Caffeine
Good goat times today. Back to some sanity.
Still freezing cold and snow on the ground. Icy too. On my way home I ahd one of those *waves arms around to stop from falling* slips. Thankfully I regained balance and didn’t end up on my berryholder. And a little further along a guy passing me said “Careful, there’s a really slippery part ahead”. that was very nice of him.
But good to be back and get some time with the goat gang. I had forgotten to take Luna’s collar off last time I was there. I take it off when I leave and put it on when I get there. But I forgot last time. And the collar was nowhere to be seen. Jeanette hadn’t seen it either. So I figured we’d have to get a new one. But then I went and looked for it. And I found it! I was so impressed with myself. Blindy McBlindface finding basically a dirty piece of cloth in a pile of snow. Good job me.
I also found Sky. She was missing in the morning. Well, not really. But only Bella and Luna came to the gate, and I couldn’t see Sky anywhere. I wasn’t too worried though, as I had heard her bleating for me when I was approaching the pen. It’s nice that they all have different voices so I can tell them apart like that.
Since she’d seen me approaching, I figured she’d have to be down in the little pen, you can see the approach from there. And yes, there she was snuggled up under the podium. Her little safe space. The big girls can’t reach her there, and it was dry because there’s a roof of course. So that was a snug place to sit and relax.
And Jeanette introduced me to Lars, who will be working there. I think a couple of times a week. I’m not sure how much I’ll be seeing of him, but he seemed very nice and friendly.
We had visiting kids too, but they didn’t come and really say hi to the goats, they were having more fun running around in the snow. I think they were sledding too. Sleighing?
Anyhoo. It’s cold and time for soup now.
12/1 2026
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Where’s Sky?!
12/1 2026
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Some of those who work forces, are the same who burn crosses. Some of those who hold office, are the same who burn crosses.
12/1 2026
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What did one snowgoat say to the other snowgoat?
Do you smell carrots? BECAUSE I LIKE CARROTS.
12/1 2026
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Got an hour and a half on the bike today. Starting to feel like I’m finding my groove. Feeling stronger on the bike. Now I just have to stick with it and keep the rhythm and routine going.
And stick to the diet. The 5 2 diet. I haven’t really been succesful yet, depression has made me snack too much on the two dieting days.
But hopefully I can start today. Got some new supplements that are supposed to be good for weight loss and blood sugar regulation and stuff like that. Starting those today, and with the exercise ramping up and hopefully sticking better to the diet, hopefully I’ll start seeing some results. We’ll see.
Also got a Pepsi & Protein delivery today. Unfortunately I got too much protein. They had a sale on protein bars and I ended up buying 35. Whoops. Oh well, I’ll try to save them. I want to try getting more fruits in.
Bla bla. One day a day. I would like to feel a little better, mentally and physically. I’m trying.
13/1 2026
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Vedder and daughter. Aw.
13/1 2026
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You know, it’s possible to support ICE and still think that an individual agent has done something wrong in a specific situation.
You can think ICE does good and important work and still think that it is wrong when an agent murders an innocent person.
Just like you can support police and still think it’s wrong if an invidual cop, I don’t know kills a black youth or whatever.
You can support an organisation or group and still be critical of things members of tha group does. It’s not all or nothing. You can want to be tough on ‘illegals’ without supporting murder in the streets.
It never ceases to pain me to see Christian supporters gleefully cheering as America slides further and further away from Christian values. Where’s the compassion? Thou shalt not murder. And on and on and on. I could go on forever. As you well know.
13/1 2026
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Thinkg goat thoughts.
I don’t need a Voight-kampff test. I can prove I’m not a robot by the fact that Luna’s tongue doesn’t stick to me.
13/1 2026
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Yesterday I did something I have very rarely done before. Heck, I may have never really done it voluntarily in my adult life.
I didn’t drink a drop of cola.
Shock gasp, I knooow.
