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Me In The Spotlight

Had a positive experience at TMU today. With Peter. Not the Peter I have talked about before. That Peter is the boss of TMU. There’s another Peter and he is the resident psychologist or therapist or something like that. You say harmonica, I say harmonika.

I started the day in the computer room. I had headphones on and listened to youtubes. Meanwhile Peter was talking to one of the other students. I couldn’t help hearing parts of their conversation. They were talking about music. Rock. I know R.E.M. came up. And live music. So that was cool, I thought. Peter the therapist is into rock. Nice.

Coincidentally I had brought the R.E.M. book that I am currently reading. You remember that reading is on the schedule at TMU. So I brought that and went hard to work with it. I sat down in the kitchen and poured myself a glass of water. Then Peter came in and asked if I had time to talk. As you’ll remember they have to get to know us all to figure out what to do with us, so we have to individual conversations with all of them. And I guess they don’t schedule those things, they just pick us out every now and then and ask us if we’re available.

So we go into his office. I was wearing my Smashing Pumpkins Mellon Collie tour shirt. The first thing he does is point at me and say “that’s a great album”. The Danish word for album can mean a couple of other things too so I just stood there for a few seconds while my brain connected the dots. “Ah yes, my shirt. It is. Great album”. It is, you know? Mellon Collie and the Infinite Sadness. Amazing double CD, buy it, buy it now. Anyway. Before we start the official conversation we talk a little about music. I tell him that I’m mostly into 90s rock like The Pumpkins, Radiohead, R.E.M.. And it turns out that we have pretty much the same taste in music. Isn’t that something? Not all therapists are stuffy old people from Vienna, I guess.

The conversation itself went fine. I was nervous, but not too bad. We talk about my phobia and how I’m doing and my medication and all that stuff. We also talk about how I’d like to move out on my own soon and he says that it would be an obvious thing that they could help me with. So that sounds good.

When the official conversation is over I go back to the kitchen. And Peter follows. And we talk. About music. About how the Pumpkins are reuniting. What the lineup will be. About Billy’s solo record. About how Peter has seen Radiohead and R.E.M. live. He says he has a pumpkins show from Tivoli on cassette. I say that if it’s the one from ’97 then it’s totally awesome. I have a copy on my computer, he’d like a burnt copy of it. If it is the one.

Isn’t that just great? It was a really good talk actually. It was nice to be able to talk to someone about music like that. I can’t remember that ever happening before in real life. And Peter is a really nice guy. I already had a good feeling about him before today. He seemed friendly and approachable. Plus I like his voice. Hehe. It’s sort of hoarse. Not deep gravelly cigar hoarse. But like… yeah like he’s been at a rock concert and has been shouting his lungs off. Heh. It’s been like that for the 2+ weeks I’ve known him so I don’t think it’ll wear off. I hope not.

So anyway. Good stuff. It always makes me happy when I have a succesful conversation like that. Because it’s still very hard for me.

Tomorrow is valentine’s day. I hope you’ll feel love. I have the day off so I will love that.

Finally, here is a short video of Mads poking over the door: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cnCP7OLTvMA. I just uploaded it half an hour ago, it might not be live on youtube yet. If it says that the video is unavailable then try it again in an hour or two. Or don’t. It’s a free world, baby.

5 Responses to “Me In The Spotlight”

  1. Debster Says:

    I know how you got to be so good with conversations, it’s because of all the “unreal” conversations with us “unreal” peoples! See if it works here, it will work in “real” life, too. The all-seeing, all-knowing Debster has spoken!

    I packed a box of snow for you but the box blew away in the wind. Good thing our goats are porky pygmies or they’d be flying away, too.

  2. Debbie Says:

    Wow! Talk about fast forward! Bunnies, lambs not 1 but 4 and piggies on the way. On top of all that great strides made by Plume! yay!!! TMU sounds like a great opportunity for you! So proud of you and what you have done – I hope your Valentine’s day is good! It is snowing here again! I’m not complaining – I am like you and love the snow! I will blow some your way. Maybe you’ll get some as a Valentine’s gift after all it is one thing you really do love!

    I really think that is why I am in the field I am in (working with computers) is so that I don’t have to interact with other people, bad I know – but it does pay good! A vet assistant is excellent! I wish I could be a vet assistant! Go for it! I wish you all the luck in the world, sounds like you had some rough spots there but have gotten through them. I HATE MORNINGS! I will never be a morning person. I just changed my work hours from 9:00 – 6:00. And even then I push sleeping late till the very last minute. I wonder how you can change to become an early bird? Maybe Debster has some ideas. Anyway, I hope you relax on your day off – middle of the week days off are good. Take care of yourself, Debbie.

  3. Luis Lemmings Says:

    Sometimes it’s the small conversations that have the most meaning. They help to propel a person into a different mind set. And it’s usually into a positive one…

    I love Valentine’s Day and I want to spread love and joy to everyone I know!

  4. Debster Says:

    Nope, I’m neither a lark or an owl. My peak time is between 10:00 a.m. – 2:00 p.m each day. I never have been an early morning person and I don’t stay up late. I guess I’m a “mid-o-lark” (instead of meadowlark)! Ha, ha.

    Luis Lemmings: What about you? Are you a lark or a night owl? I’m not sure how one goes about changing that. Might have to do some internet research on that.

  5. Plume Says:

    Debster – I guess that’s it! I am glad I have so many unreal friends! It makes me unreally happy. Harr.
    Keep trying with the snow. Maybe pack it with snow around it so it doesn’t melt!

    Debbie – Debbie! Yay. It’s so good to “see you” again! And I got your letter! Thank you so much! That was really rocking. It was even better than getting snow for valentines!
    I don’t know if I can ever be an early bird. Maybe if I try to become an early goat, that might be easier. I can try.

    Luis Lemmings – Love and joy to you, buddy!

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