I try not to think of it. But it keeps sneaking in. And I cry. I replay the last moments. And it hurts. I still can’t believe he’s gone. It is hard to understand. I didn’t go to the playground today. Didn’t feel up to it. Tomorrow there are electricians coming by to read the […]

It’s over. The vet came today and put Mads to sleep. He’s gone. I feel like I have been run over by a truck. I got a good hour and half in the sunshine with him today. I’m glad the sun was shining. We were sitting in the juicy grass. Per had told me that […]