Waves
I hope your today will be a good today. Last week was not so great for me, obviously. But on the other hand I was shown so much love and support. Thank you everyone for helping me to keep going and goating.
23/10 2017
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Good goat times today. Good to get out and see the girls. Twas a bit chilly and grey, but at least it stayed mostly dry while I was there. Took the girls out walking again. The fences are still down. Things are quite messy. I wish they’d get it all done soon. It feels all wrong without Yogi and with fences down and debris and mud everywhere. And then I have to drag the girls down to the other pen when I leave. You try getting goats through mud. And then having to leave while one of them bawls you on your way. It’s not easy being a scruffy looking goat herder. When I was doing my shopping afterwards a guy cut in front of me at the cashier line. Wot? How rude. I think he was a little confused. Or maybe he just thought that he could swindle the blind man. Oh well. He only had one item so I did like Kristen Bell and let it go, while being extremely cute and good looking. Well, maybe not the last part. Then to top it all off I forget a couple of the things I bought and paid for at the counter. So that was another succesful shopping trip by Mr Adult Person, esq.
It’s alright, though. Life’s too short to worry about material possession GET YOUR HANDS OFF MY PIZZA OR
23/10 2017
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Oh mud
23/10 2017
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Into your darkest hour
23/10 2017
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I hope your today will be a good today.
Of course Yogi is going to have her own day, there was never any question about that. And Tuesday will be her day, for Tongue Out Tuesday. Even though most of the pictures won’t have her tongue out. But you can’t deny that her flapping tongue was one of her most defining characteristics. I just had to change that sentence to past tense. Love you, A38.
Tuesday for Yogi, Wednesday for Kamel and Sunday for Palle. And random flashback on Friday. Plus I think I’m going to make all the other days just random flashbacks as well. I like starting the day with an affirmation, it’s an ingrained part of me by now. But I’ve been doing it for years and it gets kinda hard to keep coming up with interesting ways to say it. But I have thousands of old goat photos. I’m sure you guys won’t mind. If you didn’t want to look at goat photos then you would have unfollowed my posts by now surely.
24/10 2017
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I am not feeling so great. I am sad. My head is hurting. I am tired. Of coping. Of being blind. Of missing. Of the constant stream of inhumanities. Of the dark and cold and mud.
My brain is like a groundhog day machine. It never learns. Every night at midnight it just resets and then keeps making the same mistakes again.
Anyway. The pizza is here so I guess I’ll keep going. Can’t let the pizza down.
24/10 2017
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One thing that helps is scrolling down my newsfeed and seeing happy animals and kids and people. Sometimes it’s hard to see the forest for the trees. See the good. See the good, be the good. Maybe my brain will learn to hold on to it some day.
24/10 2017
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I should be ready for the fall
24/10 2017
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I will make it through the day and then the day becomes the night. I will make it through the night.
24/10 2017
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Thank you everyone for putting up with me. And for cheering me up today. I’m still not feeling great. The darkness is strong these days. But I feel better than when I got out of bed. You all make a difference in my life.
*awwwws*
*applause*
‘Lasse is filmed in front of a live studio audience’
Sha-la-la-laa.
25/10 2017
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I hope your today will be a good today. Happy hump day, guys.
25/10 2017
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Goofball squad comin atcha
25/10 2017
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Fall. Into dreams.
25/10 2017
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I hope your today will be a good today. Here is Mads from 2007. The only other pygmy goat I’ve ever met. And the first goat I really bonded closely with. He was a little hellraiser, in all the best ways.
26/10 2017
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Good goat times today. Somehow made it out of bed and into the real world. Cold and grey out there. And I wasn’t feel too chipper. Tired and headhurty. I am not in the greatest physical condition at the moment. I can tell when I’m editing the current goat videos that I have put on a fair bit of weight the last month. That’s alright, though. I don’t care. It goes up and down. But I have barely exercised the last month’s time. I need to get back in the swing of that to feel better. I will probably still need elevated levels of comfort food for a while. But it’ll be elderberry soup season soon. So it’ll be fine.
