on more weight than I should have allowed. I knew it would go up over the holidays, but I didn’t quite expect the total spiral of world being on fire, literally and metaphorically, along with family stuff and some on off sickness. It’s gotten quite out of hand.
But the good thing is there’s still a couple of months till T-shirt weather, and I’m starting out at a lower place than usual and I am much more aware of how to lose weight and eat better. So hopefully I can get it going and do well. I think I can. As long as nothing bad happens, let me just go check the neeeeeeewwwwwnoooooooooo
Lemme dive into soup.
25/1 2025
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Hey hey! Thank you so much Beverly Fish for the lovely card! Just in time for.. Pre-February! Haha. I appreciate you thinking of me. Merry January!

25/1 2025
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The Mad Hatter at the head of the table, surrounded by crypto bros and Cthulhu cnuts..
When mercy becomes a dirty word to the evangelicals, you know the wolves have led the sheep astray. They’re throwing us like fish to the pelicans. Over the cliff we go, did anyone remember to pack the parachutes?
25/1 2025
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A little berryfall for the Keiko level subscribers.
26/1 2025
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Man, Timothée Chalamet is adorable. I just want to pick him up and put him in my pocket and walk around with him like I’m Paris Hilton and he’s a chihuahua.
26/1 2025
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If this post gets 5000 likes I’ll stop doing these.

26/1 2025
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Love a lil goofyluna

26/1 2025
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Good goat times today. An absolutely stunning morning with a glorious goldenred sunrise. I wish I’d taken a picture with the view outside my building, it was a gorgeous sky.
Freezing cold though. With frost or maybe light snow all over. But so pretty.
Freezing, but thankfully most of the water is gone. The goats appreciated that. I went down in the big pen with Bella and Luna and walked around for a bit. Sky was standing on the hill bleating at us. She did not want to go down in the frosty grass. A little later I closed the gate, keeping the big girls in the big pen, so I could spend some time alone with Sky. Always sweet to just sit with her.
We haven’t gotten any christmas trees yet this year. I hope we’ll get some, the goats love those trees. The neighbouring school promised to bring theirs, so hopefully they’ll come through. Need that fresh pine breath!
But now it’s time to get some soup breath.
13/1 2025
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Yeah, I wish I’d taken a photo when I left my building with the almost unobstructed golden sky. Here’s the view from outside the playground. You can an idea of the colours, even if most of it was hidden by the apartment blocks.

13/1 2025
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Frozen hill goats.

13/1 2025
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I narrowly avoided disaster today.
After the goating I went shopping in the grocery store. It’s actually been more than a month since I last did that I think. I have gone almost completely to the delivery service now.
But there was something I wanted that the delivery service doesn’t offer. Peanuts for the goats, in fact. And I didn’t even get that in the grocery store, boo.
But anyway. When I was packing my groceries I put my wallet in my coat pocket, which is a bit of a loseey pocket. You can see where this is going..
I was halfway down the street when I realised… I didn’t have my wallet. Frantically checking all my pockets, heart racing.
So then i had to run back to the store. Thankfully i had only gotten a couple of minutes away. I got back in and went to cash register and started looking and the cashier looked at me and said “are you looking for this” and held up my wallet. Ooh boy, was I relieved. Good thing I sort of stand out, with my scruffiness and blindness and paying cash taken from my wallet, unlike most people these days with their cards and phones and whatnuts. The cashier had no problelm remembering me, and gave me my wallet back and I thanked her muchly. And goat bless the people who found the wallet and gave it to the cashier instead of running away with it.
I actually have quite a bit of cash in it, since I only pay with cash when I do go to stores. But the cash wasn’t what worried me most. It was more my bus travel card and social security card. I’d hate to have to deal with cancelling the card and getting new ones. And the key to the goat place is in my wallet. I don’t keep my house keys in the wallet though so at last I wouldn’t have lost those. But yeah, just dealing with all that would have been such a bummer and you know me and my avoidant personality. Glad I dodged that bullet.
13/1 2025
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goatlog

14/1 2025
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Got an hour forrtyfive on the bike today. Good session. Working hard. Trying to be good.
Going back to the grocery store yesterday for the first time in a month really had me craving lots of things. All the temptations on the shelves. I want some corn flakes. Some pistchio nuts. Granola. Cashews. Cake. THe grocery store has a cupboard kind of thing with freshly baked goods. With cakes. I used to get those. And I am such a slave to my addictions that for a while, before I got on my health trip, I would eat cake every day. They were pretty small cakes, so I ate like 2 or 3 a day. And since I only went grocery shopping once a week, I ended up buying like 20 cakes so I’d have for a whole week. Oh man. AND I MISS IT. I miss being gross and fat and not making an effort. I want protein bars and banana chips and
ok ok. I’m trying to be good. There’s a part of me that wants to be good. And a part that wants to let go and eat all the things I want. The constant struggle of the sugar addict.
14/1 2025
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Slightly obsessed with this song right now.

