What a beautiful day. It snowed quite a lot last night. Today the sun is out. Everything is beautiful. The snow is perfect. Light and powdery and dry. It sounds just right when you walk on it. I bet it’s perfect for snowball fights too. I almost feel like making a snowman out in the yard.

I’m feeling much better. I got out of the house, and it helped. It helped a lot. The beauty of a snow-covered world. The crisp winter air in my lungs. Being outside isn’t always horrible.

And on snowy weekends you always see families walking, hand in hand, carrying sleighs. Maybe I should get a sleigh. Build a snowman. Throw snowballs at the girl I love. I’d have to find her first, of course. But I’m sure she must be somewhere out in the snow. Maybe I’ll build her myself. A perfect snow wife.

You never know.

Seeing the goats also made me happy.

They are my salvation.

I got to feed them today. A lot of fun.

Here’s Magnethe and I:

Looking very pale. I’d say it was because of the wintertime, but frankly the only thing that would be different if it was summer would be that my cheeks would be redder.

Last night I had a strange experience. I woke up in the middle of the night. And I felt like I was… high. Now granted I have never actually been high in my life so I wouldn’t know. But I just felt like I was floating in my bed. I felt a lot of pleasure every time I touched myself. And no, I don’t mean “touched myself” in the way that makes you go blind and eventually to hell. I mean just running my hand across my arm. Rolling around under the blanket. It felt like every part of my body was alive. Every inch of skin was an erogenous zone. It was a beautiful feeling. I don’t know how or why it happened. I was sort of halfway between dreaming and being awake.

It’s nice to feel good.

Guess what I did? I ordered a new flatsceen monitor for my computer. 19 inches baby. I got a special deal, the store has to order it home. And guess what date it will be ready for me? March 15th. My birthday. What a coincidence. My own special birthday present. I’ll be using some birthday money to pay for it too, so it won’t be too expensive. And since I don’t have a big car, I think it’s only fair that I’ll have a 19 inch screen.

That’s it. Tomorrow’s another week. Milla, don’t worry about leaving long comments. I love them. It’s good to know that I am not alone with my thoughts. I like the way you think.

Let it snow, let it snow, let it snow.

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