I’m drinking vodka. I kid you not.

Smirnoff Ice. It’s the best alkyhol I have ever had I think. But then I have not ever had that much.

Working on my gallery. Doing the 2005 section now. Putting up pictures from my vacation with Skye. You know, the one where we broke up. Very odd. I have had those pictures lying around for 6 months, not knowing what to do with them. Not wanting to look at them. But now was the time. To get them resized and retouched and uploaded. It gave me a very strange feeling. Like I was right back there in our vacation house. Alone in the Netherlands. Lonesome.

But it was okay. I am glad to have the memories. The good as well as the bad. I don’t want to forget.

Let me introduce you to my new song love:

James Blunt – You’re Beautiful
—-

My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I’m sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won’t lose no sleep on that,
‘Cause I’ve got a plan.

You’re beautiful. You’re beautiful.
You’re beautiful, it’s true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it’s time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.
—

Best chorus ever. I want to sing it to all the girls I know. You’re beautiful, it’s true. I know way too many girls who aren’t happy with themselves. “These are too small”, “that is too big”. “This thing is crooked”. And it goes for all of them that they are beautiful but they have a hard time seeing it.

Not that I don’t know how hard it is to accept yourself. I wish someone had told me that I was beautiful. White lies save lives.

Mmm that’s good vodka.

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