14/1 2025
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Dreams of fresh grass in spring, as all things must grow with the season.

14/1 2025
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*opens fridge*
THERE IS ONLY ZOUP grrrrowl
14/1 2025
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I have been feeling some crushing depression last night and today. So that’s fun. I slept a lot but I am still tired, tired to the bone.
Yeah yeah yeah. Hey oh hey oh, One foot in front of the other, one day a day.
15/1 2025
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Think goat thoughts.
Thank you everyone.

15/1 2025
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Hey thanks everyone for the good thoughts and advice. Just want today to be over really. I think my blood pressure may be too low. I have been feeling even colder than usual, kind of woozy, tingling lips, and another ehm personal.. thing.. that could indicate something with blood pressure. Feeling less cold right now, maybe it’s better. I am tired, just want to sleep. Maybe I haven’t eaten enugh and overdid it on the exercise. Or maybe the aliens have found a way to beam their xrays through my tin foil hat, you just never know. They’re tricksy. They keep stealing my socks, but only the left ones which is really weird. Maybe aliens only have left feet. Or maybe they prefer to go sockless on their right feet. What am I, the alien expert? Do you own research.
Anyway, i’ll be fine. Just gotta make it to bedtime.
15/1 2025
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Good goat times today. Warmed up tiny bit, at least it’s not freezing. A sweet day with visitors from the neighbour school. Regulars like Svend and Beren. Beren is always so happy to see the goats. She wanted to hug the goats. Luna was sitting next to me on the bench and Beren put her arms around her several times to hugs. So sweet. And she was petting Bella and then Bella started nibbling at her hand and she giggled and went “it’s tickling me!”. She wanted to hug Sky too, but I had to tell her that Sky doesn’t really like that. Sky doesn’t like when you put both arms around her, even just putting both hands up on her face will sometimes make he move away. I think she thinks you’re trying to constrain her, grab a hold of her. I won’t call her neurotic, but she’s a bit of a worrier and always on guard. Sensitive to danger signals. So no hugging Sky. She loves being cuddled with one hand though.
And yes, it was really nice to have Luna sitting next to me on the bench. Doesn’t happen a lot in the cold seasons. But today she got up on the bench and plopped herself down next to me. Dozed off for a little nap with her head in my lap. And Bella was on the playset next to us, and Sky came over in front of the bench and I cuddled her while stroking Luna too. It was really nice having all three close to me. That doesn’t happen too often anymore. At least not for longer, quiet periods like this. Treasure the moments.
Oh and one of the adults from the school asked about our new sign. I told her that a friend from Facebook had sent it to me. She thought it was really great. People like it!
Now, souie soup soup.
16/1 2025
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Love when Luna sits down next to me.

16/1 2025
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Oh no! Oh no no no. David Lynch. Oh my heart is broken. Rest in peace. I can’t even begin to put into words what his work has meant to me.
Absolutely crushed. I hope his dreams will live on.
16/1 2025
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As we grow older, our heroes pass on. Lots of amazing wonderful people have passed, deaths that have rocked the world. None of them made me cry.
I am crying now.
If there’s a white lodge, I hope David Lynch is there.
16/1 2025
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I think I’m going to treat myself to some pizza today. Seems like a good day for pizza.
I had a tiny bit of lucid dreaming last night. Not really a lucid dream, but I became aware that I was dreaming in the dream. It’s always a fascinating feeling. Like being in a David Lynch movie.
17/1 2025
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Perfect composition and lighting. 10/10, another triumph for the master photographer.

17/1 2025
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Lots of hearts need fixing. There’s so much hate for the ones who love.

17/1 2025
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Pizza update:
I tried a new place today. I use this takeaway portal with lots of places and I noticed a new one, located close to where I live. I thought I’d give them a try. And, it was great. Better than my usual place. And delivery time was half of the usual ones. I may have found a new favourite place. So that’s something.
17/1 2025
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Bella’s horns are getting pretty big. Well, the rest of her is too.