Out walking around with the goats. The beginnings of new fences are up. Hopefully it won’t be too long before it’s all done. Although I lke walking around freely with the ladies, I also long to settle into some kind of routine. Define the new normal and get distance to the mess, in my head and the surroundings.
Good thing the company is so great.
26/10 2017
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Pretty good company. Pretty pretty good.
26/10 2017
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Time to stop existing for a while. I will reassemble my molecules tomorrow and resume proper service as possible.
(Potentially disturbing video, fairly warned be thee says I)
link: non exist ent video
26/10 2017
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I hope your today will be a good today. Here is another goat flashback. Magnethe from 2012. While Mads was the first goat I bonded with closely, Magnethe was the first baby goat I ever met. I knew her all her life and I think she’s still the goat I’ve spent the most time with. Although I’d have to do the math, Mio might be getting close. But meeting Magnethe was a defining moment in my life. I hadn’t even known her mother was pregnant. The thought of baby goats hadn’t even entered my mind at that point But from then on it would rarely leave. Baby goats are miracles.
27/10 2017
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Look at Mio in the background. She’s so cute. She’s huge and strong like an ox, but scared like a kitten. Or cautious at least. Gotta scope out the sitch before moving in.
27/10 2017
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Using a GIF please show me how to make everything better.
28/10 2017
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In the light or in the dark
28/10 2017
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I hope your today will be a good today. Here is Bob. Bob was Magnethe’s boy. And the only other black boy we ever had other than Palle. Palle was thin and sleek and shiny. Bob was tubby and woolly. And a funny boy. Losing him was a hard one. One of the many good goats I hope to see again some day.
28/10 2017
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Help us Robert-wan Mueller. You’re our only hope.
#DrainTheDagobahSwamp
#MakeAlderaanGreatAgain
#FromACertainPointOfAlternativeView
#TakeAKneeBeforeZod
#GrabThemByTheLothcat
#DontBelievEverythingYouReadOnTheHolonet
#BlastersDontKillPeople
#DontBringAPaperTowelToALightsaberFight
#TheEmperorHasNoClothesOrBraincells
#ATyrannyOfNepotism
#ASackOfShirtInASuit
#ForkingMoron
etc
Sorry. Had to get it out of my system. Back to no political posts, it’s not like anything is going to change. Nothing matters. Stop hitting yourself, world. Stop hitting yourself, world. Now if you’ll excuse me I’m going to go write “How To Not Make a Mocking Bird Feel Uncomfortable”.
28/10 2017
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I don’t always post fall pictures but when I do I post too many fall pictures.
28/10 2017
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Jack and Jill went up the hill and… well I don’t know what happened next because Jill signed an NDA and really she shouldn’t have been going up on the hill with a boy she wasn’t married to and also this story was written in another time when these kinds of things were just accepted and hey it’s not like she had the right to vote so it’s no
28/10 2017
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Time to shrink myself into a golden orb and travel the dreamwaves. Tonight is daylight savings switch in Denmark. The good kind. The kind that gives me an extra hour of sleep. I’m going to spend it all in one place. Dreamland.
28/10 2017
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I hope your today will be a good today. Happy Funday, guys.
29/10 2017
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Waves of sadness and hopelessness, vast oceans
29/10 2017
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Waves of goats
29/10 2017
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goatlog. From the first day back after Yogi.
part 2
29/10 2017
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Waves of goats
29/10 2017
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Mousy always looks like I feel. Like someone who wishes they hadn’t gotten out of bed yet.
29/10 2017
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Kids today. They don’t know how it used to be. man. They don’t know what it was like to wake up and turn on your PC. And then having to manually adjust the system clock because of Daylight Savings Time. Now I just wake up. Boot up. And the little clock in the corner knows. It knows everything. But at what cost? AT WHAT COST?!
Truly this is the darkest timeline.
29/10 2017
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Top tip: If the pot noodles that you’re eating at 10:48 pm aren’t salty enough, just let your tears of regret flow into the cup.
29/10 2017
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End of Facebook. Go go goat photos.
That’s all for this week.