Meltdown
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22/6 2020
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Today will be a good day. Happy Mio Monday everyone.
22/6 2020
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Good goat times today. A warm day. Not scorching. But it was pretty humid. I got soaked on a couple of times while pulling down branches for the goats. Must have rained overnight. The humidity made it feel more uncomfortable than the hotter days, but there was a fresh breeze so it wasn’t too bad.
Nothing too exciting today. We did a little running around, got some branches and treats and sat around in the field and enjoyed the warm weather. Had some sweet kids visiting at the fence and they got to pet the goats. They loved Sky, because she’s so little. When they left they said loud goodbyes to the goats and then the man who was with them said “And have a good day, young man”. Haha. I think I may have been older than him. But I look 17, so I can’t blame him. It’s nice when they say hi to me. Some people just talk to the goats. And I mean, that’s fine. I’m socially inept and can’t talk to humans. So I can’t blame them if they just talk to the goats. That’s easier on me. But it’s nice when they at least say goodbye to me too when they leave. It’s nice when I get to feel like i’ve helped give them a good experience with the goats.
22/6 2020
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I could have sworn I picked a clean shirt this morning..
22/6 2020
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Said one of the little kids upon encountering the goats: A MAH GAHD.
Said exactly like that. Pretty cute.
(There were several of the kids saying ‘oh my god’ but this kid was kicking it up a notch. I think he’s got a future on the big screen)
22/6 2020
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Field tripping
22/6 2020
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Dad just popped over for a quick visit, for the first time since the surgery. He seems to be doing very well. Sounds and looks good. He’s still got some pain related to the actual surgery stuff, which is to be expected. Hopefully that’ll wear off as he recovers. But the stuff he was operated for, the pains in hip and leg seems to be gone. In fact he sounds a little surprised at how well it has worked already. So when the recovery is done he should be better than new. Which is really good to hear.
22/6 2020
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It’s the Lily & Lasse Show.
22/6 2020
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Rest in peace Joel Schumacher. Not going to say I was a giant fan of his, but what a fascinating back catalogue. And hey, I kinda like campy Batman. More than the current dark dcu. Better to have personality.
22/6 2020
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Today will be a good day. HappY Yogi daY everyone.
23/6 2020
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Engage antigrav mode. Take to the Sky.
23/6 2020
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Just realised that bees and unicorns are the complete opposites. One has a horn on its head, the other has one on its butt.
Pretty much. don’t fact check me.
23/6 2020
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Love you, bae
23/6 2020
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Ooh, uncle’s backpack. Can we get it? Can we get it? Ah, whatever. Let’s just sit here and wait until he gives us treats.
24/6 2020
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Today will be a good day. Happy Hump Day everyone.
24/6 2020
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Good goat times today. It was a hot one. 25C/77F. Real summer. Panting goats, and panting uncle. Good exercise, good treats, good drinking, good relaxing in the shade. Several groups of kids visiting too. Hanging aroudn at the fence, giving greens to the goats. One little kid was singing Baby Shark. I prefer Baby Goat myself, but still cute. The kids were feeding the goats through the fence, but they were pretty much feeding them one straw of tall grass at a time. Takes forever to fill a goat belly like that. But hey, it’s something to do. Fun for the kids and the goats. And real summery now.
24/6 2020
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Hey kids, feeeed us.
24/6 2020
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If you give us some greens we’ll forgive you for singing Baby Shark at us, kid.
24/6 2020
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Goatnight from the goofs.
24/6 2020
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Oh hello world. Did you miss me? I’m not sure what happened. I feel pretty bad. I feel like I have been run over by a truck. Every muscle in my body hurts. And my tongue is weird. It’s like frayed at the sides. Maybe I’ve been chewing on it because of the pain? I don’t know. I feel like the tongue thing has happeend before, but I can’t remember how or when. Oh well. I pretty much slept for 24 hours. I’m not feeling a cold or fever, so hopefully it’s not the coroner.
I feel weird though. Like I have been torn out of my life. All the little details that I used to just do without thinking about them, now I have to stop and remember what to do. I feel like I’ve been gone a thousand years.
At least I managed to get out of bed now.
26/6 2020
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Oh boy. I feel pretty weird. It’s not just that my whole body is hurting and my tongue is weird. It’s also mental. I feel.. like my brain has been taken. I feel seperated. I can’t remember.. thing. Someone suggested I go see the goats and I started thinking.. how do I go to the goats. Where do I take the bus? I literally can’t remember. Stuff on the computer. I have a lot of things set up, automated processes. And now i’m sitting here thinking how do I do this? How do I do that? It’s a really weird feeling. I feel like I have been gone a 100 years anda forgotten everything. It’s been some hot days in Denmark, maybe my brain is dehydrated. I don’t know. Well, I hope it’ll all come back to me.
Maybe I need to be put in a home. Or an early grave. Bury me in a pizza box.
26/6 2020
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Well it’s 11 pm. I’m going to start heading to bed again. Maybe I’ll wake up tomorrow feeling fresh. Or maybe I’ll be braindead. I really feel pretty out of it right now. I wish I had some iced creams. Someone please bring me iced creams. I need isvafler.
Well. See you tomorrow. If I get up. Thanks for all the concern and advice. I appreciate it.
26/6 2020
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Hello world. Here I am again. How am I doing? A little better. But not great. All my muscles still ache. My tongue is weird. But the dead parts have started peeling off which is gross but helpful. Mentally I’m still in a bit of a weird place. I feel displaced. I feel like I have been placed in someone elses body. Like I have to relearn everything. I feel almost like I’ve been hit on the head, slightly dazed and confused. Maybe I had a heat stroke. I don’t know. No fever or real coughing as fas as I acn tell. Thanks all for the concern. I’m sure I’ll be fine. Relatively speaking. Gonna give it a couple of days to at least let my body feel better.
We’ll see.
Also, I have an overpowering desire to watch the tv show Dark Angel. I’m not sure what that’s all about. Longing for the apocalypse.
27/6 2020
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I am heading to bed now. My body is feeling a little better, but still hurting. And I still feel… displaced. Like I don’t know how to be myself and I have to relearn everything. It is extremely weird and disconcerting.
Well, we’ll see what happenes. Hopefully the pain fade. Will I regain clarity? Or am I going to have to relearn my whole life? Who knows.
Thanks everyone for the comfort and advice and all. Sorry if I’m missing stuff right now. Just trying to find my way back to my own life.
See you tomorrow, presumably.
27/6 2020
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Hi world. I am back. How am I doing? A little better. Not great. My muscles still hurt. Especially my legs. My tongue is still a little flossed. And I still feel a brain fog, a displacement. I wonder if it’s ever going to go away or this is just the new normal…
Normally I’d be getting ready to go see the goats tomorrow, but I don’t think I’ll be ready for that. I’ll have to take a litlte break.I feel a bit like I have been torn out of my life. Oh well. Nothing to do but keep going and try to get better. Hope you’re all doing well out there. I’m totally out of all the loops.
28/6 2020
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That’s all for now.