17/1 2025
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goatlog

18/1 2025
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So, Trump is donating his presidential salary? Cool. How about the millions he’s now making by scamming his followers with a memecoin?
It’s so fucking predictable. Cryptobros and oligarchy circlejerking into the face of the common people. And they all bend over and take it.
And how about the inauguration? Scaled back now? So what about the millions donated by corporations and rich people, are they going to be used to first aid and disaster relief instead, sorry can’t finish the sentence due to laughing fit.
Hawk Tuah girl and Trump, the only difference is one of them has only been scamming people for a few months, the other all his life. I’m sure he hawks on Putin’s dong.
Okay. I told my self not to talk politics anymore, the next four years is going to be a long decade. And nothing matters.
Felons gonna felone.
Good luck getting into heaven when you spent your money on memecoins and golen shoes and signed bibles instead of charitable causes.
fkfkfkfkfkfkf
18/1 2025
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Think goat thoughts, with Bella.

18/1 2025
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In the spirit of full disclosure: Today I got a delivery of Pepsi and protein, and I added Ben & Jerrys and cheese. You know how long it is since I had cheese? I mean, I’ve had it on pizza of course. But a slice of cheese on bread? May be a year or more. I have been craving a grilled cheese sandwich.
I’m going to try to make one tomorrow, on a pan. I wish I had one of those toast maker machines.
But I have been struggling for a while, so I’m ging to treat myself and give in to my cravings and enjoy it for a little. Before getting back to healhtier ways again. I’m only human. Until I can afford the procedure.
In other things, here follows a long ramble about media I am currently consuming. Feel free to tap out.
I read Three Eight One by Aliya Whiteley. Really loved it. Not sure the ending was as satisfying as I had hoped, but the journey was fascinating. I love that feeling of unease and the mystery. I am always more about the questions than about hte answer, David Lynch taught me that.
Now I am almost done with All Fours by Miranda July. A bit more of an adult book than I usually go for, in that it’s not scifi or fantasy or supernatural. And also it’s pretty explicit in places. But I love Miranda July, great writer and she narrates the audiobook too and does a great job.
Next up will be Time Out Of Joint by Philip K Dick. Reading Three Eight One made me go to reddit and search for “books where things aren’t what they seem”. a few Philip K Dick books were suggested and I realised I have some of those on my hard drive, so i’m going to read that next. Going to get some dick from my hard drive, yeah yeah.
On the TV front, I completely loved Skeleton Crew which just finished. The most enjoyable Star Wars in a long long time. Since the first Mandalorian seasons. Just so charming, so much fun, so cool. Goonies in space, you gotta love it. Unfortunately the ratings haven’t been good, so there probably won’t be more seasons. But it was a great self contained story. I do hope we see more of Jude Law’s character, even if it’s in other media.
Also started watching A Man On The Inside. I have known for a while I had to watch it, because I just adore Ted Danson. And because it’s by Michael Schur who made The Good Place, which is one of my alltime favourite shows. The description of A Man On The Inside made me think it’s a more sentimental thing, but the first episodes have made me laugh, I am really enoying it so far. Ted Danson is predictably wonderful.
I have started watching The Hobbit movies. The extended versions are only 3 hours instead of 4 like LOTR! I have put off The Hobbit movies for so long. While I have misgivings about the stretching of story and addition of new characters and all that, I must say I have enjoyed what I have watched so far. Peter Jackson’s Middle Earth is just a place I enjoy being in. And as I said when I talked about Lord Of The Rings, Ian McKellen as Gandalf just makes me really happy and I am glad to have more of that.
Sorry, cheese makes me word farty.
And I desperately need the escapism, more than ever.
18/1 2025
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Don’t take any wooden memecoins.
18/1 2025
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Now where am I supposed to post my twerking videos?!
19/1 2025
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That was a good grilled cheese sandwich!
Yum. I wish I had some good cucumber with it. But it was nice to have some cheese.
Now I’ll just sit here and wait for the depression to lift.
.. any time now.
In other news, I really hate how Dave Chappelle can’t get through an snl set without puffing on smokes. The idea of smoking making you cool just angerfies me. If I could change one thing about David Lynch, it would be the smoking. I used to always cringe when I saw him smoking in interviews and behind the scenes material. Who knows how much longer he would have been around if he hadn’t been a smoker?
But what are you going to do. I don’t really like Chappelle, but I actually quite liked his snl set. Other than the smokes.
Also, I will literally give five hundred buckazoids to whomstever can get me a complete colletion of the Late Late Show with Craig Ferguson. There’s a youtube channel that has a lot of the shows, and I’m really enjoying those. But I really wish I could get a copy of the complete collection of shows. I used to download the shows after they aired back in the day. I dearly wish I had kept them instead of deleting them after watching. Little did I know how much I would have treasured them twenty years later.
I yearn for the past. The present is horrible and the future is bleak. We have to go back.
Good cheese tho.
19/1 2025
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The roundness of Sky.

19/1 2025
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That’s all for now.