Other than times when I may have been unable to get cola because I was in the hospital or otherwise indisposed, I am not sure I have gone day in my adult life without drinking cola. I drink at least 1½ liters of Pepsi Max a day. I know, that’s not good.
Well, I thouht I’d try to go without. So I didn’t have any. I did have another sugarfree soda, so it’s not like I didn’t have anything. Faxe Kondi. It’s a Danish one, kind of like 7 Up I guess? Or Sprite? Anyway, it does have the artificial sweeteners. But no caffeine. So it’s a step up, right?
I wanted to see if I felt a difference. But I haven’t really noticed any. Going without today too. Just to give it a little extra time. See if it made any difference, especially to my sleeping.
But I don’t really think so. I know I should go longer without to really give it a chance to see if there’s a difference, but I don’t think I can. I think I’ll be going back to Pepsi tomorrow.
Ah well. At least I made it through a day, and a half so far.
I have never done drugs, never smoked, only had an infinitely small amount of alcohol in my life. But Pepsi is my addiction. It’s cool, I feel alive.
I hope you sold your Pepsi stock before the market crashes due to fears that Lasse may stop drinking.
14/1 2026
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Oh. I just looked up the ingredients of Faxe Kondi.
There’s caffeine in it.
I don’t know if there’s less than in Pepsi Max.
But here I was so proud for going almost two days without Pepsi. And then it .. doesn’t really matter. Well, at least I can drink some Pepsi then!
Whatre ya gon do.
14/1 2026
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Facebook has limited my account. Because I made a joke about.. certain susbstances.
Haha.
So I’m afraid I won’t be making any ads or joining any calls or lives for a while! Sorry!
We all know it’s because the new ceo doesn’t agree with my sharp political satire!
Anyway, I’m going to go snort some Pepsi.
14/1 2026
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*me pointing at people in charge of the world*
*Indiana Jones screaming THIS BELONGS IN A MUSEUMØ
#LazyMemes
14/1 2026
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For the premium subscribers, and as a thank you to Keiko for her Sky-art, here is a little preview of a future video. Sky smasking some banana and taking a whizz at the same time.
14/1 2026
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If I ever in my lifetime see a picture of another president giving the finger in public, I swear I will never drink another Pepsi again.
The absolute lowest class of people are running the circus. You’d be better off with clowns. At least with clowns everyone knows they’re evil. With these asshats, apparently almost half the country can’t tell they’re evil.
Don’t take any wooden cryptocoina, Greenland.
Someone please invent a time machine and travel back in time and just step on as many butterflies as you can find.
I know I’m preaching to the quiet / falling on deaf ears. But goddmn I just want to scream at the screen. Like when you’re watching a horror movie and the machete wielding clown is sneaking up on Neve Campbell and you just want to scream at her to run. I just want to scream at America to run.
Anyway.
I’ll shut up now. Just about now. Anytime now.
I’m gonna go get some Pepsi.
14/1 2026
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It’s kind of funny that fb has restricted my ability to post ads. They are constantly, CONSTANTLY, begging me to boost posts, to post ads, to promote stuff. Now that my personal profile has been forced into “professional mode” they’re doing it here too. Half the time I post something I get a “Do you want to add Send Message button”. And of course the only options are Yes or Not Now. There is no “please stop bothering me, I’m not going to promote my garbage posts” option.
I wish there was a way to tell them that my page is not a business and I’m not interested in any monetization.
Maybe getting my profile restricted is the solution. They can’t bother me to monetize stuff if they’re restricting me from monetizing stuff, right?
With the new ceo of fb announced, more than ever I really wish I could loeave this place. But I love my goat page, and I love all you people here on my personal page. I don’t know what I’d do without you all. So I’m stuck here. Stuck in a bad place with wonderful company.
Anyhoo, I’ve had Pepsi so it’s not all bad.
14/1 2026
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Good goat times today.
Had to force myself out. I was feeling rotten and just wanted to crawl back into bed. But I know that the goat place is my happy place and if I go to there I will feel better. So I did, and I did. And I’m always happier there.
