EyeTens
Good goat times today. Mostly overcast, blisteringly cold wind. Looks like we may get some warmer days soon, though. That would be nice. God fun with the goats. Jeanette had meetings so I only got to see her very briefly. That meant I had play host when we got visitors. The little rocket boy Khalil stopped by with his teacher. He’s so full of energy, running around. They got to feed the goats over the fence, and then came into the pen and spent some time with them. So that was a bunch of fun.
We got a little Luna problem, though. She’s getting a little pushy with people. She’s started headbutting. Not rearing up in full attack mode, but she’ll push with her head. She does it to me too, if she thinks she’s supposed to get food and I’m too slow. Also sometimes when walking next to me, which can be a problem when i’m walking down the hill and can’t see her because of my limited vision. She’s almost made me trip a couple of times. I think I was supposed to talk with Jeanette about it today, bur she had her meetings, so she haid we’ll do it next ime. But yes, it’s not good. She’s a lil thing, but it can still scare the kids. I think I’m going to try bringing the water bottle and seeing if I can discipline her out of it. We don’t want there to be trouble.
11/3 2024
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The lil brawler.
11/3 2024
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Got the eye doc visit done today. As I had figured, my eyesight has gotten a little worse. But after examining my eye, the doc said that everything was still looking peaceful and stable. So that’s good. I think the deterioration is probably due to outside factor. I can feel my vision being worse if I haven’t slept well etc. And I have not been feeling great for a long time, lots of pain and depression and poor sleep and worrying. So I think that’s the reason. And that’s not great, but at least the eye is stable. So that’s good.
When I got home I jumped on the exercise bike and did an hour. I’ve been exercising and eating somewhat better, at least cutting out the candy. Finally my blood sugar levels seem to be falling. For a long time they have been on the high side. Maybe that has been affecting my vision too. But the last couple of weeks I have started seeing better levels, so that’s good. Dropped a couple of pounds too.
My stomach is still not doing well though. Not functioning much. I got a Pepsid delivery coming tomorrow, and I added several things to my order, stuff that you all recommended to me in your comments. Thank you for that. If I don’t see an improvement there soon then I’ll have to see the doctor grrmbleth.
One day a day.
12/3 2024
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Breaking news, I pooped.
12/3 2024
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Goat distraction, courtesy of Sky.
12/3 2024
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Got my Pepsi delivery today. Along with some assorted goods plus some remedies suggested by you good folks to help my tummy. Fortunately right now it seems like my tummy is actually working again, so I might not need those remedies after all. But better safe than sorry. i hope the tummy keeps working because it wasn’t a fun week and a half. Hooves crossed that it’s all done with now.
13/3 2024
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Hiya Bella.
13/3 2024
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May I say, what a smashing blouse you have on.
13/3 2024
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Oh dog I love Jerry Stiller so much. If you ever need to make me laugh or the world blows up, put on the outtakes with Jerry and Julia. You saying you want a piece of me?! Saved the world, not all heroes wear a cape.
13/3 2024
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goatlog
14/3 2024
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Happy Pie day everyone. All us clowns deserve a pie to the face today.
Feeling quite depressed. But hey hey, one day a day. Got on the bike and did an hour fiteen. Not too bad. Dug out my TENS device, the electric shoker. So i’m going to electrocute myself. Well, my back. I haven’t used it in many months, i’m not sure it ever really helped my back but the massage it gave did feel good. So I’ll try it again.
My stomach seems to be working, so that’s good. Hopefully. Tomorrow is the big day. That’s right, leftover pie day. Mm.
14/3 2024
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In other news, I’ve been rewatching The Office the last couple of days. It’s almost up there with Fawlty Towers, I enjoy it every time I watch it. And the last episode always gets me. That moment when Brent tells Finch to fuck off, every time it makes me want to high five him. Aw bless. And then Dawn comes back and the music, and every time I get crying. Big ole softie.
Takes me right back to the days of buying tv shows on dvd from amazon. The years.. so many years. You can’t go back. KATE WE HA VE TO GHO BACK
I better stop writing now or there will follow 16 paragraphs of nostalgia and regret and longing. Not Lasse’s goat.
14/3 2024
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These days I’m more like the energeezer bunny.
14/3 2024
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A long time ago, in a Lasse far far away.
15/3 2024
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Thank you everyone for all the birthday wishes. I hope I managed to respond to everyone. I really appreciate all you do for me. As someone who very easily goes to thinking bad things of myself, it is good to hear good things. When the voices in your head always say “you’re worthless and you suck” then it’s invaluable to hear real voices saying the opposite. I am thankful for knowing so many lovely people on here, I am thankful for having been able to hopefully contribute some good goat times, or whatever else, in your life and that it makes you want to be something positive in mine. The last year or two have been difficult, and there are difficult times ahead still. Thanks for holding me on.
16/3 2024
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Once again, thank you everyone for the birthday wishes yesterday. I truly appreciate it.
I spent the day relaxing, enjoying the messages. A quick visit from dad too. My parents had offered to take me out to eat, but I poitely declined. Even when I’m feeling my best it’s challenging for me to be out among humans. And right now, we’ll I’m not exactly feeling my best. Pizza leftovers and facebook, I know i’m such a party animal. The viking legacy cannot be denied.
Got up and jumped on the bike today for an hour twenty. Good going. Started using my TENS electrical device again too. Really enjoying. I don’t know if regular use will help my back so I can get out and be more pain free, but when i’m actually using it, it feels really good. Those massaging shocks. So good. I’m considering trying to wear it when I’m going out, not sure if that will really work or be helpful. Any of you have TENS experience and tried wearing it while out and about? Maybe I’ll give it a go. Just too bad it can’t give me a happy ending to the message.
SORRY.
Other than that, well one day a day. One year after the other, one foot in front of the other. Rubber bands expand with a frustrating sigh. Keep on trucking. Finished Stephen King’s The Dead Zone today. I am a hundred percent sure others have remarked upon it, but reading about Greg Stillson and his yellow construction helmets, it’s hard not to think of well let’s not talk politics.
Everything’s fine. Skynet or the aliens will sort it all out. Thereby hangs a tail.
16/3 2024
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What’s so funny bout peace, love and fart jokes?
16/3 2024
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goatlog
17/3 2024
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Aah. Lunaah.
17/3 2024
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That’s all for now.