A little warmer now. A lot of the snow is gone. Still icy patches. But at least it’s not -15.
Just a quiet day today. Treats, bleats and scratches. Some visiting kids, but not too much interaction with the goats. There was a group of kids receiving some kind of lession from a teacher, I suppose, about animals and nature. They were sitting out on the bench outside the goat pen and I could hear them chattering. It was very sweet. The goats were not interested because the kids didn’t bring food. Sha!
When I got home I did a little organisational work. I still have stuff in my storage boxes from the move just standing around. So, it was nice to get a bit of that organised. Still a bunch of stuff to go, but I’ll do it in bits and pieces. All the important stuff is in place. But I do want to get things a little less messy.
Anyway, time for soup now.
15/1 2026
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Out and goating about.
15/1 2026
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I think Bella might be hoping for a treat…
15/1 2026
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Facebox rejected my appeal. So my account is still restricted. I don’t know if that makes any difference to how much you see my posts or anything. But note to self: Don’t joke about drugs. Drugs are bad mkay.
If AI is going to take over everything and be the downfall of humanity, can it at least learn how to take a joke?
In other news, funnily enough Greenland is featured in King Sorrow that I’m reading. Not related to any of the current situation. still kind of a funny coincidence to be reading that just as, well you know.
15/1 2026
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*does the I’m Not Talking About It dance*.gif
16/1 2026
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Not quite springtime yet, sorry Bella.
16/1 2026
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Gravity is optional. You’re a helium balloon, don’t forget to tie a string to your foot if you’re going to go outside. We’re all floaters.
16/1 2026
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Got an hour thirtyfive on the bike today. Got my groove on. That part is going pretty well at least. Feels good to put work into it.
Had to force myself to get going, after napping. My depression has been strong for a while. I don’t want to do anything but sleep, eat and [redacted]. I barely want to get out of bed. And then I nap during the day so I sleep worse at night and EVERYTHING’S FINE LA LA LA
Well I’m trying. One day a day. Fake it till you break it.
17/1 2026
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Sky in her little pad.
17/1 2026
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Ugh. I was going to try to not write about it anymore. But here we are.
Trump now imposing tariffs on several European countries, Denmark among them. And will ramp them up further. Until America gets Greenland.
As I have seen many comment, it’s pretty clear that Trump doesn’t value consent very highly. Denmark doesn’t want to sell Greenland. Greenland doesn’t want to be sold. This situation and behaviour is appaling and horrifying and wrong. And stupid. The fact that a lot of Republicans can’t see, or won’t admit, this, is baffling and saddening. Imagine if another country disrespected America the way America is disrespecting Denmark and Greenland? How would that go over with Republicans and their America First neonashitsm.
I guess I should be careful what I say, since I’m already restricted. But goddamn it.
And then we have the bizarre situation where Russia is coming out saying the Greenland is Danish. Now I’m not stupid, I know the game they’re playing. But it’s pretty damn surreal that from official statements we are now in a situation where Russia is more supportive of us than America is. What the actual snork.
I can’t help thinking of how much my dad loves Greenland. He spent a fair bit of time there teaching when I was younger.
And Trump just sees it as a commodity. Something he can own. Something he can grab by the pussy, because when you’re rich and powerful you expect that they let you do that. I try to not waste my time hating. But I can honestly say I hate that man. I hate everything he stands for. He is a symbol of all that’s wrong about humanity. All the worst qualities. The greatest trick the devil played on the world is that your soul was only worth the price of cheaper eggs.
Alright. I’m going to stop hating. Going to go find something to love. I wish I could love myself, but there must be something around to love. That Bowie documentary maybe.
Hope you’re all doing okay and that your hearts are full of love. Living well is the best revenge, and all that.
17/1 2026
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Lazy Sunday.
I think most of the snow should be gone by no. The berries remain.
18/1 2026
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That’s all for now.